well. let's see.

fck me to eternity - know your enemy
does eternity even exist?

i have lots to be told.
i have a friend, a half man, and still a boy. he played my best friend's heart.
what a jerk? he played with mine and now my friend's.
waw, he is so dead to me. so dead.
i can kill him, and i am going to.

well, he's a third class player.
well, never mind him, i don't really give a shit about him.
but i do care about my friend's feelings.
he sucks. such a jerk.

and then, i have another friend.
i chatted with him, and he just went off.
that was mean, man. but i don't really care, too.
but i like him for real. and i am learning to be faithful.
and, also, he knows about "i like him" thing, so it's alright.

so, there are lots of complicated things about boys, huh?
but the point is, love is complicated.