sory my dear, but im falling for diggy.

ahahaha. no i was just kidding for sure. diggy's art is hot, his mixtape is cute. i love his art so much.
but idk, i just need to think about little things lately. so confuse ith my life right now.
not that i wanna die, no, but, i have this feeling, the feeling of needing freedom but just ARRGH. just cant explain.
like this : words are 26, but you feel like you need 30.
just like that. that's what im feeling. something's aint complete.
what's that, imma find out. i pray to God, for His mighty help. please.

sometimes i just wanna cry, fly away, and die. but i feel like, there are some people, some people that i need to punch right in the face.
so that;s why i just need to survive a little to punch bigger.
i love my life. my daddies, mommies, mamama, papapa. lovee to you aint replying what you guys have done for me.
ah, what am i talking about?

broken hearted shit

Lve is short. Love is ummmm......
Well I don't know, I'm not your teacher, and I am not your baby, but I'm still hoping I could be.
So you see. I loved this guy, once. He is charming, mind boggling, and environmental fucker.
Bbuttt he broke my heart real goood and I can't and just can't

others go out country.

i go back to where i am supposed to be.
my mom is from Pekanbaru, my dad is from Pematang Purba.
those are the collest place on earth, with people who have warm hearts and memorable hugs and kisses.
thoughts and cries are everywhere, but love is surroundings.

i met lots of people. i met lots of love. and i met : Rika <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://photos-b.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs158.snc3/18552_1163800663743_1489675721_30350631_6109584_n.jpg">she is very nice, first she was this weird little girl that for me was really annoying, but after a second, she stole my heart. and after that we did a journey around our little "forest" of chocolate and we saw pigs and other else.
after we did that little journey, she started to get a little annoying, but she was fine! i love ya kiddo.

and then, we we here. my sis, my brother, Irene, and Keshia. they are veryveryvery cute! gotta tell you! really. Irene, has a really cute face, and she stole my heart. we met her and her sisters, while that little gal, Keshia was still surrounded by cloth. she was little baby and now she walks! breath-takin!
i miss them much so much :DDDD


get over Septa, Irene, and Keshia. i cut tons of mangoes in Pekanbaru. we bought those lovely mangoes, we bought about 5 kgs in total. and they taste AMAZING! AMAZEBALLS! yes yes yes.
better than the usual ones. they're good :D

oh i miss these days.

do you think you can handle this?

i am so in love with a new actor. he is so fine.
well, not fine in that kind of way, but he (at least) has a nice face. dont really care about his personality, but he is VIKRI SEPTIAWAN.
oh jeeeezzzzz. dammit.

happy christmas and merry new year

i've got packa stories ready to be told.

so, did your christmas and new year's eve go well?