im tired.

listen, i ve been having some kinda trouble.

well, i have been trying hard with myself.

there is something has been going on with me, and i hate myself becuase of it.

it's kinda weird actually. but, i dont know about it.

the l u c kyy Laki

marry me the lucky laki!

HAHAHAHA.

but these guys are fraking handsome!

AND THEY ARE INDONESIANS not MALAYSIANS.

oh please, malaysians, have a life!~

keep hating malaysia, i have reasons!

well, first of all, i hate malaysians. i hate malaysia. le'ts have a war. we aint afradi of you, malayshit.

becuase you know what? we are golden. and if you wanna do the math with us.

your people are fewer than us.

WE HAVE 220.000.000 PEOPLE READY TO FIGHT YOU, AND ALL THAT YOU CAN DI IS JUST BITE YOUR NAILS. LIKE A SISSY GIRL DOES THE CHA CHA.

you thieves! bring up something else that is more creative.

all you do is just steal steal steal steal steal steal!!!

the hell is waiting for you, you know.

we hate each other, i know. i can tell.

you want some war, the internet can be worse than the real war, you know.

let's bring up some real guns. kill me, im ready.

i can kick your ass with indonesia's law.

i can feed you with my my nail toes by reading you my poems of stealings and loyalty!

i can kick your genital parts with a hammer if i want to.

malon sial!

all you do is just steal steal steal and steal. damn it! you are a real thief!

waw, i am impressed. what's your next target?

i can put you in jail, dammit! stop kicking our people's ass!

because we can kick you worse!

let's see an example :

YOU, JOE FARIZAL! saykoji said that we aint supposed to hate you, so yeah, i ant gonna tease you dammit thief. uhhh, i see now, JOE and malaysia are the same, THIEVES!

and saykoji replied JOE'S song (well, basically, it's SAYKOJI'S song, you thief!)

you copy my style you copy my rhyme
then you blocked me on myspace? its fine
you steal but you cant even spit it right
its my mind and my skills you tryna bite

see i know some people just dont like me
but i never knew anybody would bite me
make lirik persis cuman diubah dikit
some words were changed but the rest he keep it

mungkin lo suka lirik yang gue ciptakan
tapi kalo begini namanya salah tindakan
kenapa harus blok gue dari myspace
is this your mockery on my face?

see i'm a christian, i aint mad at ya
i dont make this track, gettin back at ya
but i need to know, kenapa lo lakukan
why you blocked me apa yang lo takutkan

tahukah kau kalau mencuri itu berdosa
tahukah kau kalau nulis lirik itu susah
tahukah kau kalau biting berarti malas
tahukah kau kalau dosa tuhan yang membalas

its the s a y k o j i
they know my name man are you high?
i'm flattered to know you used my lyric
but at least let me know man let me hear it

lirik gue diucapkan asal asalan
kaya sopir metro nyetir ugal ugalan
di satu jalan maunya jalan potong
so i made this song karena terdorong

udah lama nggak buat lagu berbalesan
bukan mau ngediss elo yang jadi alesan
joe farizal, i believe in you
that you can make your own songs too

tahukah kau kalau lo bikin gue ngetop
tahukah kau kalau reputasi elo ngedrop
keputusan yang kau pilih begitu menentukan
apakah kesuksesan atau gagal kau temukan

i love you saykoji, i love you indonesia.

and i aint gonna let you all being kicked by malayshitans. becuase malons are supposed to die, if they keep killing and stealing our culture and people.

let's kick some ass if they want to!

i have the proof, i never steal, AT LEAST! and indonesia never(!) have ever claimed a culture from another country, MALAYSIA IS THE COUNTRY FOR THE DAMMITS!

the ca m e ra o n u ss!

me and my lovelylovely sister, she is lovely becuase she is the one that i always fight with ;P

it's batik that im wearing, and it's indonesian! not MALAYSHIT! trust me!

the camera on us!

i dont want to.

baby baby, damn. lately, i ve been having no spirit to go to school.

i dont want to go to school no more.

i dont believe in my friends anymore. no more.

i suddenly miss my sister. i want to talk to her so bad. dammit.

i want to see the Hilberts also. i cant face this. ding it!

i want to be better. damn it. i hate myself.

you look so good and i'm drunk.

heeeey, sorry i havent beent posting lately.

yes, yes yes, i ve been really really really busy with my school.

and i bet, you dont want to know anything about it. huaha.

eh eeeeh, eeh eh eh eh eh, sorry im listening to Run This Town.

Rihanna is so cool! but still, im not a fan of her anymore.

i am so tired. today rained, i am wet. ding it.

i have to do somw work today too.

i have to do my bahasa indonesia, and the newspaper wall project, also for the proposal. darrrrn!

heyy, i just wanna say, KEEP ON HATING MALAYSIANS!

THEY ARE THIEVES AND MALONS ARE SUPPOSED TO DIE.

becuase all they can do is just, STRALING STEALING STRALING TEASING INDONESIANS AND LIE!

eat crap MALONS!

MALINGSIALAN.

im sorry for you all that have to read this shitty blog, but, im so mad, think about another country claming that you cultures are their.
YOU'RE MAD RIGHT?
especially indonesia is a rural country with our culture and couture.
and malaysia, that bitch claimed that PENDET DANCE is theirs.
EAT SHIT MALON!

they keep teasing us, i can tease them back! harder.
stop claiming others' things.
stop it before i STOP YOU.
you people are bastard, godammit!

EAT SHIT AND STOP STEALING OUR CULTURE!
BASTARD!

MALAYSIA, EAT SHIT!

how many stuff that you have claimed that those are yours?
you slutty big bitches! i can and going to kill you with my own hands, i'll kick you with my bare foot.
and im going to feed you WITH PORK!
you slutty motherfckers! you dont know how mad we are.

and now you're teasing OUR COUNTRY? godammit, you steal our culture, and you dont thank us?
YOU TEASE US? DAMN, BITCH!

MALAYSIA TAI!
they are teasing us, if you wanna see, open this shitty link : http://www.topix.com/world/malaysia
plus, ANJING at the back.

they are just shitting themselves, becaue, all that they are enjoying right now are all things from our world.
INDONESIA IS THE BEST COUNTRY EVER.
AND INDONESIA OWNS THE BEST CULTURE IN THE WORLD.
WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THAT, MALAYSIANS?

you just can beat up our people right? bitches!

dear malaysia,

MAKAN TAI LOE. KURANG AJAR DASAR TUKANG NYURI, PAKE NGAKU2 KALO ITU KELALAIAN ORANG LAIN LAGI.

WAYANG ITU PUNYA ORANG KITA!!
palagi TARI PENDET. ITU PUNYA INDONESIAAAA BANGETTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!


this is indonesian to make the malaysians feel hurty! you thieves!

sorry :(

i suddenly found a virus because of the website called demisource.org.
i was terrified. but, i have fixed everything up. sorry!

to my readers,

amazing, awesome, aww aww, i love you.
kisskiss, i heart you guys so much.

basically, i blog because i love to. never in my mind i blog because i want people to read my blog and what i have posted. i like you guys because you guys have read and been reading my blogs and my dirty dirty and very dirty posts. im sorry because i tease a lot of girls and boys, i have been talking about only myself, but, i realized that it's you that read this blog, not me. but i do it sometimes. i fake names of the boys that i like, which i know, people love knowing others secrets.
never in my mind i want you to be satisfied because of my blog. never, i swear. i write things that come in my mind, and if thye're interesting, i'll write it down. you know me only by blogs, but if you see me face to face, you'll see a very talkative, bastardy, and sick girl with lots of love in her mind. believe me.
i love you guys, and thank you because you have read my blog. hihih.
i have hit the 1.000 number peeps. there are more than a thousand people thathave read and opened my profile.
that's why, i dont need a counter, fuck that counter, because i dont blog to see how much peop,e read my blog, i blog because i want to and i love to. see that. i love youuu, once again.

kisskiss.

thank you.

0all in my life, i've been busy, busy of taking vcare of myself. i say that being selfish is always fun, because its just funny, really funny. think about yourself, you always come number one. you count. in everything you do, you do it for you. and sometimes people do it for you. but, please, i'm not that bastard-y.

i'm not a diddy perso, like i said befor. i like being me, because me is just me. and people support me , everyday, and everywhere. they push me around like a toy to show me, that i am amazing. and i know, they are really awesome. they, the ones that always push me around and punch me in the face if i do something wrong, i love you guys, and i thank you.

my parents are the ones that always help me in things. in stuff especially when i need money, for real and without any lies, i love money, people love money, even though we all know that moeny is not really special at all, in the end of the day. my parent sare always there for me, and i always fee; guilty if i do something wrong to them, i always feel sorry for myself, patricia, why are you being so stupid? i always saythat to myself. and all that i think is just, "ugh, did i do sometihng?" or, "are they okay, because i dont feel okay about them right here."
to my mom and my dad, and to my mammas and pappas, i thank you.

like a pineapple way. myy two beautiful and funny sisters, and my strong and naughty brother. i'm the king of the cpomputer as always, i'm the one that is really selffish, i ned help, and you guys always there for me, i never give anything special for you all, but as always, you give me everything. you are everything when i need everyting, right? we fight. yes of course we do. fighting is fun right? yelling, crying when you thuink you have lost the fight ans stuff, it's just really funny. takling pictures of our shame, and then post the online, i love you guys.
to kakang, tinong, and dedek, i thank you.

schools. uh my favorite one. when i have trouble at home, at my bedroom, and with you guys. then one that i always conntct is you. hihi, i9 love you. and we fight, like me and my siblings. ha, we tell stories and lies together. we chat about bullshits and stuff. and we love doing that. we tease each other, and we fight about our parents' names. and then, we tell our teachers and then our teachers wont give any damn about it. amazingly enough, i love you guys.
to my friends, best friends, and boyfriends, i thank you.

speech!

well, Notre Dame, september 4th. i guess, if im not mistaken.
uhlala. i'm happy because i'm going to go on a speech competition with my friends. well, there are others, Devon, Jennifer, and another girl. Alice.
not going to be honest right now. because i migth hrt somebody, hihi. you're mean.

i dont know what we must speak about, but, i dont know, i am kinda afraidyy.
hihi. because it's going to be fun, but a little bit scary. thin about it. justa bit scray. blaah.

wish us luck!

eerrg, new? (i guess)

heyy, sorry yestersay i didnt post anything at all, because, well, of course, i didnt go home yesterday, i spent a night at a hotel, with my mom. not with somebody else.

yesterday, me and my little sis were about to watch a new film called "BOO", but, no, we didnt, because my mom didnt let us to. we wanted to wath "THE PROPOSAL" but i already did watch that. so, yeah.

i saw the stills of the new video of Selena's, FALING DOWN. duhs. not really giving any interests in Selena Gomez nor The Scene.
i miss school! i have tons of work and projects to be done at home. the religion homework, math, umm, let's see, physics? (nah, i already did that one, soo proud! hihihi, because people say that it'as hard, well, yeah, but, i did that on my own, i didnt cheat, so, of course, i am proud!!), and then, well, i dont know. OH YA, i am having a religion test on Monday. urrrgggh. help help.
good thing i wrote down everything.
and also, i have to do the project of BIOLOGY. waw, i have to remeber to ask my mom for her signature, if not, i will lose 10 points. BAD, RIGHT?

selena, you're cute :) more than miley, miley sucks! especially the way she sings, waw, she needs a teacher. chill on your singuing woman!

and then, well, i'm so in love with FLO RIDA right now! waw! have you heard the song "JUMP", that song is so me! i lovelovelove it, so much! no lie!
hihihih, i like it a lot. you have to hear that song, TOTALLY!

okaay then, kisskiss, i love you!

dear The Hilberts,

so, i've been trying to reach you guys, but, yes, my email has been broken and error. and i dont know, maybe, my email hates me or something. i heart you guys!

in this blog of mine, i dont wanna talk about my blog, i want to talk about you guys. uhh, i miss you guys so much! i cant believe that i'm home already! all that i remember is that in the morning Mariah always had some trouble waking me up. sorry, haha.
i miss you guys and all that silly boxes of lunch! those sandwiches were never be forgotten, because it tasted soo funny and so raw. so unlike my foods that i always consume here. yes, we cook everything.
i know that you guys have been hearing about terrorism in indonesia. sorry, ubt i bet that everything is gonna be just fine fine and fine. terrorists are scared of me. i hope so :)
sorry, if you guys have been reading this blog and read some bad words, i know it's bad. but, that's me. im the rudest kid in school, but i know my limit. sorry again.
how is everything there?? how's everybody? i miss you guys everyday. you gave me the best three weeks in my whole life! i aint lying. and here, in indonesia, homework, projects, and exams have been making me busy! soooo busy! i'm dying here. help help!
so, that's why, i cant touch my computer so much, because i have to study. from 7-10 p.m every night. not included if i have projects to be done. but still, school is fun.
and also, i cant contact with you guys a lot because i only have one computer at home. and it's the only computer that we have that has internet access. so, yeah, i guess that you know my situation.
so, Scott, Carina, Matt, Mariah, and Mark. my family thank you guys so much becaue you guys had given me great weeks when i was there. i hope that i can come back :)
hope so, because i want to taste those tasty and weird sandwiches and use the microwave for the second time.
i even recommend my mother to buy a microwave, and my mom said, "what for?"
hihi, forget it, we'll never use it anyway.heyy guys, i'm having this competition in the next 2 weeks. i'm going to Notre Dame Cup (competitions either sports or school subejcts made by some schools), and i'm going to their speech contest! im not excited, but i'm just afraid, i hate competitions, i hate winning and losing. weird, huh?
this email is very very long, but i hope that you guys are okay with it.
umm, i dont know what to say now. what are you guys been up to? you know my answers, SCHOOLS. ah, i miss you guys. you were like a family to me. and i've been dreaming to have a younger brother, because my little sister here, she's been fighting with me, ALL DAY. but, probably if i have another youunger brother, i will fight with him also, because, i sometimes mess up with peoplr.

i guess this is long enough, I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU. sorry if this "email" is so impolite, and also, if you want me to stop giving you emails, i'll do it :)
love you!

do you have stardoll?

real thing real thing.

im not going to talk abut gabe, i know maybe you guys are sick of me talking abut Gabe. na ah, im not going to talk about him. i am going to talk about myself. yes, and like mostly, i always love myself. hihihih :)

lets get high. the thing for the day is : helping people.
as usual, uh ah ih oh, eh eh eh, i LOVEEEE people. always do! but, i never like to be in their situations and their problems. i hate that! hah.
and then, always if you're inside their situations sometimes, you're the one the be played and you are actually the game, even though there is no game, they will play you sometimes.
-not good-i know-

all we have, is going to be broken because of YOU wanting to know about their problems. KNOW IT!
i know, sometime being in someone's situations is fun, TASTY, ans stuff.
but, let me get that straight, IT'S NOT GOOD.
all that im saying : STOP WANTING TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WITH OTHERS.
get that, btches?

i hate to say bad things, but it's not me if i dont say bad words. soo sorry :)
ewww, i always do that all the time, thats why, i dont want you to do the same thing that ive done. because it's wrong.
never go to them when they're having problems, dont ask, let them tell about it first then you can go on. NEVER ASK, NEVER BE TOO PUSHY!
pushy! I HATE PUSHY PEOPLE!
well then, after knowing what's up with them, innisiative. know that?
im not gonna tell what you have to do next, you're the person.
figure it out by yourself. i only tell you the things, you do the math. get it?

gutten morgan, peeps.

hahay, how are you?
have you been watching the news or teve at least?
GEEZ, BELIEVE ME, INDONESIA IS AMAZEBALLS!!! WAWAWAWWWW.
i'm amazed.

you better go to MANADO, SULAWESI.
because, we had this event called "SAIL BUNAKEN 2009"
woooh, i watched a news about it, and i was like, WAW, so fucking proud!

visit indonesia, now. haha.

this event was made by indonesians. and during this event you could watch planes, sailing boats, traditional boats from the people around, and then also ships that usually used for war.
once again, i was amazed!

to malaysia and terrorists : WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DO HUH? CHEAT THIS?! OR BOMB THIS? orrr maybeee, you're gonna ummmmmm,,,, STEAL IT?!
eat this one more time! HAHA.

aku cinta indonesia = i love indonesia.

Nadya and Me.

hihih,

*gosh, i'm speechless haha.

if you're fucked up, then what me?

you said that you're just sooo fucked up. have no spirit to live.
well, let's see mine.

school : freakin fun.
i have no boyfriends.
and i have a bit problem with my friends.
is that fucked up? not for me.

get a life, man!

im such a dirty nasty nasty girl

uaaah. hate me hate me. i hate myself, sometimes.

all that i've been doing all day is just fooling around.
i did my physics paper task for tomorrow.
i am even helping my friend to search for his paper task. hah.

i havent taken a bath until now. i smell sooooo bad.
yes oh yes. i disgust you, i know hahahaha.

wait, i have an idea. i think imma change this blog's address one more time.
imma change it.

my favorite guy, haha.

people tease him, well, basically, they disagree cause i like him, a lot.
huh, hateful. no, they're just trying to make me realize that he's not important.
but, well, he is that important.
well, not as important as you guys, but he counts.

he is the guy that i like. im feel soooo lucky to meet him. haha. no, i just made it up.
about guys, i never too serious. it's just too fast to be.
stupid, right?
but, yes, i like him. i dont say love. love a big word with no meaning.
at least for me.

i dont need him to like me back. and i know that you guys are tired of me saying that sentence.
but, thats the truth. what can i say? nothing.

stop saying that i'm feminine.

feminine. errgh. uglee. i mean, ups, ugly.

im the ugliest girl on earth. im am stronger than madonna (no, i lied), im really hateful especially to noordin the freaky monkey, and well, more.

lately, people have been saying that i'm feminine. haha, cut it out. geez.
no, i adore you.
but, compared to me. im no feminine. im the most disgusting person in the world.
haha. cant tell you the truth.

all that i will say is just : "you dont know how dity i am."
hihi. stupid.

indonesia's indenpendence day!

darn! INDONESIA MERDEKA LAGI.
oh, indonesia, my lovelovelove country, you're old now.
64 YEARS, man! i love you indonesia.

i have not much to be said, because i ave to watch the tv, i want to see that indonesia flag up in the sky.
so, indonesia, i HEART YOU SO MUCH!

liking so many guys.

i have lots of thoughts. i love reading, and i wish lots of things. i change my own life. i get bette and better everyday. i feel good everytime.

and then and then, people say that i am not consistent. well, YEAH! you think?!
being soooo inconsistent is fun, at least, for me.
bah, well. i have liked more than 10 guys. scream, yes, of course you can.
people say that im weird, but, it's okaay. i know why. scandalous.
the guys that i have lied, have nothing.
they are handsome, rich, and high.
woohoo. hahahaha. but, i never date. yes, yes, i never want to date guys.
well, yes, i will. but, not now. because i'm not loyal.

(uhh, i miss yohanes loyola!)

well, im sorry because i have liked so many people. but, i like to play.
this is just funny and fun. see, i almost kissed a guy during my first disco.
bad boy. i hate you.

there are lots of explanations, but, i just cant find one.

weird, right?

i hate you, GAYb.

so, i know this guy. he is so gay gay gay gay!
i hate hate hate hate him. he is sooo sissy ans sassy.
AND NO, THIS IS NOT CLIFF.
cliff is not my business anymore!

i know this guy, people tease him because he acts like a gilr. and yes, baby, HE IS!
well, you might know who he is. and i dont care if he reads this.
because, once a guy yelled at me via chatting, i will yell at him, all the time.
haha. patricia rules :)

about this guy.

so, i said on facebook, "Patricia is now so-in-love with."

hihi, you probably know who this is.
"him''.
YEAP.

(wait, i just hate this, because i have to do9 some research about some books in the internet, because i have no books that connect with my physics project.)

but, heyy, tomorrow is indonesia's independence day! YEAY YEAY YAY!
well, back to my ''him''

people say, i love to change my crushes (yes, plural)
well, PDA (i just dont care, baby) what youre gonna do?
but, i never and will never make others number two.
because everything is number one.
chill, i like boys, i dont love.
but, yes, i love this one guy. hihih. so not good. someone doesnt like the fact that i like this guy. hah, well, i love him. but, i wont do anything to make him love me.
because, if he's not for me, well, face it, girl!

for real without any lies, i dont like hearing love songs. i like other songs. that doesnt connect with "love". maybe, some rubbish. i can dig it.

me and ''him'' had a really bad relationship. used to. now, we dont know. I MEAN, i dont know.
once again, I DONT CARE, thats because i am then one who likes him, bot him. so, it's not my problem if he likes me back.
he likes me, then, good for me.
he doesnt, i dont care, then.
i used to cry for him everyday. every night. i prayed for him.
"the answer to my prayers is you." (urrrgh, thats a stupid line)
and now, i never care about him anymore.
if he dies, well, goodbye then.
if he lives, well, i love you.

''him'', i will never say his real name. i will never.
because, i think that i like him, a lot.
but my heart never goes boom-boom-boom when he is around.
my mind never becomes emprty when i am talking to him.
i never smile too-"happy and hippie" and im talking to him.
never never and never.

i never too happy. but i'm always thankful because God always gives me gracefuil days and situation changes every second. i like it!
God is awesome, and He makes me awesome. He is AWESOME! haha
God is my best friend. even though some people dont like me liking 'him'' He still gives me opportunities so i can get closer to 'him' everyday.
love it! hahaha.

Hot Mess - Cobra Starship!

Hot Mess album by Cobra Starship.
my hands are absolutely going to have this album!

have you bought it?

Lady GaGa

Lady GaGa is a VAMP. you make me scream, bitch. i love you.
Photos by : Ellen Von Unwerth

(reminds me of Bellatrix)








she is no longer Stafani, she is Lady GaGa now.
and i lovveeeee her!

i am awesome, indonesia is AWESOME!

with bigger fonts! GEEZ, CANT BELIEVE IT.

indonesia has broken a new WOLRD RECORD.

more than 2800 diving in malalayang, north sulawesi.

what a big present for the independence day!

indonesia, you're fucking awesome!

hu hah huh! im proud.

to malaysians : please dont copy us, and i know, you're just JEALOUS!

we're just awesome. hihihihi :)

Michael Jackson too much?

oh ah uh, Agyness Deyn for Harper's Bazaar by Terry Richardson :)

agyness deyn, you're the coolest girl ever. her style is like, 9/10!
in for agyness deyn so much!

tweet toget-her!

do you have any twitter account?
follow me! :)

click to be on me! hihih.
so sasssy!

oh, CRAIG, you suck.

so, i was just checking some stuff on youtube.com. and then, i found this video, INSOMNIA.

i heard, "from a simple crush."

''him'', stupid.

a twat for a twit from COBRA STARSHIP

twitter.com
what you're gonna do now?

why i said what i always say?

i say lotsa stuff. i say lotsa bad words, of course, man.
but nobody teaches me to say those stuff. i maybe teach myself to. or maybe the films that ive been watching? or, umm, the series that i always watch and i like them, a lot?
i am probably right.

but sometimes, i dont say those words because i wanna look cool. i think im cool enough already. because i always like get fucked up by the situations, but i always keep up. and by keeping up, makes my fucked up situation cooler.
people may hate me because i say bad words. but, nobody can stop me.
im sure about that. i can stop if i want to.

if someone asked me : do you like to say bad words?
i would say : hell yeah.

do you hear what rappers say in their songs?
BULLSHITS! believe me, oh yeah.
some maybe yeah, they say words those are "educational"
but, others, just keep talking shits!

i love a guy who lies to say bad words. but, saying bad words will never be the reason why i like him. thats it.
i like guys who are nice, respectful, and rich. oh yes, baby, rich. but, they are real.
but, it's just a bit confusing maybe, for you and me. i like money, i like wealthy, but, i never make money number one. because money is nothing. money is nothing. i say that twice.

i;m searching for perfecion, even though saying bad words is never a perfection, but if it's a perfection for me, maybe. im still trying to figure it out.
give me time, i'm fourteen still.

i love saying bad words, once again. sorry, sue me. sue me, people.
but i never say bad words to people, im sorry, im not that kind of person.
expressions, thats it.
well, yes, i say bad words to people, but it's only for NOORDIN MONKEY TOP. others, no.
or course.

i'm mean. stupid.

PESTA RAKYAT.

how can i say it? the people party? is it? well, basically, we just dont care.
we search for the FUN!

so, if you want to see what we did and what we had, open this link, :
http://thefuture-ladykiller.blogspot.com/2009/08/kemaluan2-kami-di-pesta-rakyat.html
which in english, i can say : OUR SHAMELESS FUN DURING OUR PARTEEEY!

and then, and then, my friends took lots of shameless pictures of us. so FUN!
i had so much fun, and yeah, i got closer and closer.
but i hated my friends teasing me. HATE YOU. but, i enjoyed most of the time.

we had so much fun, we ate, we drank, and had fun.
my class id sembilanC right? or we say nineC. they won, and we were like scrreaming for help!
we were soooooo happyyyyy! WAW!
i wish i could the time back.
huahaha.

-iHadFun- woohoo!

aku sayang sama GABE!

i love you Gabe, that the translation. hihihi :)

this video is freakin HILARIOUS and FUNNY! HAHA.

Cobra Cam Finale from gabe saporta on Vimeo.

INDONESIA, 64 years!

yeay! indonesia is now older and older. with SUSILO BAMBANG YUDHOYONO as the president. this country is going to be better and better EVERY freaking DAY!

starts from here : THE DECLARATION OF PROCLAMATION.

my country is not afraid of you losers who just love to bomb places. you guys are HOMOS with no girls to be laid with. you guys are COWARDS and you guys are GAY. you are cowards who play with cables and bombs. guess what? my television is broken, can you fix that?!
indoenesia is a strog country, indonesia tells truths, unlike you, you like to video yourselves and then wear masks and hold guns. YOU ARE SHITTY!
guess what? indonesia is older and older. you cant fight us, you're rich, we're strong, MONEY IS NOTHING COMPARED TO STRENGTH.
eat shit! you terrorists are LOSERS! who like to lie and marry girls with no good identities and just marry them to search places to be saved. you guys are HOMOS!

INDONESIA :)

indonesia tanah beta.

thoughts about me and love.

you dont know how desperate i am to search for funny little love. i used to get desperate and depressed all the time.
i see tons of girls, they wear lipsticks, mascaras, make ups. you know what? THEIR FACES ARE FAKE!

i hate girls sometimes whan they try to look beautiful, but basically they FAIL!

i used to like this guy, he is a real gentleman. he is really handsome and good-looking. uhlala~ ding it! i liked him so much. i liked to stalk him for years. hihihi it was fucking fun.

but for real,i never give a shit about boys dont like me back.
so who cares? i like you, and i dont need you to like me back.
we're friends, and so what? you dont wanna talk to me no more, go to hell man. you're such a coward.

i guess i know why i never get boyfriends. I AM SOOOOO RUDE! hahaha, i dont care.
i knwo i am freaking rude. but i say what i wanna say.

i love you. love? what is love anyway?
how many people have asked what is the meaning of love? and how many people have answered that litle but huge question?
how does love make you feel?
sad? happy? needy? or nothing?

if love makes you happy, why there are lesbians and gays?
i say that they deserve to be happy. i know, kill me because i have said that, but yes, everyone deserves to be happy, because, not just poor people deserve to be helped, but, yes, gays and lesbians need to be happy.
smile :) is that so hard?

you can hate me all the time, but, i ont care. i will never will care. iu wont even give a shit.
you fool, why do i have to spend times saying "you're mean because you said bad tings to me" to you. because ill just keep them in mind, and as in return, i'll giove something MORE SPECIAL.
no, it's not a revenge. a prayer. is that good enough?

i know, lotsa people talk about me behind my back. i dont care if they're good or bad. do i give a damn about it anyway?

i was hurt because of love, thats why i dont say love. i say LIKE. it's very different. i have feelings too.
you can see me on my blog, i am a really meany person, rude, and unworthy, and yes i am. but yes, Lord, i do have feelings. i still do.

once, i said i was selfish.

i still do.
my name always comes first and then you and others come in second.
no lie, i lie. of course, but, no no no i dont lie for myself.
lying for yourself means you fuck yourself.

i know. i girl like me is not supposed to say these things, but i always do it anyway. no one can warn me about what i do.
i was born in this world, by my lovely mother. my family is perfect, and for real, nobody teaches me to be selfish, i teach myself. guess what? being selfish is FUCKING FUN.

im not a man, im not a women, i will be someday.
my future job is to be a good loving wife.
i wish i could. selfishness, this is the one that is going to be the problem that me and my husband will face someday.

i watch everything. i say my name a lot. i talk a lot. my teachers say that i'm not smart and i'm not stupid. i'm really talkative. i didnt cry, but, they hurt me, a bit.
i hate you guys sometimes.
i just wanna say, go fuck yourself.
but, no icant, because all the things that you've done. ahhh, that thing that you said abut me is nothing to be compared with what you've done for me.

selfish patricia. selfish.

i, once, got into a problem with my best friend because of my selfishness. how jerky i am? i said sorry, she said sorry.

i have powers. i hate these powers. but, Lord, thank You for every delightful day of Yours.

selfish. because of that, i made a guy that i always blamed at asked me for my forgiveness. but, he is a jerk, of course, me and him hate each other right now.
i hate myself.
but, sometimes, i get desperate sometimes, but for real, i have no idea why i get desperate.
Father, Father, Father help us.

i;m not blaming myself because im selfish. for real, folks, i know i am selfish. but there is nothing in me that wants me to change.
well, yeah, i get along with people.
i know, i can control myself.
but, my type is, i;m not a selfsih jerk. i know myself. i know myself. i know me. but sometimes others know me more than in do. but, no one has ever made me cry because they have given me a total satisfaction.
give me one, then.

people can say that im a loser. big big big fat loser. but, who cares? i dont care if people compare me to others, those people just just go and fuck themselves.
fxk you.

yeah, i know, you need to slap my mouth.
but, once again, i know i am wrong, but i know also, that i am selfish, and you have nothing to do with it.
you can say that i am selfish, but for real, I WONT CHANGE just because of you.
cause i say to myself, i fuck the world.

give me a ✓, and ♥ ♥ ♥

HIHIH. i'm just really bored.

so yeah, i'm not really in the mood of tweeting and twittering. BORED BORED.

OMAIGOD!

i just found out that GABE SAPORTA has a twitter. DING IT!

dear GABE, you're handsome, killing, dirty, and COOOL!

i dont want to show you more. make your own opinion.

and also, folks, GABE HAS A BLOG!
DARN!
open fast fast fast!
WWW.GABESAPORTA.COM

room number 77.

did you know that i love my room? have i told you i love cameras now?

look at me at the ROOM photoshoooot!

i have lotsa magazines at home, so yeah, a camera + me + magazines + A COUPLE!
hihihih.

hihih, this is why i love my room.

heyyo.

hai hai. bonjour. gutten morgan. hello. aye aye. selamat malam. hallo. ARRGH, sorry because i have been so so so so so freakin BUSY!

believe me! i've been having lotsa tests and projects.
i have to do 2 science projects on papers.
i have had 4 exams this week. 2 math. 1 biology. 1 physics.
believe me oh ah uh, HARRDD!

heyy, lets see another amazeballs video of MICHAEL JACKSON!






UH LALA MICHAEL.

uh, this is enough, i'm tired of school

but the good thing is, tomorrow imma have a party, because on MONDAY is our INDEPENDENCE DAAAAY!!!

fuck you NOORDIN! marry me and ill kill you!!!!
i hate you NOORDIN and all AL QAEDAs!
BOMB ME IF YOU COULD! you're just SASSY and SISSY!

i better start over.

ding it. i hate this thing.
but i have to do it anyway.

tomorrow i will have another math test. SO HARRRD!
but, hey, i had a really great time at school today.
yea, no kidding.

i HEART today!

GETTING CLOSER with ''him'' is just so fun. hehehehe :)

my teacher said today, that the one that the police shot wasnt NOORDIN MONKEY SHITTY TOP. it was the florist, it was ibrohim
DARN IT!

when will he die?

dear blogger,

YOU SUCK! JUST SO SUCK!
I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU SO MUCH!

I've been having a really tough day, and now, you ruined my BLOGS.
YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK!!!!!!!!
AARRRGGH!

so, i just got home,i am tired, i need some fun.
but when i opened my blogs, all the blogs that i have followed, ALL GONE!
like GONE WITH THE WIND!

i dont want any magic, man!

Michael Jackson.

i just realized. he is sooooo COOOL!! ding it!

ini budi.

ha. dont get too serious on the title.
basically, i wont talk about man utd here. but, those words just came up on my mind.
so, yeah.

so, here i am. doing some research on NOORDIN MONKEY SHITTY TOP.
he is dead. i hope so.

stop showing off to us that you can make bombs.
just see your doctors or maybe, go to Martha Stewart and learn how to cook!

and then, just seeing some pictures on facebook. i'm tired.
i bet my sister is probably watching THE MASTER upstairs.
oh maaan.

aah, i wanna go back and go to Grace Bible Church.
i hate this.

-_-" hihih :)

cia, is a hideous girl

oh uh oh, (mama do), oh, yeah, believe me. i just really hideous.
but, these photos are fun!

we're students, and we like to play hard.

hihihih.