why i said what i always say?

i say lotsa stuff. i say lotsa bad words, of course, man.
but nobody teaches me to say those stuff. i maybe teach myself to. or maybe the films that ive been watching? or, umm, the series that i always watch and i like them, a lot?
i am probably right.

but sometimes, i dont say those words because i wanna look cool. i think im cool enough already. because i always like get fucked up by the situations, but i always keep up. and by keeping up, makes my fucked up situation cooler.
people may hate me because i say bad words. but, nobody can stop me.
im sure about that. i can stop if i want to.

if someone asked me : do you like to say bad words?
i would say : hell yeah.

do you hear what rappers say in their songs?
BULLSHITS! believe me, oh yeah.
some maybe yeah, they say words those are "educational"
but, others, just keep talking shits!

i love a guy who lies to say bad words. but, saying bad words will never be the reason why i like him. thats it.
i like guys who are nice, respectful, and rich. oh yes, baby, rich. but, they are real.
but, it's just a bit confusing maybe, for you and me. i like money, i like wealthy, but, i never make money number one. because money is nothing. money is nothing. i say that twice.

i;m searching for perfecion, even though saying bad words is never a perfection, but if it's a perfection for me, maybe. im still trying to figure it out.
give me time, i'm fourteen still.

i love saying bad words, once again. sorry, sue me. sue me, people.
but i never say bad words to people, im sorry, im not that kind of person.
expressions, thats it.
well, yes, i say bad words to people, but it's only for NOORDIN MONKEY TOP. others, no.
or course.

i'm mean. stupid.