my pretty fcuking prom!

PROM GOT ME GOING REALLY GOOD. damn hell yeah. i wore my sisters dress cause it doesnt fit me, and i like things that i dont really fit in. cause i dont really want to fit in this fcking damn world.
back to the prom thingy. i wore black, and a ridicilous necklace, and a bracelet :) i looked awesomely nasty and ugly. i got ready and took a bath in nadya's house, and she has a nana, she is DAMN noisy. couldnt stand it. but, i acted fake but polite. i just smiled and i heard she was talking to me behind the door. but anyays, i wore 13cm heels. and i felt amazing for the first 1 hour, and then i started to feel : damn i wanna die. and when i was dancing, i took off my heels, and i couldnt walk :)
wow-heels are painfulkiller.
thats me the aftar partay. after that, i moved my ass to hard rock cafe in ex. damn i was tired but i was friggin happy.

thoughts. thought. pictures of you.

dang. i miss you.
dang. i hate you.
dang. why am i thinking this way?

we rehearsed today. again and again. im extremely exhausted. and i still suck. o'course :O
HAHA. just heard about justin bieber's hacked twitter. HAHA. thats hilarious. i like justin, but im not as crazy as those millions of girls who have more powers than the navy seals. daaamnnn.
i also heard aboyut the karpal syndrom. DAMN. im so scared of using computers right now. they did some surgery on this woman, her hand looks veryveryvery scary. like real scary.
ohlala.

i cant just keep thinking about one thing:boys. catn, just cant. but this boy, this one boy is always here. keep moving but my mind about him is-. im excited, but im sad. on june6th im gonna go, im gonna take off. im gonna go for a flight to MELBOURNE via BALI! this is fun! so sososososossososososososo fun! i cant wait to not see your face and to not write on my blog everyday :)

i dont know. im gonna write something critical in a sec. just wait. just wait to cry :)

my first kiss went a little like *shooottt.

sometimes. oh wait. think think think. oh i know what my problem is.

IT'S YOU.

you've been buggin my eyes for like AGES, beautiful GALS.

damn, i hate you guys SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

you know what, if this is america, i'll take lindsay lohan's line in georgia rule or soemthing.

she says : you disturb me one more time, i'll fck your boyfriends stupid.

and id like to say that, TO YOU. but i still have limitations. i still know whats called normas and kesopanan.

and i know how to make you stupid friggin hate me. piece a cake. i know somethng that YOU dont even know. and when you find out, you'll be as crazy as my baby milo doggy.

well, ass my ass. hate me now hate me. i think i have a talent to be a friggin rejected writer :) hmmm...

well, roses are red, violets are blue, i have five fingers the middle one's for YOU :)