whwre are you? come and get me.

oh fck it, really like, io wish i could be right beside your side right damn now and say : bitch, i really wanna hurt you back.

leaving me without a good reason was a bad thing. because this illness is eating my heart. facing the truth is kinda hurty. well, so hurt if i can say.
but ive never been so fcked up before. but i feel so much better everytime i get a long with friends. i aint popular, i aint rich, but i do have the best friends in the world.

i wish you could just hate me, and that'd be easy for me to forget you.
but, but, but, i have said ifs, buts, and, ands too much.

i guess this is kinda hard.

hello earth intruders.

greetings. HAHA.

how are ya bitchess?
im soo bored right now. and starving for some lunch. i really wanna go home and make some pancakes. ahah.

i really wanna go home. what have you guys been doing lately?
hmmmm. i heard about girls dying in AUSTRALIA because of justin's concert on sunrise.
well thats exaggerating. good becaus the cncert has been cancelled due to safety reasons. down know why its just a bit dangerous to go out if theres justin there.

i know justin is cute, but WOW. thats..... probably big stuff.

and i still miss you. i dont know why, i just miss him so much. this is bullshit and shitting me. if this is love then why i dont really like myself missing him?

HE HURT ME BEFORE.

i think im jealous. i think i like you.

hell yes i do have this crazy feelings for you. and i cant wait to see you again :)

i dont wanna dance anymore, because she was mad at me.

i was dancing when some teacher was announcing some stuff about mandarin.
and when i was going out of the room, she stopped me. she told me something about failing.

is it about me not accepted in SU high school? OH REALLY?
well, because i just love to dance so much, really bad :)

but, i guess i just have to stop.

and i dont know why everytime i dance, i start to think about her getting mad at me.
and i felt so bad, so sick, so something.

so, i better stop.
and i just wanna tell you, i LOVED to dance.

i dont know, im gonna kick some ass tonight, im gonna dance and scream :)

i get complains, i know. but do i care?

i think i like you.

yes, i do.

JUSTIN I MISS MY BABY BECAUSE OF YOUUU!

damn, what a day.

im so pisseddddd today!

all because of you WOMAN! dammit, im so pissed.

i really dont wanna see your face.

and my quote of the day is :

roses are red, violets are blue, i have five fingers and the middle one's for you.

thankyou to weheartit.com

THIS BREAKS!

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l0v8jk0VG81qa5q6jo1_500.jpg

good hell, this hot guy is//////////

DIGGY I LOVE YOU!

yes. i..

so, people who say i aint normal. lick your spits, cause this is me :)

it's not just caffeine darl that kills. i've tasted life pain before. it sucked!

hell i cant :*

YEAH FUCK 1001 POSTS!

IM VERY OLD FOR THIS BLOG, it has been almost two years. BUT ANYWAY, YEAH YEAH SHIT 1001!

OH EXCITEMENT!

dont you know alejandro?

im uploading some photos to facebook.

dont know why, i just love it :)

to show how much i adore and love myself :DD

wait, dammit JOE JONAS! i love you! HAH.

isnt he alluring? hahaha. i love him hoho.

OH MY GOD. come here.

I SUPPORT SAME-SEX COUPLES!

i am the wooden floor.

ive watched this video, and its true, i find that by dancing, i can be free.

dont care how bad, how good i dance.

thats me.

feel your heart. beat. beat. beat.

dont care. go. step. jump. dance.

CAUSE FROM HERE I CAN GO ANYWHERE.

My life is in pain without you saying, “love.”

heyaaaaaaa ruffsss.

i still miss you. i still hate you, and i still care for you. thats why i asked. HAH DAYMN.

wait, before i begin everything. i would like to start with a song that is sung by, you'll know who, and he sings kinda girly like justin bieber, BUT I LOVE THEM BOTH, and this song is for you, as a friend, as someone in the past, future, present, as an enemy. and this is for You too God.

listen to this guy :)

hey, so, hey, how are you?

im dirtily fine, and you?

keep eating veggies, and do what your mama tell you to do :) kk?

haha.

i dont really wanna talk right now cause i have tons of prjects and work to do. DAYMN. so gotta pump this ass.

FCK YOU. so fck.

sorry, im so mad right now, hah.

you know that i love you boy, hot like mexico rejoice.

i remember when you were wathinc gravity on my ipod. and you're like gravity, daymn.

i blame you for this confusion.

you told me to stop, and slow down. and i stole a look at you, and what did you do?

you're hanging me on. AND THATS NOT REALY NICE.

damn, i thought we were having a real moment.

but damn. now, what must i do?

im waiting for you darling. waiting.

thats you.

you super nasty guy.

i feel like climate change is drowning my mind and heart.

huh?

uh yeah girl, you're funny :)

fck YOU I DONT NEED YOU.

i hate you sometimes!

UGH IM HATING MY SISTER!

ARGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!

ego selfcentred gak tau malu!

KESEL.

you broke my heart once. HAHA.

i guess now, my heart is beating for you.

life sucks without you.

yes, life has become a bit dull.

but, i dont want this shit drives me down. i guess i gotta let you go then.

i care for you too much. thats right? yeaah, thats wrong..

so wrong....

i miss you still.

this is like,, im falling for someone, but i dont who!

(well, actually i know, but REALLY THAT GUY?)

damn.

Feel my heart, uh wait, it’s not beating for you. Umm……

YOU HEARTLESS BITCH.

you cant make up your mind. im not tryna rewind.

i guess, im over. game is over. game? game?

there's no game.

ah bitch

just like TAIO CRUZ, you broke my heart, you heartless BITCH.

you know what BITCH,

I AM SO DONE WITH YOU, DARL.

thank YOU, my best friend for waking me up. i guess i've pushed myself too hard.

but anyway, im done with this b. i. t. c. h.

oh justin, i wanna cry. haahaha, but this is cute :)

i just saw this on facebook.

MY SISTER SAYS IF I CAN GET 1 MILLION FANS SHE WILL NAME HER BABY MEGATRON.

a really good fan page :)

im gonna name my baby : lady gaga then later.

no, no, my kid's name will be HAWILA.

a place in heaven where we can find gold there. and im sure there are tons of gold in my baby in the future :)

HAPPY EARLY EASTER PEOPLE!

FOR ME, EASTER IS TOMORROW, BUT WELL, HAPPY EASTER ANYWAY!

being a bi.

bisexual. that word is, for me, a free word for a free person.

Lady GaGa is a bi. she has admitted it.

and i like lady GayGay for telling the truth.

being a lesbigay/bi/straight/anything i dont care.

really? that doesnt really matter.

i dont care. i dont care if im hugging a bi, or even a person with HIV/AIDS.

as long as i keep myself save, then im save.

i do need people around, but i also need.. myself. i need myself to protect myself.

it is nothing if i need others to help/protect/anything, but i dont even help myself.

that is selfish.

everything starts from myself.

back to being a bi.

i dont know why, but how can a girl be in love with a girl?

i like girls,, but i dont put ANY INTEREST on dating one of them.

is it interest that makes people become gays?

i love guys. and i've been in love with a guy, once. i guess once.

well, that depends on you, i guess.

i smell something good.

yup, that's true.

I SMELL YOU, HANDSOME.

imissYOU.

today is the day. the night that i've been waiting for! sososo cant wait.

6 pm, a mass at my church.

im so disappointed after knowing that the mass is going to be held at 6.

i had a plan to go somewhere else with a friend but im having a mass, and the event is being held at the same time, on th same day :P, but it's called "easter night"

or we call it : tirakatan kebangkitan Yesus Kristus.

oh God. i miss YOU so much.

im such a sinner.

:(

i miss YOU God. when are You coming back?

i just want You to know, im ready for everything you're gonna give :)

i love You just like i love everybody that is around.

thank You for my family, friends, boyfriends, gilrfriends, everything.

even the teachers and enemies those hate me tight now.

without them, MY LIFE WOULD SUCK.

i thank You also, for making today. even though it's not the best day ever. it is the best day yet :*

imissYou.

i'll see You and feel You tonight at six pm. ST. STEFANUS CHURCH.

And btw, Thank You for waking up tonight.

Sorry yesterday I forgot to do my prayers before going to sleep. I was extremely exhausted and full of lies. Sorry.

patricia is going to burn pancakes tonight!

haha, im so gonna gain so weight! miss.

somehow this might happen to me, somehow i think this might be just a beautiful dream.

careful.

what you said, will say, just said, have said.

MIGHT HURT SOMEONE in the future.

“I do like WOMEN. But I do love men. Yeah, I’ve been in love a man before, but I’ve never been in love with a women. So that’s all the song was about.” –Lady GaGa

GaGa is a bi. and i....

brokenhearted.

sometimes i feel like, aaah, this isnt right. this is wrong.

but, no, i guess i am right.

this brokenhearted is shit. i know brokenhearted shit.

and now im stuck in a k-hole love. oh wait, like and care.

well.

Good Friday.

as a catholic. i just got back from church and just ate because i was fasting -_-

soooo hungry :0 ahah.

fasting isnt a must, but He fasted before, so i would love to taste the same thing.

Thank You God. i love YOU.

and we wonderin..

meaningful words, love it.

comedy SUCKS! this one sucks. even HANNAH MONTANA bitch is funnier.

my favorite jeans label, released eyewear collection.

are you watching?

good good friday.

good mourning.

im a little sick today.

ugh.

well, yesterday i watch PASSION OF CHRIST.

oh Lord. im so so sorry for what i've done. i cried soo soo bad.

ugly-ly i cried for you God.

im sorry. sorry for what i've done.

good friday, are you guys attending church today?

i am.

cause i'm not crazy, im just catholic :)

see you around.

We got our guns, we got our guns in the motherfcking air.

the thing about justin bieber is :

i have the same sunglasses as he has!

Life is..

What do you think? Give a guess. Give a clue.

Can you just give me one shot?

Or tell me, at least 5 reasons why I should be breathing right now?

It’s not about me being sick of life.

Life is..

Still, I have no clue.

Death for me..

Is about having rest and sleep forever.

You are being cried by many people,

Many people, umm, interesting.

Nobody has ever cried for me before.

Can I just die, or at least see you cry for me?

Nobody has ever cried for me.

I would rather die.

Catch up the loved ones.

Come back.

Come…

Because for me, death is always fun.

Interesting, life is just a bridge thet we’re passing through.

A bus stop, and we’re waiting for a bus to stop for us.

When? That’s a great question.

Kiss the time, and it might give a whisper..

Whisper it loud.

So maybe I can hear it.

I guess death.. death it is.

gutsin bieber, he got me.

BABY BABY BABY, NO.

the video's place itself, took a place near the universal studios. it's like a downtown but i dont what it's called. and the thing is : i've been there and i met *

when i was there, like a year a go, i felt like i was raped, nicely. HAHA. but, seriously, i would love to meet the rapist.

WAIT, NASTY BITCH, no, so we had this private party in a place called RUMBA ROOM. it was amazing and wo-oww.

we seriously didnt do anything nasty nor serious.

but when we were returning to the hotel, i couldnt stop shaking.

but anyways, good times come and go.

and this was one of them, i miss you, man.

the stupidest video :

is by justin bieber - NEVER LET YOU GO.

GET A NEW GIRL JB.

about dating.

ugh, thank God, im not dating anybody right now. huh hah huh.

focus to the real thing, i've gone through the NATIONAL EXAMS (THANK YOU YOU YOU!)

and now, there are tons to get through.

wish me luckluckluck! :*

dating seems to be pretty funny to me. like right now.

i feel like, dating seems to be veryvery interesting, but wait, im still stuck in the moment with (ehm).

well then, i seem to be very sick right now (in a good way, which means :

i cant push my heart, because my heart still likes and cares about him.

well. what to do?

i'd rather punish my body and hurt myself than lying to my own heart, because lying kills.

are you lying right now?

I know, I feel that. Life has become dull. But with you, it was heartbreaking but yet alive.

kennnyyyy,, give me back my voodoo doll sunglassess!

i suddenly miss them :(

thopse glasses have made him become more more handsome. now hand them to me.

this picture : my jaiho girl, Oriyoku, Kenny, and, Cindy.

picture day, THURSDAY last week.

i miss that day :(

im still waiting for YOU.

YOU MUST MUST MUST ATTEND THE CHURCH TODAY!
for catholics, im waiting. so dont forget, God is waiting!