hiks, poor me.

well, guess this is good bye to another boy that i like.
upppss, i mean i liked.

yeah, liked.

i found out that he likes another girl.
and too bad that, that girl isn't me.

wahaha, guess i am hopeless.

well, gotta go.

and p.s :
Mitzy, i miss you so much!!!
i miss you like a million ahno! billions of time!!

how r u??

so, i have lots of fun today.

well, not really.
a friend (well, not really a friend, an enemy), said that yesterday i dressed like a maid.
okay mr popular, so sorry you saw a maid yesterday.

well, yesterday i went to grand indonesia, and bought BREAKING DAWN!
yeay!

and then, hey, it has been a really long time that i haven't opened my facebook and my friendster accounts.

ahahahaaa..

well, sorry i only can post this little thing.
in fact, i have lots of thing to talk about, but, i have a really big home work for tomorrow.

see ya!

i win, you loser.

basically, i have no idea, what i want to talk about.

but, just follow the flow, maybe i'll get something to talk about.

well, actually, i have two.
one. about "itty"
two. about israel and palestine.

guess, i have to talk about "itty'' first.
well, he is the one that i like.
basically, he is nice, easy and yummy to talk to, and his mouth is fucking great.
i mean, what he always talks about is : girls, boys, teasing someone, bully someone, and umm, sweet love.

well, we're not going out.
but, i am seeing him.
and i like him, even he's a bit, BAD.

(i have fifteen minutes to go!)

so, i like him.
and i told all of my stories to him.
he is soooooooooooo well, not really handsome, but, i like him.

and well, i am not thinking about him and i dating.
i don't want to be coupled this year, but, i would love to give a shot.

i guess, i like you, "itty"

we've made our promised.
i know, you broke it.

you broke our relationship.
and you are trying to fix it, mend it, and fill it with new things.

well, i have accepted your apologize.
and i like you.

you may not like me back, but, liking someone is free.
as long as it's free, i'm free to like you, and i have your greenlight.

i like you, "itty"

i'm back.

well, i just arrived, well, i exactly arrived about fifteen minutes ago.

well, how's your day??
i miss my cousins already.
they're so fun!!!
and i just want to meet them again, so we can have some times together.

and i am missing somebody right now.
a boy, well, that's my job.
he is one of the past, but still stays until now.

maybe, that's teenager's love.
wahaha

well, i just can't wait for Tuesday to come.

and guess what?
i need to take a rest, because i am extremely tired.

yeay!

tomorrow, we are going to bandung!!
yeaawww!!

we are going to spend some times together.
well, why i am happy?
because tomorrow, there's no lessons!
and we are just going to make some crafts about St. Angela.
AND I LOVE THAT!!!!

and then the best thing is, i chatted a lot with "itty" today.
and the situations are getting better.
and i like that.

i had lots of fun today.
i listened to so many good songs, and i met my friends, and we planned to go to EX next tuesday.
so, how's your day?

gotta sing off, i have another blog to be filled!

i know who i like, now, finally.

well, probably, my friends agree with me, even some of them, may not.

my jealousy is finally gone.
cause i got something stronger.

because, i have something, some faith, that me and him, not totally meant to be.
but, we can give it a shot.

because someone sais :
"if that boy don't love you by now, he will never ever love you."

he may not loves me, but, i like him.
a lot.

i don't need complains, i need support.

tell me, if i am wrong.

i like you, not love you.

i believe in whoever i am.

i will find a way, to a brighter day.

he is waiting for me, i don;t know who is he, but i am sure he waits always.

i believe in destiny, about me and him were meant to be.

he gives me hope
and he gives me strength

i like him, because i believe i love too.
but, my love words are only for the one that waits for me.
my "were meant to be" guy.
that's why i believe in love and destiny.

i am tired.

i am tried, not because of this life that i am living in.

well, i have printed some pictures of rihanna, and twilight casts.

and i just can't wait for breaking dawn to go out.
well, i feel that i am full of sin.
i didn't do anything.
but, i have downloaded some songs from hollywood singers that haven't been released.

well-well-well.
do you know what happened today?
1. i talked to my enemy, well she is a liar, the really big fat one, well, she's not fat actually.

2. my good friend went home because she is sick,and yeahh, to bad.

3. i did my forst homework at home! yeah, i know its shame, but think about it!
i never do my mathematics homeworks, but now, i've done it!!! yeawww!!

and then about this one guy, i mean boy.
he always tries to be older, but, naahhhh... never gonna work on me.
well, we used to be really great friends.
but, he broke our relationships between us because he just got a new girlfriend.
well, i confessed in front of him that i like him.
well, i have another confession to make :
i liked him. LIKED, that means, i used to like him.
and now, i don't, I DON'T.

well, you guys have a good night!

we are those guys.

we are the ones that have won medals from competitions of educations.

we are the ones that have lots of garbage everywhere

we are the ones that have so many cultures and couture

we are the ones that don't care about our own culture

we are the ones that don;t always get what we want

we are the ones that love ourselves and love our country

we are the ones that never let go of our islands, cultures, and houses

we are the ones that always run demos with anarchy people

we are the ones that let terrorist get in between us

we are the ones that make us be curious about each other

we are the ones that still shoot and shoot for justice and i like it

we are the ones that always lie

we are the ones that don't love our own music and i don't like indo's music

we are the ones that often make bad music for each others ears

we are the ones that care about each other but don;t care about our own

we are the ones that sing "Indonesia Merdeka" but also sing "DPR omong kosong"

we are the ones that don't care about others

we are the ones that are full of stupid and idiots

we are the ones that always be proud of other country but not our own

look in the mirror and keep on shining!

CONGRATS OBAMA!

i know, i am indonesian, but well, let's see, all of the eyes of every people in this planet are staring america right now.
they are in the umm, the monument of Abraham Lincoln.
well, i love Barack's campaign.

well, i am watching that "We Are One" ceremony, but, well, uahhmmm, i am a little bit bored of watching Denzel Washington giving his speech about Thomas Jefferson, Abraham, and blue, and red, and also United States.

i love america, but i love indonesia more.
if only indonesia doesn't care about palestina, i will love indonesia more than Mr. Susilo love this bery very law country.

some people say that : all of the President's promises are crap!
well i say, they are just figuring out how to do that.

(well, why am i so politic??)

well, i can show you that indonesia has some potensials

even, i have no idea how to help indonesia.
because if i was a president, well, what i would do ?
i would (ugh, forget it)

because indonesians have so many wants and have no aspirations.

even my prnounciations are better than my president (i ain't lying)
and the cops can arrest me if they want to, i mean, they will arrest me because of stupis things.

well, i care about indonesia, but indonesians don't care about indonesia
hard, huh???

poor me and poor Rihanna.

the fucking people that against america and israel are fucking suck!
i mean, you know, rihanna is going to come here and to perform in here and malaysia (oh my God, that country is full of terrorists!)
she will probably perform on 13th february 2009.
and because malaysia and indonesia against america, she probably won't perform because she is AMERICAN, i mean please, ACT MATURE!

PAS Youth today called for the boycott of Barbadian singer Rihanna’s upcoming concert to protest the suffering of the Palestinian people. Rihanna’s concert is to be held on Feb 13, 2009.

Federal Territory PAS Youth chief, Kamaruzaman Mohamed, said that the concert “does not match with the local culture” and having Rihanna in Malaysia is a “disgrace to Asian culture”.

In a statement today, Kamaruzaman said that Israel’s ally, the United States, is funded by its public and this includes Rihanna who is currently living in California.

It can be considered as supporting Israel’s military offensive in the Gaza, he added.

“It doesn’t matter if Rihanna is involved in the issue, but to us (PAS), she is an agent of polluting young peoples’ minds around the world through her songs.”

well, i was in pain.

my body was in pain.
when i arrived at school, OW, my feet, i couldn't feel my feet.
and my head, i was having a headache.
i couldn't even think.

and guess what?
there was no sports lessons today, but my school changed them to math.
yess, math!
what the F?
so, do you know what i did?
i put my head on the table, and i was just talking with my friends, and did my home works.
you know, i didn't want any teachers yell at me.

well, there's one.
oh no, two.

they are, my religion teacher when i was on seventh grade.
well, she yelled at me because i talked to my friend.
well actually it was not my fault, it's my friend's fault.
shit! i cried, and i swear to God, i won't forgive her.

and do you know what she did?
she made all of my tests FAILED!
and i told my mother and siblings about that, and what did they do?
THEY IGNORED ME!

that's why sometimes i hate them.
good thing you don't have siblings and parents like that.
well, of course they love me, but i am not fully satisfied!
great thing they find out about this.
cause, gee, i need a break.
id they still treat me like this.

well, when i am not here, when i am in university, i WON'T GO BACK.
well, i will probably go back about, i don't know, errr, ONCE EVERY EIGHT YEARS.

i don't even want them when i get married (well, about this thing, i am lying)


well this is for them :
"you know me, you don't know me well. stay away from me, you never get my back."

i think he's the only one but, not the one

well, you guys have known that i've been looking, seeing, and wondering about going out with one of the boys that i really like, but, not love.

well, i think i have the only boy that i really like and i can't forget.
he is : "kimmie" (i have no idea how to call him, so here he is)

well, not many to say :
he's cute, and well, umm, na-ah, not going to tell.

well, since i have my power back, i can make other people feel so bad, and feel sorry because they..(hard to explain)

since i have two blogs, it;s kinda hard to fill these two blogs.
but, no worries, i got me fingers on the computer's keyboard right now.
:)

so, how's your day?

mine's fine, nothing special happened
oh, i am having a fight with my little sister, and what i am doing?
listen to my ipod with the loudest and highest volume.
good, huh?

well, my brother and my mom are watching VACANCY outside.
the film is so scary, isn't it?
well, 4BIA is scarier, i am scared to death when i was watching it.
huih!

well keep reading and whining (well, not the whine, but read. it's a must!)

HAPPY, FATTER, AND HEAVIER.

yeah-yeah-yeah.

i'm HOME! finally!

well, i had lots of fun!!
fun, fun, fun!!

i watched YES MAN, well, AGAIN, for me.
but, funny enough.

well-well, we ate pizzas, chicken wings, pop corns, and wearing too much perfume, and then teasing each other, slept together, felt cold, watched movies, scream like crazy, and there is one thing :
they gave me a birthday cake, and it tasted good!!

love y'all!

the explanation.

ELLOY!

so, this is my new blog.
well actually, i am still posting with thelovelypatricia.blogspot.com
AND DON'T STOP READING!!
yeaaa, now, in this very new blog, i am going to tell you about me, my friends, my boys, and more.


this blog is going to be SOOOOO ENGLISH.
that's because, well, i don't have any reasons, but the point is, i want to try to write english.
just like Johnnie Walker (is he american? oh no, is he english? oh no, do i look like i care?)

i am so happy today, well, taht's because i met new friends.
and guess what?
i watched YES MAN yesterday, and it was SO COOL!!!!!!

and i really like it, i really do!
and i guess i'll try that, i'll say "YES" to every question.

and lately these days, i am trying to be 100% a girl.

why i said that?
because i used to be sooo tomboy.
now, i usually wear lotion to school, before that, NEVER.
and then i've learnt to use deodorant in the right way (what a shame?)
and i never like using make ups for me they're IUHHHHHH!!!
but now, wearing eye shadows to the mall, it's cool.
and guess what, i've found the facebook account of "appel" and "lilo"
but guess what (more)??
I DON'T CARE, AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO ADD THEM!

well, have a good night.

P X