ms. tumbly.

how come i never miss ya?

i'm gonna miss ya,

schoolmates.
lady gaga, britney spears, taylor lautner, paris hilton, angelina jolie, and everybody else.
i heart you guys. big heart.

i take out my report card : there some D's on it.

aaarrgh, i hate soulja boy at this very moment. he makes me hate school. but anyways, i love today. not really but, today is the last day of school.
it's time to mock people up. asyiiks!

you know. today i got my report with my mom. i got wuite good. but my accounting is veryvery good. no lie!
but still, my math, i need a big change here. im tired of tweeting and im reallyreally hungry now.


and now, i better listen to Report Card - Soulja Boy Tellem. thank God i dont have that silly cute song in my ipod. used to, but now na ah.

i stil HUNGGGRRAAAAAYYY!

heyyo there.

dont worry, jotos, i have stopped tumblring.
because sometimes my passion for tumblring is just TEMPORARY.
but for you, i take forever :)

btw, i so cannot wait for 6.40 TO COME! my sissy isn coming back, coming home hell yeaaaah!
i have missed her like OMJB!(OH MY JUSTIN BIEBER)

and im scared for tuesday, report time! dammit. im scared.
i dont know this, but i still suck on math, really suck. physics also.
better pray a lot, then.

im hungry now.

i lovelovelove ya david.

download this if you love me too.

hate me hate me if you can, but dont hate this! thuis one right here is one cool shot.

Download Mixtape

the first flight from DIGGY SIMMONS.

i love diggy more than i love justin, for real now.

brian mcknight.

he is the voice of r&b during the 90s, but he is still now for me.

and for my couple of friends. i might not be his number one fan, but i love his songs, and i love his voice. dont know why. i love him more than i love my jerks here.

love is sometimes a hard thing to be talked about. love sucks because love has tons of meaning, and to bring love everywhere is kinda hard because you dont really know what is the meaning of it.

only a real idiot or a super smart ass knows the real meaning of love.

im tired now.

hey im JUSTIN BIEBER.

last years i want a tattoo, now i want....

cassie's hair so bad! but too bad im still in JHS that sucks, doesn't it?
damn i want my half bald hair now. ahahaha.look at that gorgeous hair. i want it, my mom says that hair is a freak.
but oh well. style is different for each of everyone. im talking bullshit now.

oh well, to start the day, HELLO. GOOD MORNING. BONJOUR. and good morning in every language.
happy saturday, having a good day until now?

do you know who i love so bad?

he knows about art, ke is down to earth, he loves everybody, and he is a blogger.
DIGGY indeed!

can you transform me?

chris brown.

help me to build a better blog.

sleep with me please.

i want new shoes, i want christmas fast!

im gonna be a loner someday if im still selfish like i am now. gosh i need to change, but i just dont want to. hate me if you can.
im gonna make someone blind if i wear these to somewhere, but these are hot. and i bet expensive also.

hell yeah, i want to cut my hair, like this.

i want tattoos when i grow up, i want half bald hair like that, and i wanna be a bitch. shit.

wtf final examination>>

hey hey heyy, i just got back from school. this is crazzy. just sososo.
do you want to know the craziest thing for today? haha.
i wrote i want to but 3 grams of apple, how much is one?
on my chinese test! yes, chinese test. i was supposed to write it in chinese, but i did it in english. hate me hate me.
but, one of my friend did the same damn thing.

im tired, i dont know why. i still have another seven shitty fun tests to go with.
i made a tattoo with permanent marker on my left hand, that says : getting laid.
shit, it's getting a little weird now, because it's ruined.

i miss poddy. tomorrow im having mathematics. damn. damn. damn. what to do with tomorrow? let's just wait and see, imma crash that papers, imma make everything on that test done! oyeah.
hope so.

im logging on my twitter acc now. i hate to see justin bieber's profile. he suskcs sometime with his tweets. too show off, maybe. but most of his tweets are just promoting himself. o yes, of course, he is a singer, new comer, he must make his big breakthrough.
shit yeah.

oh, well. i better do good on tomorrows tests. better do good.

imma cut my hair iunto pieces.

such a polaroid freak!

love them.

BABY BABY.

HEY HEY, sorry i havent posted like FOREVER, i know, forgive me, forgive me.
but anyways, i just got this photo from diggy's blog. sooo cute!
and anyways, i missed you guys so much. have i told you that a malaysian sent me an email a few months ago? she got mad at me because of my post had some shit.
eat that! im sorry, you just messing with the wrong girl here aight.

oh, i have no idea what to talk :(

heyyy, havent talked for a while, babies.

today i just downloaded 16 new songs.
from rihanna, chris brown, justin bieber, timbaland, and my heart is finally touched to download miley cyprus. heh, miley cyrus.

so, i've been having a great day myself. tomorrow i am off to dufan! oyeay! huahaha.
better see you guys there, k?

alejandro. oh alejandro. loathing lady gaga forever! oh yeah!

but heyyy, i hope we're having great days ourselves. actually, i dont know what i am going to say. basically, because i usually post photos only.

but, i love you babysisters and babybrothers. love you like, FOREVER!

heyyy bitches.

Heyyooo peeps. I'm bored at home and I'm using blackberry for the first time of my life.
This is so fun abd exaggerating. I need to go to malls.
I have so many to tell, I'm falling for a guy and I got this email from a malon that teased indonesians.
That girl needs some break time. Before she is pissed. So Gothic and pathetic!! Hah!
Btw, I love boys with k! I'm falling for him. Even though I don't really know him.


This is funny, my mom is really mad because I watch trueblood. Hihihih.

heyooo peeps.

have chekced the new love me song by Justin Bieber? dammit the hell, that song is great.

so, how's your day? happy halloween peeps.
if i do celebrate, i would dress in batik and go to malaysia, they'll scream and cry because batik is outs not theirs. huahahaha.

no way!
i would wear a catwoman suit. huhahahhaa. no i was just joking. no, i dont celebrate, and if i do celebrate, i will just stay at home and creeping others.

people people people, i am busy with tumblr now. huahahahaha. but, no, i still post on this blog.
btw, i love you peeps. always :)

damn it, chill out malon.

there is a malon sent me a hate email, chillax. no matter what, i still hate your country.

the girl who hates parties inside

there was a party handled in Borobudur Club in Singosari restaurant. blahbllabla, i hated the crowd so i went outside and shot pictures. ahoy.

i love ponytails!

boys will be boys, and especially me will be me

having a new born baby since the first ocotober has made me become a new girl, a new grown ass teenager. ive been saying lots of dirty words, and ive been saying lots of lovely words, i promise dozens of promises and ive been falling in love with Justin Bieber. but really, in real life, ive got a crush on a half american shit ass man.

i love to say that im in love, but i can say that,(yes, too bad), because im not in love, i just got a crush on him, and that is it. that is it.

speaking of that is it, have you heard this is it?

SO FREAKINGLISHLY COOOOOLLLL! huahaha. im speaking too much broken english.

and now i am soooo over with the guy that likes abrecrombie and fitch. what a bitch i used to be?

speaking of too many dirty dirty words, please let me sign off. i have to run with my homework, math and physics, i know, i wanna puke on them, burn them on fir, but na ah, i still love my school.

okay for now, and bye XXXXOOOOOXOXOXOX!

me, over-rated.

"as fasr as i know, you like a lot of boys, cia."

people say lotsa things to me they say that im this and that this and that.
i beg your forgiveness for saying the truth.
i hate people saying that. well, basically, technically no. but, i just hate that.
i love the people i love.
and later MAYBE, i'll sleep with the people i wanna sleep with and spend the night with. haha, i was just saying.
but, really, nothing is impossible.
i love myself and my boys that i am falling for.

please, adore my boys. ahaha.

i miss you.

fuck yeah im freaking back with my bad words in my lungs, and my oxygen in my mouth.
i love myself just myself and JOTOS today, tonight.

im so so so so sorrrry, that i havent been posting for like, AGES. really, i aint lying.
ive so busy with my new baby o TUMBLR. but, oh yeah, i miss my one-year-old gals.
i am now crazy about pixie lott and bad romance from a half-american guy! shit man!
im too busy with my new baby. im sorry, for another one million time. haha.

.

she smells scandal.

world goes around and around with these

hey heyy heyy, have you opened my another hideous and bitchy new blog?
http://sleepingwithguys.tumblr.com

and these pictures will make some twists!

these are my girls!!!

introducing, THE PLASTISCINES!!!!

it's done!

i have a new blog, i have a new blog!

it is :

http://www.sleepingwithguys.tumblr.com

you see how i love to write, you see nothing yet!

uhh, whats this?

me : hey, you thereee???
him : yes, im here. what's up?

me : .... i think im going to make a blog on tumblr.
him : fine, make one!

let me be your present if you dont want Lady GaGa to be one.

whatcha think?

i know that i aint those types of girls. those bitches who always get great boys. that's why there is always a question : WHY MEN MARRY BITCHES?
well, because they like naughty girls. and i am not a naughty girls.
i mean, does that mean im not gonna get a great future man?
OH PLEASE! have a life, i know that im not that type of girl, but at least i have a life.
i friend that is always there for me, and a boy who is always liked by me, and i aint need a boyfriend, na ah, not my time!

i love my life, and i love cobra starship. i love being wet and sweaty, and i love to sleep and snore. i love lady gaga, and i want to be a wild as her without losing any controls. i love to make people see the way i see people, because i dont judge, i taste. i taste how people treat me, and if it tastes bad, and i dont swallow. i thro it up. yes, i throw up things. OF COURSE.

i make long posts like Gabe Saporta, i wish i cpuld sleep with him, but when he is with me and he wants to sleep with me, i will totally say no, because, im just brave in my words, but please, hold my words, becuase sometimes, my words can make you cry and feel sorry for me because im just too bastard to live.

i always say to my friends, "you dont know how dirty i am.", and yes, i am dirty, nasty, and yucky. but, no, i say myself as an attractive girl, a bad girl who is always up to something bad. i like to mess with people, and i like to get out there as a winner. but, i hate competitions.

i am bossy because i want to be a boss.

i dont say im good, because i talk about bad things with myself, and oftenly with my friends. i chat around with people i wanna shat with, and kick ass when it's time to kick some ass. im a poker face, and i like to make people jealous, mad, angry, sad with me. but i always love to make people happy.

uh, i say lotsa bad words, and i say thing that i wanna say. they just come out of my mouth so quickly, even quicker than quick sand. i even once wish to be killed by some sort of medicines, or get hit by a car, be a billionare and die rich, kill my math teacher but i just cant because she is just too smart and amazing, and stuff. i say the truth when i hate people.

i say it by my words and my sayings, and look, and the way i see them. i give hateness and hateful look and i see the people that i really hate. and i hit people. i punch people and i wanna punch you.

you can stay away from me if you like.

i like to be just myself, i wish i could be so spoiled liek my sister, and i am selfish, incredibly selfish. i say myself as an amazing person, becuase when i do good things, my heart and my mind always give me a standing applause. im proud of myself.

what is in denial anyway?

i smile everytime i want to smile, and laugh a little when i want to, esp. when i remeber something cute and funny. i scream when i want to. and i cal people the way i want. i laugh so hard and loud, and some of my bithy shitty friends call me a freak. I AINT A FREAK BITCH! i aint a freak. but i say myself as a freak, when i want to, but nobody, NOBODY can judge me.
everytime when they say im a freak, i always say : oh, ya. (with a simple smile.)

i know that my blog isnt as amazing as theirs, as those amazing, beautiful girls. but baby baby baby, i dont blog because i want to be read by you, i blog because i love to!!!!!! i dont need those counters to count how many people have seen my stuff, i dont need anybody to read this blog, or the other blog becausde i love this blog, and i love blogging! i love writing, and i want to be a writer some day. i will.

im still me as long as i still get an F on my math tests.

i know that im not as smart as my brother, as strong and amazing as my sister, and as cute and brave as my little sister, but i need respect! i still say myself as an amazing and attractive girl without anybody telling me, even though im not, i dont give a damn. because im still me, and i love being me.

i dont get support, i dont care, even though i need some, i dont care, because sometime those supports make me dont touch the ground and always feel fly, i dont need to get fly high away, because all i need is to feel normal and amazing just like i say i am. im amazing because i do things alone, without anybody helping and bossing around.

i am me. and guess what, i love it! and i am a girl of independent.

HAI! SAYA DARI INDONESIA LHOO!

heyy everyone, this is a presetation made by me to all of you guys telling about where i live, INDONESIA. indo is very hot, hot, and sweaty! i love indo. this post is specially made for Lisa, the best culture teacher that i ve ever known. i miss you Lisa!

so, here is INDONESIA!

you probably know Indonesia from Bali. Bali is a paradise, like what people always say about Bali. but the thing is, some people say that Indonesia is in Bali, but, hey shitheads, Bali is in Indonesia. heard that? or you want me to repeat that again for you? one sentence, BALI IS AMAZING! believe me!

one thing, not many people in Indonesia can speak english fluently. even me, oh yes, believe me. yes, they know the basics, like, "yes", "no", "how are you?", and stuff. but, not, they wont know things like "no dammit, listen to me, you have to srive me, blablablababalbala" na-ah, they'll just say "yeah" and say "sorry i dont speak english" in the end. im not ashamed, as long as they're trying to be polite.

HAVE YOU HEARD????
we are having fights with Malaysia. this lovely country has claimed SO MANY CULTURES FROM INDONESIA. steal steal steal. ummm, about 23 cultures. and one, for example is Pendet Dance. it's hard, exotic, and amazing. you wanna try to learn it, uh ah oh, i recommend you to! it's fun!! but of course there are some other dances from indonesia that you can learn. like Saman, TorTor (my favorite one), Candle Dance, and stuff.
im sorry i dont know so many dances because ther are like 100 of dances in indo. why do i suppose to know that? haha.

TARI PENDET, the pendet dance that the shitty malons claimed.

you know what? it's a little unsatisfying if i dont show you about my own tribe, BATAK oh BATAK! im so proud to be one, because it's like, sooo amazing.
here is batak :
that is Tor Tor
this is a toba house
and this is ulos. usually in some gatherings that usually happen in my aunts' and uncles' house, ulos means to bring everybody together. oh yeah! i havent told you, we gather once every 2 months, with all of the family members to talk about problems and to solve them. and the kids, we just play and bangin all day long! hahah.
that is ulos!
oh, well, indonesia!!

that is batak and bali and also a flash of indonesia. for you my little friends, and Lisa. next time im going to tell you guys about Bunaken and Malls in jakarta, you're gonna blow up!

love, ah, you're funny.

maybe he is right, "eaten by jealousy"
love, is a word that cannot be describe by other words.

ksm :
"i want you to want, i love you to love me, i need you to need me, im begging you to beg me."

i like someone. for me, liking a guy hard, loving a guy is even harder of course. especially when the guy that you like doesnt like you back. even i always say, i like a guy, but i never want to push him to like back. i dont want to make that happen. but that's a good thing if that happens.

i ve been so fucked up because of liking a guy. cried for a couple of time because of love, and it wasnt fun.
once because i was played by this one jerk that i used to like when i was on eighth grade.
second when he was so far from me, and he doesnt even want to talk to me.
third because i realized that he likes someone else and nobody cares except this graceful nun.

*already gone.
i am so jealous. he is so perfect. the world is like, making us become apart but perfectly we are one. dammit! what am i talking about? i know that i will find someone that wont make me cry,. but i think that i will be with him, but na ah, that maybe just my thought. that's just funny. everything is perfectly clear, he DOESNT like me. we maybe are just best friends. good friends maybe, not best. i have mine. love. i dont wanna talk about love, but my heart pushes me too. the world is knocking me off. but im not begging them to stop pushing me and knocking me off. i just want them to slow it down. im not trying to make everything become so big, but, i think i like him, so much. my friends say the same thing too.
ahh, this heart keeps pushing me to talk about love again. but i love this feeling, the feeling of nothing. nothingness. is fun.

let's walk to Grand Indonesia

so, about a couple days a go, i went to Grang Indonesia, haha, not important. with some friends, we watched a shitty film called the Shortcut, but i enjoyed the Drew Seeley, he's hot. hahah.

actually there is more, but i just hate to get more. but that was a really fun day! haha.

happy birhtday kakang!

i miss this girl so much, ah, sissy!

from your biggest fan : hahaha :)

the twilight stars!

i beg you pardon, i still love TWILIGHT you know! hahah, enjoy the pictureesss!!!

Kristen, Robert, Ashley, Taylor for COMIC-CON Photoshoot

credit to : oh-kristen.org

Taylor Lautner & Kristen Stweart for Entertainment Weekly Photoshoot

still a fan of TWILIGHT SAGA.
hahahah :9

halloooo!!

heyheyheyyyy! wow, havent tsalked for a while ya?!
urrrgggh, i just has this really sad thing, i found out that he is not for me. SAD!
to be honest, i cried all night because of him. hurty, i know!

i loveloveloveD him so much! oh, well, shit happens. and i still do like him.
i dont LOVE, i like.

have you ever heard of my craziest motto ever, that makes people say : YOU ARE SO SICK!
my motto is :
always like thousands of boys but never ever date one of them!

HIHIHAHA!
that's my crazuest motto. oh i love myself. hihihih.

damn! i have this math test tomorrow. so hard, but i ll try to do as i can, huhuhu.

song of the day :
KSM : Read Between The Lines
HOT!

bye for now!

heyyyo peeeps.

how's your day, folks?

The Sky Might Fall (on you)

photography by : Thom Kerr.

imo

sometimes loving a guy is sooooo exaggerating.
i mean, i never hold up my breath when i am passing him, and when i am talking to him. na aha ah.
my heart never goes bom-boom-boom ladadida when i am talking to him.
just smile, simple smiles.

/and//never///in////my/////mind//////i///////want////////to be/////////his//////////girl

uhh aha. never. because i dont want to be his girl. because he is shy, sweet, and overwhelming.
and the thing that im afraid of is, when we break up. B.A.D.

because teenagers here, uh, i hate when they are breaking up. if they just cant handle it, in my opinion, better not date girls and boys, people.

life must movemovemove on.

no matter what.
i know that we ve been talking and between our littlw jokes, we have little fights and stuff. but, i do like you. but i have to leave and we all do have to stop this.

wait, wait for it, wait for it, dammit! this video from the very first second is just so me! waw awwwwww!!

i love the PLASTICINES!

these people are my inspirations to get tattoos when i grow up. just wait and see!

and the dammits, you're a jerk.

go boyz - you're a jerk.

LIFE MUST GO ON AND ON AND ON AND ON WITH THESE KINDA VIDEOS!

my favorite song become videod!

DAVID GUETTA FT. AKON - SEXY BITCH.

still like you without being sarcastic!

i love you diggy. i want to be with you. (just kidding)

i am making this atmosphere hotter and hotter. one of the cuases of global warming is, me.
hihihi, no. i was just (still) kidding. but, dohdomdadadaah.
im just really tired right now. believe me. uh oh uh oh.

falling down - selena gomez.
i dont like it, but i want you to like it, maybe you might like it.

and this one's for you, dammit man :

Somewhere Between All Our Laughs, Long Talks, Stupid Little Fights And All Our Jokes, I Fell In Love.

Selena Gomez & Demi Lovato

for People Magazine, People's Collectors Editions.
Photos by : Michael Lavine