world goes around and around with these

hey heyy heyy, have you opened my another hideous and bitchy new blog?
http://sleepingwithguys.tumblr.com

and these pictures will make some twists!

these are my girls!!!

introducing, THE PLASTISCINES!!!!

it's done!

i have a new blog, i have a new blog!

it is :

http://www.sleepingwithguys.tumblr.com

you see how i love to write, you see nothing yet!

uhh, whats this?

me : hey, you thereee???
him : yes, im here. what's up?

me : .... i think im going to make a blog on tumblr.
him : fine, make one!

let me be your present if you dont want Lady GaGa to be one.

whatcha think?

i know that i aint those types of girls. those bitches who always get great boys. that's why there is always a question : WHY MEN MARRY BITCHES?
well, because they like naughty girls. and i am not a naughty girls.
i mean, does that mean im not gonna get a great future man?
OH PLEASE! have a life, i know that im not that type of girl, but at least i have a life.
i friend that is always there for me, and a boy who is always liked by me, and i aint need a boyfriend, na ah, not my time!

i love my life, and i love cobra starship. i love being wet and sweaty, and i love to sleep and snore. i love lady gaga, and i want to be a wild as her without losing any controls. i love to make people see the way i see people, because i dont judge, i taste. i taste how people treat me, and if it tastes bad, and i dont swallow. i thro it up. yes, i throw up things. OF COURSE.

i make long posts like Gabe Saporta, i wish i cpuld sleep with him, but when he is with me and he wants to sleep with me, i will totally say no, because, im just brave in my words, but please, hold my words, becuase sometimes, my words can make you cry and feel sorry for me because im just too bastard to live.

i always say to my friends, "you dont know how dirty i am.", and yes, i am dirty, nasty, and yucky. but, no, i say myself as an attractive girl, a bad girl who is always up to something bad. i like to mess with people, and i like to get out there as a winner. but, i hate competitions.

i am bossy because i want to be a boss.

i dont say im good, because i talk about bad things with myself, and oftenly with my friends. i chat around with people i wanna shat with, and kick ass when it's time to kick some ass. im a poker face, and i like to make people jealous, mad, angry, sad with me. but i always love to make people happy.

uh, i say lotsa bad words, and i say thing that i wanna say. they just come out of my mouth so quickly, even quicker than quick sand. i even once wish to be killed by some sort of medicines, or get hit by a car, be a billionare and die rich, kill my math teacher but i just cant because she is just too smart and amazing, and stuff. i say the truth when i hate people.

i say it by my words and my sayings, and look, and the way i see them. i give hateness and hateful look and i see the people that i really hate. and i hit people. i punch people and i wanna punch you.

you can stay away from me if you like.

i like to be just myself, i wish i could be so spoiled liek my sister, and i am selfish, incredibly selfish. i say myself as an amazing person, becuase when i do good things, my heart and my mind always give me a standing applause. im proud of myself.

what is in denial anyway?

i smile everytime i want to smile, and laugh a little when i want to, esp. when i remeber something cute and funny. i scream when i want to. and i cal people the way i want. i laugh so hard and loud, and some of my bithy shitty friends call me a freak. I AINT A FREAK BITCH! i aint a freak. but i say myself as a freak, when i want to, but nobody, NOBODY can judge me.
everytime when they say im a freak, i always say : oh, ya. (with a simple smile.)

i know that my blog isnt as amazing as theirs, as those amazing, beautiful girls. but baby baby baby, i dont blog because i want to be read by you, i blog because i love to!!!!!! i dont need those counters to count how many people have seen my stuff, i dont need anybody to read this blog, or the other blog becausde i love this blog, and i love blogging! i love writing, and i want to be a writer some day. i will.

im still me as long as i still get an F on my math tests.

i know that im not as smart as my brother, as strong and amazing as my sister, and as cute and brave as my little sister, but i need respect! i still say myself as an amazing and attractive girl without anybody telling me, even though im not, i dont give a damn. because im still me, and i love being me.

i dont get support, i dont care, even though i need some, i dont care, because sometime those supports make me dont touch the ground and always feel fly, i dont need to get fly high away, because all i need is to feel normal and amazing just like i say i am. im amazing because i do things alone, without anybody helping and bossing around.

i am me. and guess what, i love it! and i am a girl of independent.

HAI! SAYA DARI INDONESIA LHOO!

heyy everyone, this is a presetation made by me to all of you guys telling about where i live, INDONESIA. indo is very hot, hot, and sweaty! i love indo. this post is specially made for Lisa, the best culture teacher that i ve ever known. i miss you Lisa!

so, here is INDONESIA!

you probably know Indonesia from Bali. Bali is a paradise, like what people always say about Bali. but the thing is, some people say that Indonesia is in Bali, but, hey shitheads, Bali is in Indonesia. heard that? or you want me to repeat that again for you? one sentence, BALI IS AMAZING! believe me!

one thing, not many people in Indonesia can speak english fluently. even me, oh yes, believe me. yes, they know the basics, like, "yes", "no", "how are you?", and stuff. but, not, they wont know things like "no dammit, listen to me, you have to srive me, blablablababalbala" na-ah, they'll just say "yeah" and say "sorry i dont speak english" in the end. im not ashamed, as long as they're trying to be polite.

HAVE YOU HEARD????
we are having fights with Malaysia. this lovely country has claimed SO MANY CULTURES FROM INDONESIA. steal steal steal. ummm, about 23 cultures. and one, for example is Pendet Dance. it's hard, exotic, and amazing. you wanna try to learn it, uh ah oh, i recommend you to! it's fun!! but of course there are some other dances from indonesia that you can learn. like Saman, TorTor (my favorite one), Candle Dance, and stuff.
im sorry i dont know so many dances because ther are like 100 of dances in indo. why do i suppose to know that? haha.

TARI PENDET, the pendet dance that the shitty malons claimed.

you know what? it's a little unsatisfying if i dont show you about my own tribe, BATAK oh BATAK! im so proud to be one, because it's like, sooo amazing.
here is batak :
that is Tor Tor
this is a toba house
and this is ulos. usually in some gatherings that usually happen in my aunts' and uncles' house, ulos means to bring everybody together. oh yeah! i havent told you, we gather once every 2 months, with all of the family members to talk about problems and to solve them. and the kids, we just play and bangin all day long! hahah.
that is ulos!
oh, well, indonesia!!

that is batak and bali and also a flash of indonesia. for you my little friends, and Lisa. next time im going to tell you guys about Bunaken and Malls in jakarta, you're gonna blow up!

love, ah, you're funny.

maybe he is right, "eaten by jealousy"
love, is a word that cannot be describe by other words.

ksm :
"i want you to want, i love you to love me, i need you to need me, im begging you to beg me."

i like someone. for me, liking a guy hard, loving a guy is even harder of course. especially when the guy that you like doesnt like you back. even i always say, i like a guy, but i never want to push him to like back. i dont want to make that happen. but that's a good thing if that happens.

i ve been so fucked up because of liking a guy. cried for a couple of time because of love, and it wasnt fun.
once because i was played by this one jerk that i used to like when i was on eighth grade.
second when he was so far from me, and he doesnt even want to talk to me.
third because i realized that he likes someone else and nobody cares except this graceful nun.

*already gone.
i am so jealous. he is so perfect. the world is like, making us become apart but perfectly we are one. dammit! what am i talking about? i know that i will find someone that wont make me cry,. but i think that i will be with him, but na ah, that maybe just my thought. that's just funny. everything is perfectly clear, he DOESNT like me. we maybe are just best friends. good friends maybe, not best. i have mine. love. i dont wanna talk about love, but my heart pushes me too. the world is knocking me off. but im not begging them to stop pushing me and knocking me off. i just want them to slow it down. im not trying to make everything become so big, but, i think i like him, so much. my friends say the same thing too.
ahh, this heart keeps pushing me to talk about love again. but i love this feeling, the feeling of nothing. nothingness. is fun.

let's walk to Grand Indonesia

so, about a couple days a go, i went to Grang Indonesia, haha, not important. with some friends, we watched a shitty film called the Shortcut, but i enjoyed the Drew Seeley, he's hot. hahah.

actually there is more, but i just hate to get more. but that was a really fun day! haha.

happy birhtday kakang!

i miss this girl so much, ah, sissy!

from your biggest fan : hahaha :)

the twilight stars!

i beg you pardon, i still love TWILIGHT you know! hahah, enjoy the pictureesss!!!

Kristen, Robert, Ashley, Taylor for COMIC-CON Photoshoot

credit to : oh-kristen.org

Taylor Lautner & Kristen Stweart for Entertainment Weekly Photoshoot

still a fan of TWILIGHT SAGA.
hahahah :9

halloooo!!

heyheyheyyyy! wow, havent tsalked for a while ya?!
urrrgggh, i just has this really sad thing, i found out that he is not for me. SAD!
to be honest, i cried all night because of him. hurty, i know!

i loveloveloveD him so much! oh, well, shit happens. and i still do like him.
i dont LOVE, i like.

have you ever heard of my craziest motto ever, that makes people say : YOU ARE SO SICK!
my motto is :
always like thousands of boys but never ever date one of them!

HIHIHAHA!
that's my crazuest motto. oh i love myself. hihihih.

damn! i have this math test tomorrow. so hard, but i ll try to do as i can, huhuhu.

song of the day :
KSM : Read Between The Lines
HOT!

bye for now!

heyyyo peeeps.

how's your day, folks?

The Sky Might Fall (on you)

photography by : Thom Kerr.

imo

sometimes loving a guy is sooooo exaggerating.
i mean, i never hold up my breath when i am passing him, and when i am talking to him. na aha ah.
my heart never goes bom-boom-boom ladadida when i am talking to him.
just smile, simple smiles.

/and//never///in////my/////mind//////i///////want////////to be/////////his//////////girl

uhh aha. never. because i dont want to be his girl. because he is shy, sweet, and overwhelming.
and the thing that im afraid of is, when we break up. B.A.D.

because teenagers here, uh, i hate when they are breaking up. if they just cant handle it, in my opinion, better not date girls and boys, people.

life must movemovemove on.

no matter what.
i know that we ve been talking and between our littlw jokes, we have little fights and stuff. but, i do like you. but i have to leave and we all do have to stop this.

wait, wait for it, wait for it, dammit! this video from the very first second is just so me! waw awwwwww!!

i love the PLASTICINES!

these people are my inspirations to get tattoos when i grow up. just wait and see!

and the dammits, you're a jerk.

go boyz - you're a jerk.

LIFE MUST GO ON AND ON AND ON AND ON WITH THESE KINDA VIDEOS!

my favorite song become videod!

DAVID GUETTA FT. AKON - SEXY BITCH.

still like you without being sarcastic!

i love you diggy. i want to be with you. (just kidding)

i am making this atmosphere hotter and hotter. one of the cuases of global warming is, me.
hihihi, no. i was just (still) kidding. but, dohdomdadadaah.
im just really tired right now. believe me. uh oh uh oh.

falling down - selena gomez.
i dont like it, but i want you to like it, maybe you might like it.

and this one's for you, dammit man :

Somewhere Between All Our Laughs, Long Talks, Stupid Little Fights And All Our Jokes, I Fell In Love.

Selena Gomez & Demi Lovato

for People Magazine, People's Collectors Editions.
Photos by : Michael Lavine

today is one of the best days of my life.

yeay yeay yay ya yayayayay!

so, as i told you before, i went for a speech contest today. and guess whaaaat?
i got on the second place. yay baby yeah. hahaha.

today everybody was sleepy, sweaty, and tired.
and pizzas are exciting enough to celebrate my winning. so, my dada bought some pizzas. haha :)

i ve been missing my sister so much lately. you cant even believe me.
i even cired twice. damn. i have to wait 4 months. i miss you kakang :(

tomorrow, we are planning to watch Final Destination 4, or a i dont know, but that movie, should be watched.

and then, right now, i feel damnly tired. haha.
i am even sweating. wa aw.

dammit. -_-

big big BIG.

one thing that i wanna talk about : ME.

yes, i aint lying, i love to talk about myself, just myself and this keyboard with music on and off.

gtting mad all the time, i just love everything that connects with adrenalins. if thats how we spell it right. hah.
need more english desperate for more english! damn.

i miss my sister so much, dammit. so, my friend just got the chance to see her big sister for the last time until the next three years not seeing each other.
well, well, well, my sister is in another continent. and i probably, miss her so much.
okaay, here comes the tears. waw.

i want to be the one who is going to kill noordim mooooooonet top.
ah, i should be going.

bye for now. see about me more, next time. ahahahah.

na ah, im going to learn how i repsect others more. i lovelovelove youuuuu.

hey did you know that i have found my future (hope so) husband and my future bridesmaid, IN SCHOOL?! yes, i aint lying. HAHAHAHA.

aku bukan superman.

aku bukanlah superman, aku juga bisa nangis, jika kekasih hatiku, pergi meninggalakan aku.

(i am not a superman, i can cry too, if my lovely one, leave me behind)

i basically have nothing to be said, but let go with the flooowwwwww :N
make things out of nothing. what's the meaning? WEIRD.

well, i have stories to teeeeeeeelllll!!!!! yay!
so i went to school this morning, like always, and then, make fun of my friends and tease each others like we usually do. we use batak language. hihihi :)
and then, i practiced for my speech competition tomorrow. wish me luckkkk!!

the most special thing was, when, ehm ehm, i cant say this, this is too attracting, interesting, loving, graceful, well, basically, this is just great!
oh ya, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOKU! i wish alll the best to the birthdaaay girl!

my class was so noisy today. hated it, oh wait, LOVED IT.
and i just found out there is something happening with my school. scarrrrryyy -_-
but, i still so love my school. my schol is amazeballllllsssss!

why do you think i am so-in-love?

Well, i am in love, if i have to say so. Tis is good and overwhelming! Geez!

This is fun, so fun, and no lie. Well, i just got back from school just now. And i ad so much fun with my friends. The sports lessons were HOT and sweaty!

I loved it! I actually have lotsa stories to be told/ but about this one, lovelovelove uhlala~ this one is real hot. Careful.

Okaaay, i ve been feeling so good, for the last couple of days, months, seconds?! Well, basically, i have tihs world that is soo and really fun. I never thought that this thing could actually come true. Dammit, this is a happy day. These are happy days.

I remember, that i used to cry for him, not because he is not with me, no,, i am totallynot that kinda girl. I am bitchy, yes i am, but i will and never gonna cry because of boys. NA AH! And you too girly girls, never cry becuase of boys.

He said so. And i say so. So do what we say to live. I love boys and ca-cars, buy us drinks in ba-bars. Haha J

Im very flattered, happy, glad, poud, sosososososo happpyyyyyyyyy! Yes yes yes, i dont know why, but lately these days, God has been giving me lotsa graceful days. And i am thanking Him, becuase of Hid amazingness, awesomeness, and goodness, i am here, still alive, and still loving him until now. I dont know about later, but until now, i ve been liking him for 7 months, and yes, i like this.

But, never never in my mind, i want him to be my boyfriend. No no nah. I like him, just like him. And i sometimes, feel a bit scared because im close ti him. But until now, there are no such things as i am grogy and nervouswhen i am beside him.

Because basically, i want him to be there, at leats just there, because i dont like him because i need him,.

*and basically, technically, and actually, i cannot explain why i like him, and feelings to him. Thats it. I lke him just like him, ALOT!

hey hey hey, 3 times. haha.

hey, i once told you that i love the LUCKY LAKI right (means, the lucky guys)

i am in love with them. becuase of this silly and cute song. even though, nothing i can see and get. but i just like this song :)

and this video.

THEY ARE HANDSOME ARENT THEY???????

heyyy (!)

i LOVE my new nails! hihihih, these nails are killing me.

so, i was studying english in EF. and then, i saw a permanent marker, and hey, we can be friends.

so, my nails and that marker. huah, so cute.

you totally should see them, but i just hate to upload it. i have things to do, school.

:)

and then, i have a new deskmate people! and the unlucky guy is rizki. i used to sit with ano, but he was so lucky that he moved. haha.

and then, me and my friends are crazy about me and my friend's language! we speak BATAK.

and we teach each other what we speak. and we etase each other with BATAK language. SOFUN! damn!

wooosh, i have things to do, school like i have told you.

and guys, i am going to have this speech competition on friday! and tomorrow is gonna be tight! becuase we are going to study for it until the end of time.

huaaa!

and then. well, thats my story of the day. but today was so fun. cant wait for the night comes.

because everything is gonna be tight! hahahaha :)

i love youuuuu. always. and dont forget to keep on hating malaysia.

1. open your online translator.

2. open this link : www.topix.net/world/malaysia

you will see that we are winning everyting.

do the hell malons!