still wearing braces, and i was the most self-centered girl on earth.
Bali 2008. so peaceful and FUN!
and still, i can feel it.
want more fun?
enjoy right now, then, you'll feel good when you see yourself in the future for your past.
(hah?)
Selasa, 31 Maret 2009
the past, it was just too sweet.
it was you, and it was me beside you. do you remember?
still wearing braces, and i was the most self-centered girl on earth.
Bali 2008. so peaceful and FUN!
and still, i can feel it.
want more fun?
enjoy right now, then, you'll feel good when you see yourself in the future for your past.
(hah?)
still wearing braces, and i was the most self-centered girl on earth.
Bali 2008. so peaceful and FUN!
and still, i can feel it.
want more fun?
enjoy right now, then, you'll feel good when you see yourself in the future for your past.
(hah?)
he's fine, finally.
hu, our mouse is fine.
yeah, i wrote mouse cause well, i don't know, but we call him "moci"
is that rude? yeah, i don't think so either.
i visited him in the hospital, i was so afraid, cause i hate hospitals.
being in a hospital sucks.
even their service is good, i won't even spend a night in a hospital.
if i must, then i'll runaway in the middle of the night.
(if i have enough strength)
well, i have a drama to do tomorrow, i am going to play a teacher and a police.
too bad "moci" can't watch his friends perform tomorrow.
it;s going to be fun.
and that means, he must get his butt off of the bed, and go to school.
and that sounds like a great idea.
get well soon!
yeah, i wrote mouse cause well, i don't know, but we call him "moci"
is that rude? yeah, i don't think so either.
i visited him in the hospital, i was so afraid, cause i hate hospitals.
being in a hospital sucks.
even their service is good, i won't even spend a night in a hospital.
if i must, then i'll runaway in the middle of the night.
(if i have enough strength)
well, i have a drama to do tomorrow, i am going to play a teacher and a police.
too bad "moci" can't watch his friends perform tomorrow.
it;s going to be fun.
and that means, he must get his butt off of the bed, and go to school.
and that sounds like a great idea.
get well soon!
Minggu, 29 Maret 2009
i guess it's good.
yeah, it's good to be single.
we can hang out with guys to malls.
and then, we can chit chat with our girlfriends for a long time without picking up the phone or texting someone which for me is unimportant right now.
i hate cellphones.
i hate to have one, cellphones suck.
and i am not even interested to have a blackberry or even an iphone.
yea, i don't like texting or even calling.
and one more time let me just say, i love being single.
i know, this is not the time where i date someone and someone dates me.
but, i don't know. i just rather to be alone with friends than be with my boyfriend.
when i am single i want a boyfriend, to make me look cool.
when i have a boyfriend, i want to break up.
well, that's me.
we can hang out with guys to malls.
and then, we can chit chat with our girlfriends for a long time without picking up the phone or texting someone which for me is unimportant right now.
i hate cellphones.
i hate to have one, cellphones suck.
and i am not even interested to have a blackberry or even an iphone.
yea, i don't like texting or even calling.
and one more time let me just say, i love being single.
i know, this is not the time where i date someone and someone dates me.
but, i don't know. i just rather to be alone with friends than be with my boyfriend.
when i am single i want a boyfriend, to make me look cool.
when i have a boyfriend, i want to break up.
well, that's me.
my life, miserable.
i am satisfied, satisfied because God made me.
and put me in this very splendid family.
i have made my life become miserable.
like a food that made by a really bad cook.
it's miserable because, i still have enemies (i will never regret that)
i still have fights with my sisters
i still can't be friends with lots of people
i still can;t get the boy that i have liked for about 2 years.
that is hopeless.
why is that hopeless?
people in other countries fucked with different people, and me, i never even have a real boyfriend.
that is horrified.
bad, miserable, and bad.
how's you life?
but, i still thank God for giving me this very-very miserable life.
i love you.
smile ;)
and put me in this very splendid family.
i have made my life become miserable.
like a food that made by a really bad cook.
it's miserable because, i still have enemies (i will never regret that)
i still have fights with my sisters
i still can't be friends with lots of people
i still can;t get the boy that i have liked for about 2 years.
that is hopeless.
why is that hopeless?
people in other countries fucked with different people, and me, i never even have a real boyfriend.
that is horrified.
bad, miserable, and bad.
how's you life?
but, i still thank God for giving me this very-very miserable life.
i love you.
smile ;)
what i do?
i don't care if you care or not.
i don't care you like me or not.
what i care is what you think about me
(well, that means i care)
but, the point is, you tell me what's wrong and i will fix it.
i promise, i'll try.
i am a jerk, but i never did something real bad.
i am a betrayer, but i never betrayed a person until he/she has to die.
i am a liar, but i never lied for my own importance
i am a killer, but i never killed a person, i killed your heart, not your life.
i am sorry.
i don't care you like me or not.
what i care is what you think about me
(well, that means i care)
but, the point is, you tell me what's wrong and i will fix it.
i promise, i'll try.
i am a jerk, but i never did something real bad.
i am a betrayer, but i never betrayed a person until he/she has to die.
i am a liar, but i never lied for my own importance
i am a killer, but i never killed a person, i killed your heart, not your life.
i am sorry.
morning!
i am going to the church.
yeay!
and i said goodbye to earth hour yesterday.
and today maybe.
wahahah, and i talked about a boy with my friend via facebook.
and we are going to see him fall and fail
like what i did to another boy.
yeh, meany me.
well, the next 5 days are going to be the sickest and the suckest days.
school starts at 6.30 a.m?
wow, i'll try to be on time, but probably i will be late, on purpose.
yea!
yeay!
and i said goodbye to earth hour yesterday.
and today maybe.
wahahah, and i talked about a boy with my friend via facebook.
and we are going to see him fall and fail
like what i did to another boy.
yeh, meany me.
well, the next 5 days are going to be the sickest and the suckest days.
school starts at 6.30 a.m?
wow, i'll try to be on time, but probably i will be late, on purpose.
yea!
Sabtu, 28 Maret 2009
i love you all.
i love you all my crushes.
my families
and most of all my friends.
you all have colored my life, and my life is full of color.
and i love it.
and remember, no matter how mean i am to you all.
i won't let anyone messes with you guys.
i know i am mean, and scary, but i wil never be mad with any reasons, right?
and that's what friends are for.
protecting the others.
my families
and most of all my friends.
you all have colored my life, and my life is full of color.
and i love it.
and remember, no matter how mean i am to you all.
i won't let anyone messes with you guys.
i know i am mean, and scary, but i wil never be mad with any reasons, right?
and that's what friends are for.
protecting the others.
Chrianna
good things always come to an end.
but about this one.
i don't want this one become apart.
cause they are just too beautiful to be apart
CB : i love you, i am still a fan
RiRi : i love you too!
amazing.
i feel great and tired right now.
cause, my life is still the same.
boring and full of fights.
and i miss my friend, vanessa, who is in holland right now.
i miss a lot of people
from my family, until you.
i am fighting with my sis right now.
and then, a girl.
this girl is a jerk, the last time i knew her.
she was a jerk, a bastard, and she always talked about others behind them.
what a kind of person she is?
okay, forget about her. it is not good to talk about her.
GERMS. wahaha
and then, there is my uncle
he used to use drugs.
but, he didn't use them anymore.
that was because the family, we supported him.
but, he as died. for peace.
and then the one i miss the most is : aunt Netty
she died because of a car accident
she was an angel, and a beautiful woman.
she was nice to everybody. and was about to have a boyfriend and just moved into a new house.
i miss her a lot.
i cried all night long just to remember her, and i had a bad dream aboout her, and then i cried once again.
but we learn as long as we live, right?
i am thinking about when will i die?
cause, my life is still the same.
boring and full of fights.
and i miss my friend, vanessa, who is in holland right now.
i miss a lot of people
from my family, until you.
i am fighting with my sis right now.
and then, a girl.
this girl is a jerk, the last time i knew her.
she was a jerk, a bastard, and she always talked about others behind them.
what a kind of person she is?
okay, forget about her. it is not good to talk about her.
GERMS. wahaha
and then, there is my uncle
he used to use drugs.
but, he didn't use them anymore.
that was because the family, we supported him.
but, he as died. for peace.
and then the one i miss the most is : aunt Netty
she died because of a car accident
she was an angel, and a beautiful woman.
she was nice to everybody. and was about to have a boyfriend and just moved into a new house.
i miss her a lot.
i cried all night long just to remember her, and i had a bad dream aboout her, and then i cried once again.
but we learn as long as we live, right?
i am thinking about when will i die?
Kamis, 26 Maret 2009
20 minutes, are real.
in 20 minutes, i'll be gone.
i'll be upstairs, doing the cover of February that i have promised to my friend, Feli.
well, basically, i don't wanna do it, huwee.
but, i guess i am gonna.
well, besides, i can use my imaginary friends, and all cute stuff those are in my mind.
but the point is. what will i draw and make.
i am afraid, that it is going to be bad, not going to blow you face.
well, i haven't eaten yet, and i am hungry to death.
but, i am still going to watch transformers tonight.
i am a big - big fan of transformers.
and i just joined another group, called batak.
yeah, i am so proud to be indonesian.
batak is so real, and so cool (for me, for you, who cares?)
i'll be upstairs, doing the cover of February that i have promised to my friend, Feli.
well, basically, i don't wanna do it, huwee.
but, i guess i am gonna.
well, besides, i can use my imaginary friends, and all cute stuff those are in my mind.
but the point is. what will i draw and make.
i am afraid, that it is going to be bad, not going to blow you face.
well, i haven't eaten yet, and i am hungry to death.
but, i am still going to watch transformers tonight.
i am a big - big fan of transformers.
and i just joined another group, called batak.
yeah, i am so proud to be indonesian.
batak is so real, and so cool (for me, for you, who cares?)
----------Reasons why people think we're "crazy"---------
so, i just joined this group on facebook called We're not Crazy, We're Just Catholic.
read this must-read thing :
- We like to keep Mass interesting. We sit, stand and kneel, in no particular order. Probably just to keep the blood flowing.
- It's not merlot and Ritz they're serving; it's the Flesh and Blood of Jesus. No, really.
- Forget a big meal afterwards, just pick up some of the breakfast tacos they're always selling after Mass
- Purgatory.
- We all have 20 cousins. On each side of the family.
- Infant Baptism isn't dumb; it's after-life insurance.
- $5.00 in the collection basket is the epitome of generosity. Anything more than that, someone has hit the lottery.
- A missal is a book, not a weapon. However, it has been known to pull double duty.
- The signs we make aren't just a mark of respect, they're a lot of fun to do.
- We really like statues. A lot.
- After every confession, everyone hits themselves on the head. This is because they have realized that they forgot that really big sin, and they know that it'll hang over their head til the next time.
- Contraceptives? Why?
- Altar boys continue well into their twenties.
- The 14 Stations has nothing to do with TV.
- We've always been taught that celibacy til marriage is the only way to go, forever and ever, amen. That being said...
- "Sin on Friday. Confess on Saturday Pray on Sunday."
- The Mass doesn't start for a few minutes not because of tardy parishioners. It's because the priest is running late.
- The Virgin Mary is not a God and we don't treat her as such. But she is without sin, gave birth to Jesus and did it without having sex. That warrants more than a little respect.
- 11:00 a.m. Mass means 11:15.
- We actually get all the jokes in Dogma.
- There are two very different, irreconcilable factions in every single church in the world. They are known as the Saturday or Sunday Mass bunch.
- St. Patrick drove all the snakes out of Ireland. SNAKES.
- You miss JPII more than you miss some relatives...
- Bake Sales are a way of life.
- Your knees are more calloused than your feet.
- Priests have been giving us alcohol since we were little kids. No wonder any one of us can drink Protestants under the table.
- The Catholic way of dealing with a mid-life crisis is having another kid.
- Mass is nearly unchanged after almost 2000 years. We're a little stubborn.
- Catholic School Girls.
- Whatever you gave up for Lent, you have it in your hands at 11:59 p.m. Saturday night, counting the seconds til midnight.
- Episcopalians are referred to as "Diet Catholics"
- You either love or hate the Stations of the Cross. There is no middle ground.
- We all know Da Vinci code is bogus and inaccurate. Yet we'll still read it if nothing else is going on.
- "Offer it up!" = "Quit bitching!"
- We have Midnight Mass so there are no interruptions on Christmas morning
- You've slipped out an Amen after the Pledge of Allegiance.
- Holy Water can kill just about anything. So Protestants are pretty much screwed if a vampire comes calling.
- There's no need for impromptu prayer; you can always fall back on the Rosary.
- Pope Benedict XVI scares you. Badly.
- It's not uncommon for just one family to take up an entire pew or two.
- Boondock Saints is the greatest movie ever. E-Ver.
- Confession. Enough said.
- You're of the opinion that Stephen Colbert should be Canonized.
- When in doubt, say a Hail Mary.
- Peter Griffin, a Catholic!
- Whenever anyone in Star Wars saga says "May the Force Be With You", we get the urge to say "And Also With You"
- The Pope does indeed wear a funny hat. But it's way more interesting than Joel Osteen's suit and tie.
- If you see a guy leaning forward, looking half-dead with his head on the pew in front of him... he's not praying. He's hungover and was guilted into coming to Mass anyway.
- Even though you never met her or been to a country she's been in, you're still willing to have "seen" a miracle by Mother Teresa.
- We're the oldest Christian religion. Period.
If you appreciated, chuckled or even smiled at some of these, you're not a wacko. You're just probably a member of the one of the oldest and largest religions in the world. Open to all Catholics around the world.
read this must-read thing :
- We like to keep Mass interesting. We sit, stand and kneel, in no particular order. Probably just to keep the blood flowing.
- It's not merlot and Ritz they're serving; it's the Flesh and Blood of Jesus. No, really.
- Forget a big meal afterwards, just pick up some of the breakfast tacos they're always selling after Mass
- Purgatory.
- We all have 20 cousins. On each side of the family.
- Infant Baptism isn't dumb; it's after-life insurance.
- $5.00 in the collection basket is the epitome of generosity. Anything more than that, someone has hit the lottery.
- A missal is a book, not a weapon. However, it has been known to pull double duty.
- The signs we make aren't just a mark of respect, they're a lot of fun to do.
- We really like statues. A lot.
- After every confession, everyone hits themselves on the head. This is because they have realized that they forgot that really big sin, and they know that it'll hang over their head til the next time.
- Contraceptives? Why?
- Altar boys continue well into their twenties.
- The 14 Stations has nothing to do with TV.
- We've always been taught that celibacy til marriage is the only way to go, forever and ever, amen. That being said...
- "Sin on Friday. Confess on Saturday Pray on Sunday."
- The Mass doesn't start for a few minutes not because of tardy parishioners. It's because the priest is running late.
- The Virgin Mary is not a God and we don't treat her as such. But she is without sin, gave birth to Jesus and did it without having sex. That warrants more than a little respect.
- 11:00 a.m. Mass means 11:15.
- We actually get all the jokes in Dogma.
- There are two very different, irreconcilable factions in every single church in the world. They are known as the Saturday or Sunday Mass bunch.
- St. Patrick drove all the snakes out of Ireland. SNAKES.
- You miss JPII more than you miss some relatives...
- Bake Sales are a way of life.
- Your knees are more calloused than your feet.
- Priests have been giving us alcohol since we were little kids. No wonder any one of us can drink Protestants under the table.
- The Catholic way of dealing with a mid-life crisis is having another kid.
- Mass is nearly unchanged after almost 2000 years. We're a little stubborn.
- Catholic School Girls.
- Whatever you gave up for Lent, you have it in your hands at 11:59 p.m. Saturday night, counting the seconds til midnight.
- Episcopalians are referred to as "Diet Catholics"
- You either love or hate the Stations of the Cross. There is no middle ground.
- We all know Da Vinci code is bogus and inaccurate. Yet we'll still read it if nothing else is going on.
- "Offer it up!" = "Quit bitching!"
- We have Midnight Mass so there are no interruptions on Christmas morning
- You've slipped out an Amen after the Pledge of Allegiance.
- Holy Water can kill just about anything. So Protestants are pretty much screwed if a vampire comes calling.
- There's no need for impromptu prayer; you can always fall back on the Rosary.
- Pope Benedict XVI scares you. Badly.
- It's not uncommon for just one family to take up an entire pew or two.
- Boondock Saints is the greatest movie ever. E-Ver.
- Confession. Enough said.
- You're of the opinion that Stephen Colbert should be Canonized.
- When in doubt, say a Hail Mary.
- Peter Griffin, a Catholic!
- Whenever anyone in Star Wars saga says "May the Force Be With You", we get the urge to say "And Also With You"
- The Pope does indeed wear a funny hat. But it's way more interesting than Joel Osteen's suit and tie.
- If you see a guy leaning forward, looking half-dead with his head on the pew in front of him... he's not praying. He's hungover and was guilted into coming to Mass anyway.
- Even though you never met her or been to a country she's been in, you're still willing to have "seen" a miracle by Mother Teresa.
- We're the oldest Christian religion. Period.
If you appreciated, chuckled or even smiled at some of these, you're not a wacko. You're just probably a member of the one of the oldest and largest religions in the world. Open to all Catholics around the world.
don't forget
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
i love them!
being electric? be lady gaga.
amazing. electric. good sounds. good voices.
bumblebee, optimus prime
guess i am a fan of transformers! can't wait for the revenge!
autobots rocks!
megan fox.
yeah!
chris brown, finally! he's out!
i love-love-love you!
arcee, i think i WILL love this feminine robot
rihanna, come on, she is my role model.
dakota fanning, wow, i have no words, cool
katy perry, she is cool, amazing, and WOW!
i love her! so much, she always keeps it real.
flo rida, always getting low.
stay tune, for the new ones
(it'l just like commercials, keep reading, and stop global warming)
amazing. electric. good sounds. good voices.
bumblebee, optimus prime
guess i am a fan of transformers! can't wait for the revenge!
autobots rocks!
megan fox.
yeah!
chris brown, finally! he's out!
i love-love-love you!
arcee, i think i WILL love this feminine robot
rihanna, come on, she is my role model.
dakota fanning, wow, i have no words, cool
katy perry, she is cool, amazing, and WOW!
i love her! so much, she always keeps it real.
flo rida, always getting low.
stay tune, for the new ones
(it'l just like commercials, keep reading, and stop global warming)
today, is a great day, tomorrow?
hue, i can't meet my lovely-so-lovely guy (too pushy)
on sunday, cause my dad is going away.
no, i am not in love, i am in "like"
he is my likey boy, me likey.
not "timun", "appel", or anybody else, SO LAST YEAR!
yea!
(i think this is why i always fail in going on on a relationship)
hehe.
rihanna is searching for a new house, a thing called home, i ain't searching for a guy, a person called boyfriend.
huh-hah?
i watched DRAGONBALL EVOLUTION, the film was okay.
i didn't enjoy the movie, i only enjoyed Justin Chatwin, yeah
and then i miss my "church boy" again.
but, i don't like him, well, who knows?
on sunday, cause my dad is going away.
no, i am not in love, i am in "like"
he is my likey boy, me likey.
not "timun", "appel", or anybody else, SO LAST YEAR!
yea!
(i think this is why i always fail in going on on a relationship)
hehe.
rihanna is searching for a new house, a thing called home, i ain't searching for a guy, a person called boyfriend.
huh-hah?
i watched DRAGONBALL EVOLUTION, the film was okay.
i didn't enjoy the movie, i only enjoyed Justin Chatwin, yeah
and then i miss my "church boy" again.
but, i don't like him, well, who knows?
not a really good start.
i woke up. at 4.25, it was too early, so i slept, again.
then, i woke up at 8.30, that was too late, and i went downstairs, and parents got mad at me cause i didn't go jogging with'em.
huh?
and now, i am sweating, and tired.
but i just woke up.
a good family huh?
sometimes i regret writing that thing, but sometimes i say to myself "did i write this?"
funny, huh?
what about you write about your family, and let's see what will happen
then, i woke up at 8.30, that was too late, and i went downstairs, and parents got mad at me cause i didn't go jogging with'em.
huh?
and now, i am sweating, and tired.
but i just woke up.
a good family huh?
sometimes i regret writing that thing, but sometimes i say to myself "did i write this?"
funny, huh?
what about you write about your family, and let's see what will happen
Rabu, 25 Maret 2009
Family, don't mess with me.
no, i ain't searching for a fight, cause i am fighting for you guys.
the guys that i love, need, and care.
i have learnt a lot from you.
from your yells, words, advices, loves, hates, and cruelty.
cruelty is my best friend, but your kindness is a really close friend of mine.
you said "family is number one"
and yes you are, i am protecting you guys.
you are like my party, and i am campaigning for you guys, so our party can win, and we will get the seats of the government.
and you are like my most lovely and favourite thing.
i won't even let someone to touch it. so it can always be good and perfect as usual.
and you guys are like flowers from my boyfriedn, but i like chocolate more.
yah, you guys are like my favorite chocolate
you are the best, and sometimes i regret to be one of you guys, but the next thing that always happens is that i always realize, that i won't find people better than you.
i love your yell, just like my mom always yells and says that i need to study.
or like my dad always asks me for money that i need for school.
and then family are like my bed, i love my bed.
i'd rather spend my time on my bed for two hours than going to the mll for an hour.
well, i like malls, but, crowded places? na-ah.
dad, mom, i love your advices, and when you guys mad at me, i always wanna cry, but well, my sister is yelling right now.
bye-bye.
and btw, my sister sucks! but i love her
the guys that i love, need, and care.
i have learnt a lot from you.
from your yells, words, advices, loves, hates, and cruelty.
cruelty is my best friend, but your kindness is a really close friend of mine.
you said "family is number one"
and yes you are, i am protecting you guys.
you are like my party, and i am campaigning for you guys, so our party can win, and we will get the seats of the government.
and you are like my most lovely and favourite thing.
i won't even let someone to touch it. so it can always be good and perfect as usual.
and you guys are like flowers from my boyfriedn, but i like chocolate more.
yah, you guys are like my favorite chocolate
you are the best, and sometimes i regret to be one of you guys, but the next thing that always happens is that i always realize, that i won't find people better than you.
i love your yell, just like my mom always yells and says that i need to study.
or like my dad always asks me for money that i need for school.
and then family are like my bed, i love my bed.
i'd rather spend my time on my bed for two hours than going to the mll for an hour.
well, i like malls, but, crowded places? na-ah.
dad, mom, i love your advices, and when you guys mad at me, i always wanna cry, but well, my sister is yelling right now.
bye-bye.
and btw, my sister sucks! but i love her
WO-O-OW!
God id good.
life is good,
if you think it's bad, i am sure that you are going to have a happy ending
(too pushy?)
life is good,
if you think it's bad, i am sure that you are going to have a happy ending
(too pushy?)
uh, well.
huwee.
first, there is (ugh, forget it)
well, there is a really-really-very-very great news.
tomorrow is OFF!!
yea!
and i am surfing on the internet right now, there are some new stuff from the cast of new moon.
yea!
and btw, do you believe that katy perry and josh groban dating?
waha. i do believe that, but who cares?
and i have another news.
if anybody needs me (who will?) and yah, contact with me :
needmore.pills@yahoo.com
or facebook : Patricia Utami
i am depressed, cause of boys.
well, i am trying to get his fucking face out of my mind.
but, it's hard. well, i don't know.
what do you think about boys?
what about the way the like you? love you?
love is not necessary for me, at this age, nope.
hums-hums
first, there is (ugh, forget it)
well, there is a really-really-very-very great news.
tomorrow is OFF!!
yea!
and i am surfing on the internet right now, there are some new stuff from the cast of new moon.
yea!
and btw, do you believe that katy perry and josh groban dating?
waha. i do believe that, but who cares?
and i have another news.
if anybody needs me (who will?) and yah, contact with me :
needmore.pills@yahoo.com
or facebook : Patricia Utami
i am depressed, cause of boys.
well, i am trying to get his fucking face out of my mind.
but, it's hard. well, i don't know.
what do you think about boys?
what about the way the like you? love you?
love is not necessary for me, at this age, nope.
hums-hums
Selasa, 24 Maret 2009
i'll get another one.
wa-ha.
i am sad, but, i just can't keep being sad all the time.
sad sucks.
well, the things is, he hasn't approved me.
but who gives a shit about it? bitches do, but i don't
o, boy, today is not really bad. i did my math remedial test, and it wasn;t so hard.
except for some numbers.
the things that i don;t like is, that tomorrow i have umm, 3 tests.
this is why i don't wanna go to school.
u, ya, and my good friends that ran away has come back.
but i don't want to be really close to her right now.
i feel bad about and for her.
yesterday i slept at twelve, and during school i got sleepy (as always)
but, this time, with headache and other stuff like hums, and i did really sleep in class and my friends watched it.
it wasn't so embarrassing, i didn't really care.
ugh, guess i have to study for tomorrow's tests.
you have a good night, sleep tight, like i always.
ciao!
XP
i am sad, but, i just can't keep being sad all the time.
sad sucks.
well, the things is, he hasn't approved me.
but who gives a shit about it? bitches do, but i don't
o, boy, today is not really bad. i did my math remedial test, and it wasn;t so hard.
except for some numbers.
the things that i don;t like is, that tomorrow i have umm, 3 tests.
this is why i don't wanna go to school.
u, ya, and my good friends that ran away has come back.
but i don't want to be really close to her right now.
i feel bad about and for her.
yesterday i slept at twelve, and during school i got sleepy (as always)
but, this time, with headache and other stuff like hums, and i did really sleep in class and my friends watched it.
it wasn't so embarrassing, i didn't really care.
ugh, guess i have to study for tomorrow's tests.
you have a good night, sleep tight, like i always.
ciao!
XP
Senin, 23 Maret 2009
hey.
just checking in.
yesterday i didn't post anything cause i did a movie run.
i watched quarantine (the stupidest film thta i have ever watched)
quarantine is like what my sister said to "the spirit"
that is the 2 hours that you are not going to get back.
and then i watched bedtime stories (incredibly beautiful)
and then i watched the most incredible movie ever.
TRANSFORMERS!
o, okay i have to study, bye.
yesterday i didn't post anything cause i did a movie run.
i watched quarantine (the stupidest film thta i have ever watched)
quarantine is like what my sister said to "the spirit"
that is the 2 hours that you are not going to get back.
and then i watched bedtime stories (incredibly beautiful)
and then i watched the most incredible movie ever.
TRANSFORMERS!
o, okay i have to study, bye.
Sabtu, 21 Maret 2009
special thanks :
a really huge-huge one to everyone in flickr.com, cause all this cute and amazing layouts i got them all from flickr.com.
this amazing layout of lady GaGa is from netmen, thank you.
and then, those people out there, that keep my blog alive.
thanks again.
this amazing layout of lady GaGa is from netmen, thank you.
and then, those people out there, that keep my blog alive.
thanks again.
am i hopeless?
maybe, definitely, maybe.
you see, nobody likes me because i am mean, and hard.
well, that is myself.
nobody wants to be my boyfriend, cause i am not popular.
well, i don;t want to be popular, and guess what? i am proud to be who i want to be.
unlike you maybe, maybe you like to fake yourself, to make people like you.
well, i never beg a person to be my friend, i don't wanna lose my dignity.
there is this girl, everybody likes him, but me, nobody.
well, i don't really care then.
if God can't provide any boyfriends to me, then i am sure He will provide me a better future, even it's not present, i have future, a better than the present.
i love you God.
wahaah, at least i can see myself right now.
well p.s : be yourself, open your mask, i am sure there is something beautiful behind you massive mask
(does it make any sense? at all?)
you see, nobody likes me because i am mean, and hard.
well, that is myself.
nobody wants to be my boyfriend, cause i am not popular.
well, i don;t want to be popular, and guess what? i am proud to be who i want to be.
unlike you maybe, maybe you like to fake yourself, to make people like you.
well, i never beg a person to be my friend, i don't wanna lose my dignity.
there is this girl, everybody likes him, but me, nobody.
well, i don't really care then.
if God can't provide any boyfriends to me, then i am sure He will provide me a better future, even it's not present, i have future, a better than the present.
i love you God.
wahaah, at least i can see myself right now.
well p.s : be yourself, open your mask, i am sure there is something beautiful behind you massive mask
(does it make any sense? at all?)
bye my friend (?)
i don't know how to sat this.
but i went off of "like boy"
cause i have found out that he likes another girl.
well, i don;t like him anymore.
well, to this man, i mean boy.
he is nice, cool, and incredibly fashionable.
i like him, i really do.
and i have to admit, i still have feelings for him.
but, not anymore either.
i don't like anybody right now.
and i am proud.
so, he is going away tomorrow.
okay then, bye-bye.
i am not sad, i am just, umm, *blank*
but, i am sure i am going to see and like another man, the real one.
wahahahah
but i went off of "like boy"
cause i have found out that he likes another girl.
well, i don;t like him anymore.
well, to this man, i mean boy.
he is nice, cool, and incredibly fashionable.
i like him, i really do.
and i have to admit, i still have feelings for him.
but, not anymore either.
i don't like anybody right now.
and i am proud.
so, he is going away tomorrow.
okay then, bye-bye.
i am not sad, i am just, umm, *blank*
but, i am sure i am going to see and like another man, the real one.
wahahahah
Jumat, 20 Maret 2009
tomorrow, damn!
i don't wanna go to school!
school sucks!
tomorrow, there is something so unimportant to do.
and the catholics and the non catholics cannot be together.
so that means i can't see my likey boy
huuuuuuueeeeeeeee!!
i don't wanna go to school.
once again!
school sucks!
tomorrow, there is something so unimportant to do.
and the catholics and the non catholics cannot be together.
so that means i can't see my likey boy
huuuuuuueeeeeeeee!!
i don't wanna go to school.
once again!
Kamis, 19 Maret 2009
i am happy!
3 months! 3 months!
i just received a letter from ef saying that i have to fill some apps.
well, that's good, cause that means i am processing and making a way to LA.
how cool is that?
i just received a letter from ef saying that i have to fill some apps.
well, that's good, cause that means i am processing and making a way to LA.
how cool is that?
he loves me, he loves me not?
yewh, he loves me he loves me not.
the way that i am thinking, i think he doesn't
but, ugh, i don't know.
well, i swear i will never get bored of him.
ahh, i am in love.
i love him, cause, don't know.
that's the stupid thing, if a boy asks me "why do you like me?"
i will not answer it, cause i don't know.
and if i didn't answer his question, he would get mad at me or things like those
and i have a question?
if you like him, will you go for him, or you just "let the flow goes with you"?
or you will wait till you almost die, to hear him say "let's walk" or "do you wanna go to the mall with me like a date?"
well, i don't know.
the way that i am thinking, i think he doesn't
but, ugh, i don't know.
well, i swear i will never get bored of him.
ahh, i am in love.
i love him, cause, don't know.
that's the stupid thing, if a boy asks me "why do you like me?"
i will not answer it, cause i don't know.
and if i didn't answer his question, he would get mad at me or things like those
and i have a question?
if you like him, will you go for him, or you just "let the flow goes with you"?
or you will wait till you almost die, to hear him say "let's walk" or "do you wanna go to the mall with me like a date?"
well, i don't know.
Selasa, 17 Maret 2009
she sucks, i am sick of her
sick of her to death!
yea, running away like a chicken all the time
and when she get back, she always says, "i am in trouble."
stupid little kid, we are all in trouble.
we can't stay away from them.
you are dead if you don;t have any problems in your life.
thank God, you still have problems, that means (why am i being religious?)
the thing is, i don;t want you to go back.
but, everyone does.
i don't really care about you, anymore, but still i care
yea, running away like a chicken all the time
and when she get back, she always says, "i am in trouble."
stupid little kid, we are all in trouble.
we can't stay away from them.
you are dead if you don;t have any problems in your life.
thank God, you still have problems, that means (why am i being religious?)
the thing is, i don;t want you to go back.
but, everyone does.
i don't really care about you, anymore, but still i care
yeh, i am desperate.
if i talk about discrimination, all i will get is an answer saying "no."
this world is freaking insane, that is why yesterday i didn't post anything
i want to punch a person. i wanna kill a person.
and then kill myself.
i am not even in a blog mood.
i wanna cried, but i cried already.
i wanna kill myself slowly, i tried that already.
i wanna kill my family, i wanted to try that, but i am not that kind of bastard.
i am not even happy when i see my favorite man on earth.
and now my mom's calling me from outside.
what am i supposed to do?
ugh.
this world is freaking insane, that is why yesterday i didn't post anything
i want to punch a person. i wanna kill a person.
and then kill myself.
i am not even in a blog mood.
i wanna cried, but i cried already.
i wanna kill myself slowly, i tried that already.
i wanna kill my family, i wanted to try that, but i am not that kind of bastard.
i am not even happy when i see my favorite man on earth.
and now my mom's calling me from outside.
what am i supposed to do?
ugh.
Minggu, 15 Maret 2009
why? i hate homework.
government is really mean!
i don't wanna go to school at 6.30
are you freaking insane?
i have lots of works to do.
i have to do my biology homework, and it has to be done by tomorrow.
and then my economic homework.
i know i don't have to do it, well, it has to be done by wednesday if i am not wrong.
but, the good thing is, that i am going to meet my "someone" tomorrow.
he drives me crazy!
i am in "like"
i don't wanna go to school at 6.30
are you freaking insane?
i have lots of works to do.
i have to do my biology homework, and it has to be done by tomorrow.
and then my economic homework.
i know i don't have to do it, well, it has to be done by wednesday if i am not wrong.
but, the good thing is, that i am going to meet my "someone" tomorrow.
he drives me crazy!
i am in "like"
i am so suprised!
i got a message from miss nana!
she is a rapper that has toured with lots of big singers, like chris brown, bow wow, and stuff.
wow, i am so jealous that she is a friend of chris brown.
and i have heard her mixtapes, i like them.
they re, GOOD.
this is a good day, wow!
i am happy-happy-so happy.
so, keep keeping it real, people!
she is a rapper that has toured with lots of big singers, like chris brown, bow wow, and stuff.
wow, i am so jealous that she is a friend of chris brown.
and i have heard her mixtapes, i like them.
they re, GOOD.
this is a good day, wow!
i am happy-happy-so happy.
so, keep keeping it real, people!
Sabtu, 14 Maret 2009
i love game
have you seen lady gaga's new video, lovegame?
WOW! she is so "something"
something not good.
well, i really do love game.
i love to play with someone's life, for example.
sometimes i ruin their friendships.
wahahaha, but, not anymore, i am not that mean.
cause i am an angel (huek!)
well, i have to sign off now, you have a good night sleep.
don;t let edward, alice, emmett, rosalie, or the cullens drink your blood.
SLEEP TIGHT!
WOW! she is so "something"
something not good.
well, i really do love game.
i love to play with someone's life, for example.
sometimes i ruin their friendships.
wahahaha, but, not anymore, i am not that mean.
cause i am an angel (huek!)
well, i have to sign off now, you have a good night sleep.
don;t let edward, alice, emmett, rosalie, or the cullens drink your blood.
SLEEP TIGHT!
don't want you back.
i am getting older, faster.
cause this fucking iTunes keep replaying the same song, over and over again.
i am gonna die in about an hour.
okay forget about that thing.
basically, as you know me, i don;t know where to start and where to end.
and i don't know what i am going to talk about with you guys.
my brain's dead, my soul is dying as the earth is dying too.
i can;t think as hard as i used to be.
help..... i m dead.
no-no, i was just writing wrong things.
i am a really big fan of lady GaGa
love her, patricia loves her so much.
hey, i watched the hills season 4, and that tv show is boring.
full of things about boys, and they always talk behind someone's back.
well, some of them, and i don't really think that-that tv show is a reality show.
bad news :
i gotta change my scrapbook cover. it has been destroyed.
it's broken. but if the book is broken and i'll cry not with water, but blood.
don't worry people.
i didn't mess someone's life today.
i let their fates lead them. wa ha ha ha
i think it's not a really bad thing to not mess with the others life.
"would you make me number one on your playlist."
-Starstruck, Lady GaGa ft. Flo Rida
cause this fucking iTunes keep replaying the same song, over and over again.
i am gonna die in about an hour.
okay forget about that thing.
basically, as you know me, i don;t know where to start and where to end.
and i don't know what i am going to talk about with you guys.
my brain's dead, my soul is dying as the earth is dying too.
i can;t think as hard as i used to be.
help..... i m dead.
no-no, i was just writing wrong things.
i am a really big fan of lady GaGa
love her, patricia loves her so much.
hey, i watched the hills season 4, and that tv show is boring.
full of things about boys, and they always talk behind someone's back.
well, some of them, and i don't really think that-that tv show is a reality show.
bad news :
i gotta change my scrapbook cover. it has been destroyed.
it's broken. but if the book is broken and i'll cry not with water, but blood.
don't worry people.
i didn't mess someone's life today.
i let their fates lead them. wa ha ha ha
i think it's not a really bad thing to not mess with the others life.
"would you make me number one on your playlist."
-Starstruck, Lady GaGa ft. Flo Rida
i love today.
just like mika said in his song.
i love-love-love today!
i met my friends, good friends, and friends who are like my sisters and brothers, and also my brother's friend.
he is from the other world (well, no.)
i used to be his friend, well, until now, but we aren't not that close anymore.
but the most important thing is, i met my "likey boy" in school today.
yeay!
we didn't talk a lot today. cause i don;t really like to talk with boys.
except if they're nice and fun. so the situation can be fun too.
cause i am not the "fun" type.
well, i miss you a lot.
whoever you are.
i am kinda sick right now.
but guess what? i am going to do another movie run with my sister, tonight.
so probably, YEWH!
so long!
i love-love-love today!
i met my friends, good friends, and friends who are like my sisters and brothers, and also my brother's friend.
he is from the other world (well, no.)
i used to be his friend, well, until now, but we aren't not that close anymore.
but the most important thing is, i met my "likey boy" in school today.
yeay!
we didn't talk a lot today. cause i don;t really like to talk with boys.
except if they're nice and fun. so the situation can be fun too.
cause i am not the "fun" type.
well, i miss you a lot.
whoever you are.
i am kinda sick right now.
but guess what? i am going to do another movie run with my sister, tonight.
so probably, YEWH!
so long!
Jumat, 13 Maret 2009
fck you.
this post is dedicated to everybody that thinks you and i both of us need to talk, well, screw you!
*the people that think that my blog is too rude and not good for children or even themselves
sorry then, i know i am fourteen, but who gives a shit about it? screw you, people.
*the people that always talk about me behind my back
well, you are cowards bitches and hustler. do you know that?
*the people think that i am too small to talk about these things
sorry then, but, this is me. what do you gonna do, huh?
*the people that have tried so hard to change me back, but i haven't changed
well, i am patricia, i won't change if i don't want to.
*the people that still hate me, and talk about bad things about me
well, 2 words, fuck you.
*the people that want to to see a doctor cause of my behavior
am i that bad? no, i am just a jerk, i ain't bad.
*the people that want to see me in jail
really? bring it.
*the people who love me, need me, and like me
i don't know if there is one of you outside there, but, i love you too.
well, drop that beat.
sorry if my grammar is wrong, and bout what i am saying.
well, if lily allen can do it, so can i!
*the people that think that my blog is too rude and not good for children or even themselves
sorry then, i know i am fourteen, but who gives a shit about it? screw you, people.
*the people that always talk about me behind my back
well, you are cowards bitches and hustler. do you know that?
*the people think that i am too small to talk about these things
sorry then, but, this is me. what do you gonna do, huh?
*the people that have tried so hard to change me back, but i haven't changed
well, i am patricia, i won't change if i don't want to.
*the people that still hate me, and talk about bad things about me
well, 2 words, fuck you.
*the people that want to to see a doctor cause of my behavior
am i that bad? no, i am just a jerk, i ain't bad.
*the people that want to see me in jail
really? bring it.
*the people who love me, need me, and like me
i don't know if there is one of you outside there, but, i love you too.
well, drop that beat.
sorry if my grammar is wrong, and bout what i am saying.
well, if lily allen can do it, so can i!
you are fat. WTF?
close your ears, and listen to your heart.
close your ears if your friends or even other people talk about your weight, body, and clothes size.
don't lie.
just say, i am xl, l, m, s, xxs.
well, don't care if the people who is talking about your body tease you.
like :
the person : TP
you : Y
TP : hey, cute tops, where did you buy that? what's your size?
Y : i don't know, the grocery store maybe, what do you care?
TP : nothing, i was just asking (yeah, right?!)
WELL, I DON'T KNOW, but try that.
sure, that person won't ask you things about yourself.
but remember :
you are beautiful, don't forget that.
and you are attractive.
i like and love myself, i am beautiful, just the way i am.
close your ears if your friends or even other people talk about your weight, body, and clothes size.
don't lie.
just say, i am xl, l, m, s, xxs.
well, don't care if the people who is talking about your body tease you.
like :
the person : TP
you : Y
TP : hey, cute tops, where did you buy that? what's your size?
Y : i don't know, the grocery store maybe, what do you care?
TP : nothing, i was just asking (yeah, right?!)
WELL, I DON'T KNOW, but try that.
sure, that person won't ask you things about yourself.
but remember :
you are beautiful, don't forget that.
and you are attractive.
i like and love myself, i am beautiful, just the way i am.
more, more, and more.
good, ey?
i love you guys, everyday, every second.
wa ha ha ah, ehem.
well, umm, i have nothing to say.
well, i just can't wait for tomorrow to come.
and i read my sis's blog this morning.
i read papa don't preach.
and i cried.
huhuh.
;( , i miss my sissy.
hum, i am tired and exhausted, but, i don't know.
i am sick if i sleep this early.
i love you guys, everyday, every second.
wa ha ha ah, ehem.
well, umm, i have nothing to say.
well, i just can't wait for tomorrow to come.
and i read my sis's blog this morning.
i read papa don't preach.
and i cried.
huhuh.
;( , i miss my sissy.
hum, i am tired and exhausted, but, i don't know.
i am sick if i sleep this early.
ugh, bored.
i just went to my english course, and i got a new essay to be written, damn.
so boring!
i am listening to boom boom pow.
by black eyed peas.
quite cool. wait, is it quiet or quite?
never mind.
well, i had lotsa fun today.
BUT, i have a homework, and i just don't want to do it
well, how's everybody today? good, huh??
i a so in love with jesse mccartney lately.
i am in love, yes! with someone in my class.
my secret guy.
wahaha
well, i am still an enemy, and i don't really care about it.
i don't wanna talk, and also i don't wanna listen.
cause those things are wrong, well som eof them are right, but others?
can you really guarantee all the things she has said are right?
at least, i have never lied about her (wasting time)
well, good night.
i want to recharge my brain, soul, and body.
so boring!
i am listening to boom boom pow.
by black eyed peas.
quite cool. wait, is it quiet or quite?
never mind.
well, i had lotsa fun today.
BUT, i have a homework, and i just don't want to do it
well, how's everybody today? good, huh??
i a so in love with jesse mccartney lately.
i am in love, yes! with someone in my class.
my secret guy.
wahaha
well, i am still an enemy, and i don't really care about it.
i don't wanna talk, and also i don't wanna listen.
cause those things are wrong, well som eof them are right, but others?
can you really guarantee all the things she has said are right?
at least, i have never lied about her (wasting time)
well, good night.
i want to recharge my brain, soul, and body.
Kamis, 12 Maret 2009
going on?
rocking on?
i love rock, and i want to be some kind of a rock star.
wahahahaha, i wanna laugh, suddenly i remember nadine chandrawinata sayng :
"indonesia is a beautiful city."
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
so unbelievably funny.
i can't believe, this germany girl threw eggs to our indonesian face.
so, PUTRI INDONESIA.
i am not interested to be one of them
and then we must go abroad to promote indonesia.
if i were putri indonesia, i would make indonesia amazed. i don't know how, but, i'll find a way.
so, it's late. i have to go to school tomorrow.
and i must watch that's so raven!
so, good night.
have a good sleep!
i love rock, and i want to be some kind of a rock star.
wahahahaha, i wanna laugh, suddenly i remember nadine chandrawinata sayng :
"indonesia is a beautiful city."
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
so unbelievably funny.
i can't believe, this germany girl threw eggs to our indonesian face.
so, PUTRI INDONESIA.
i am not interested to be one of them
and then we must go abroad to promote indonesia.
if i were putri indonesia, i would make indonesia amazed. i don't know how, but, i'll find a way.
so, it's late. i have to go to school tomorrow.
and i must watch that's so raven!
so, good night.
have a good sleep!
right here. find it here.
wanna see a scary person that says lots of bad words?
yeah, find it here, she is patricia.
wanna read things those all about music, and all of her world?
she looks selfish but, still dirrty.(yeah, double-R)
wanna see and read posts that sometimes full of mistakes?
yeah, i a really bad in grammar. so bad.
wanna see stupid layouts that she got all from flickr.com?
yah, i love flickr.com, sometimes i find good pics, so i take it. chances come and gone remember?
wanna see the fanatic of chris brown and rihanna?
i open ultimate-rihanna.com and also uchris.com everyday.
so, find it here, read it here, all about it here. right here.
(PROMOTIONAL)
yeah, find it here, she is patricia.
wanna read things those all about music, and all of her world?
she looks selfish but, still dirrty.(yeah, double-R)
wanna see and read posts that sometimes full of mistakes?
yeah, i a really bad in grammar. so bad.
wanna see stupid layouts that she got all from flickr.com?
yah, i love flickr.com, sometimes i find good pics, so i take it. chances come and gone remember?
wanna see the fanatic of chris brown and rihanna?
i open ultimate-rihanna.com and also uchris.com everyday.
so, find it here, read it here, all about it here. right here.
(PROMOTIONAL)
don't worry, tease me, i'll kick your face, and your ass.
uh, that is going to hurt them.
people who only have braveness to talk behind somebody's back are cowards!
yes, they're cowards.
i ain't that person anymore.
i might talk about someone, but, it is probably not the thing that is not true.
sorry, i always talk and tell the truth.
not always, but, at least, i have some braveness.
i wish someone could understand me, and not under estimate me.
cause i am sure, i'll kick you ass and face.
i ain't lying.
and i am just so proud cause no one has ever touched and kicked my ass.
face? no, it's still good.
no bruisers.
you don't know how i fight, we fight a lot with each other.
me, and all my siblings.
we punch each other, and guess what?
there is a mirror at my house's studying room that is broken because of ME.
i hit it with my head, and my head is perfect, the mirror, sorry, it's broken.
wahahaha.
so, someone? wanna mess with me?
boys, don't matter.
but, i won't start a fight.
i am not a jerk.
people who only have braveness to talk behind somebody's back are cowards!
yes, they're cowards.
i ain't that person anymore.
i might talk about someone, but, it is probably not the thing that is not true.
sorry, i always talk and tell the truth.
not always, but, at least, i have some braveness.
i wish someone could understand me, and not under estimate me.
cause i am sure, i'll kick you ass and face.
i ain't lying.
and i am just so proud cause no one has ever touched and kicked my ass.
face? no, it's still good.
no bruisers.
you don't know how i fight, we fight a lot with each other.
me, and all my siblings.
we punch each other, and guess what?
there is a mirror at my house's studying room that is broken because of ME.
i hit it with my head, and my head is perfect, the mirror, sorry, it's broken.
wahahaha.
so, someone? wanna mess with me?
boys, don't matter.
but, i won't start a fight.
i am not a jerk.
dancing?
i love to dance, dancing is my life.
i have to dance everyday, cause my legs love to move.
i love free-styling.
it's free, just like myself, FREE.
i wanna dance, especially with somebody who loves me (that's a lyric)
well, i love to move my body.
i love ciara, nicole scherzinger, and chris brown.
but, i really love ciara.
she is the god of women dancers (is this right english?)
dancing, dancing.
but, i love to dance by myself, i don't like other people tell me to move to the left, right or things.
dance!
i have to dance everyday, cause my legs love to move.
i love free-styling.
it's free, just like myself, FREE.
i wanna dance, especially with somebody who loves me (that's a lyric)
well, i love to move my body.
i love ciara, nicole scherzinger, and chris brown.
but, i really love ciara.
she is the god of women dancers (is this right english?)
dancing, dancing.
but, i love to dance by myself, i don't like other people tell me to move to the left, right or things.
dance!
RIHANNA 3!
i love rihanna, rihanna is so cool and fashionable.
well, i have recommended to stardoll.com to make the doll of rihanna for the third time, and guess what, they have made it! (even, not only me, others too.)
and i love it!
rihanna looks so real and adorable in that doll.
she looks so real and still, beautiful.
even after got beaten by chris, she is still beautiful.
the key is, her make up artist and he make ups of course!
and she is still my role model. cause i just couldn't find another one.
but i love katy perry so much!
she is cool and down to herself, but riri is so much better, even sometimes she fakes it.
this is it :
click it for higher resolution and higher quality picture.
see. rihanna is, A SUPERSTAR!
well, i have recommended to stardoll.com to make the doll of rihanna for the third time, and guess what, they have made it! (even, not only me, others too.)
and i love it!
rihanna looks so real and adorable in that doll.
she looks so real and still, beautiful.
even after got beaten by chris, she is still beautiful.
the key is, her make up artist and he make ups of course!
and she is still my role model. cause i just couldn't find another one.
but i love katy perry so much!
she is cool and down to herself, but riri is so much better, even sometimes she fakes it.
this is it :
click it for higher resolution and higher quality picture.
see. rihanna is, A SUPERSTAR!
scooter and chris are the heads of my class!
i'm the head of my class.
head of my class.
i love that song!
love it, and love it!
cause of course, there is chris brown.
my favorite man of all time.
and scooter is cool too.
anyways, it has been a really long time that i haven't watched run;s house.
i miss diggy so much!
and also russy!
i just love run's house.
full of "family-thing" and full of spirit and advices.
i love the cast, the people, and of course the house.
it is huge, and cool.
people love being rich, all of us, love to be rich
head of my class.
i love that song!
love it, and love it!
cause of course, there is chris brown.
my favorite man of all time.
and scooter is cool too.
anyways, it has been a really long time that i haven't watched run;s house.
i miss diggy so much!
and also russy!
i just love run's house.
full of "family-thing" and full of spirit and advices.
i love the cast, the people, and of course the house.
it is huge, and cool.
people love being rich, all of us, love to be rich
3 months to go
i know, it is still a long time.
but, hoping is not a wrong thing, right?
i am just counting down, yeah-ha-ha.
can't wait.
don't worry everybody is going to get one plastic bag.
feel free to ask me :
"can you buy me........?"
but, hoping is not a wrong thing, right?
i am just counting down, yeah-ha-ha.
can't wait.
don't worry everybody is going to get one plastic bag.
feel free to ask me :
"can you buy me........?"
i am afraid, but, i am not afraid.
i don't know why i am saying this, but just follow the flow, i'll find something to be told.
well, i have promised that i won't tell anything about my probs.
well, i am afraid, cause i have no friends (well, that is the stupidest confession that i have ever told).
well, people kinda staying away from me nowadays.
but, who gives a shit about it.
screw you!
i am still the same.
i pick my nose, i sneeze a lot, and i sleep with tank tops and shorts, sometimes i wear shorts those are for boys (and i am not ashamed to say that, wahahaha)
well, i am still reading this shitting book called "the black dahlia"
ugh, this book sucks!
i can't even understand the words they are saying.
well, i have a plan, the really big one.
yee-haa.
if i stand up and talk about my faults, someone is going to have a broken heart.
so, what must i do?
i am not a girl that spends her time with calling and say sorry.
sorry, i am not that cheap.
uh, i need drugs.
well, i have promised that i won't tell anything about my probs.
well, i am afraid, cause i have no friends (well, that is the stupidest confession that i have ever told).
well, people kinda staying away from me nowadays.
but, who gives a shit about it.
screw you!
i am still the same.
i pick my nose, i sneeze a lot, and i sleep with tank tops and shorts, sometimes i wear shorts those are for boys (and i am not ashamed to say that, wahahaha)
well, i am still reading this shitting book called "the black dahlia"
ugh, this book sucks!
i can't even understand the words they are saying.
well, i have a plan, the really big one.
yee-haa.
if i stand up and talk about my faults, someone is going to have a broken heart.
so, what must i do?
i am not a girl that spends her time with calling and say sorry.
sorry, i am not that cheap.
uh, i need drugs.
fantasy.
isn't it great?
i love fantasying.
it't fun, i guess that is why i have lots and lots of imaginary friends.
i don't know, err... about thirteen? fourteen?or thirty?
yeah, about that much.
i love them, so much!
but of course i choose to be friends with real friends, ad real humans, instead of friends with them.
but, for sure, they always give me, umm, ADVICES.
even sometimes real humans make me sick.
and my imaginary ones never.
that's because i made them, i met them, and i took them
i even always sleep with them (hehehe, scary huh?)
i am not afraid, they protect me, and we always pray together.
uh, it's just stupid, too stupid.
i love fantasying.
it't fun, i guess that is why i have lots and lots of imaginary friends.
i don't know, err... about thirteen? fourteen?or thirty?
yeah, about that much.
i love them, so much!
but of course i choose to be friends with real friends, ad real humans, instead of friends with them.
but, for sure, they always give me, umm, ADVICES.
even sometimes real humans make me sick.
and my imaginary ones never.
that's because i made them, i met them, and i took them
i even always sleep with them (hehehe, scary huh?)
i am not afraid, they protect me, and we always pray together.
uh, it's just stupid, too stupid.
i will never be the same
yeah-haha, how's everyone today??
i talked to my sister today, i mean, i texted.
so, i decided to act usual.
say "hi!", and if they still hate me, who gives a shit?
i love katy perry, she says what she wants to say.
and i say fuck, if i want to say fuck.
well, i am fine, as usual.
still bad, mean, and unstoppable.
you send millions of people to change me, i will never change, if i don't want to.
hey, i am thinking to change the address of this blog.
it sounds too boring.
so, i am thinking.
still love katy purry. hehehehe
i will never think and tell about my problems anymore.
i just want to talk about this world, and well, let's think about politics!
i can't wait for the election, still number 31!
demokrat!
i love Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono, and i want him to be our president, one more time.
before touching this computer, i filled my scrapbook.
with articles, and stuff.
ugh, bored.
i talked to my sister today, i mean, i texted.
so, i decided to act usual.
say "hi!", and if they still hate me, who gives a shit?
i love katy perry, she says what she wants to say.
and i say fuck, if i want to say fuck.
well, i am fine, as usual.
still bad, mean, and unstoppable.
you send millions of people to change me, i will never change, if i don't want to.
hey, i am thinking to change the address of this blog.
it sounds too boring.
so, i am thinking.
still love katy purry. hehehehe
i will never think and tell about my problems anymore.
i just want to talk about this world, and well, let's think about politics!
i can't wait for the election, still number 31!
demokrat!
i love Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono, and i want him to be our president, one more time.
before touching this computer, i filled my scrapbook.
with articles, and stuff.
ugh, bored.
Rabu, 11 Maret 2009
o-okay.
well, today was great.
i had a lot of laugh.
i laughed a lot, and walked away
well, we are still enemies.
i don't really care.
everybody has gotten brainwashed (is this right english??)
i know i am wrong, but look at (why am i talking about this? this isn't important.)
well, i have much to say, but i have no time.
tomorrow i am having a big test.
mathematic test, well, if i wanna to go to LA, my grades must be good.
or, "NO LA"
well, guess what?
i went to EF, and i got a new teacher, and we talked about politics and all capital cities.
well, i am not that smart.
i'm gone
i had a lot of laugh.
i laughed a lot, and walked away
well, we are still enemies.
i don't really care.
everybody has gotten brainwashed (is this right english??)
i know i am wrong, but look at (why am i talking about this? this isn't important.)
well, i have much to say, but i have no time.
tomorrow i am having a big test.
mathematic test, well, if i wanna to go to LA, my grades must be good.
or, "NO LA"
well, guess what?
i went to EF, and i got a new teacher, and we talked about politics and all capital cities.
well, i am not that smart.
i'm gone
Selasa, 10 Maret 2009
did we win?did we lose?is it over?can i leave?
i just love those line.
i love sonny with a chance!
i am such a big fan of that silly tv show.
i just open stardoll, and there is a new doll of rihanna and it is just really cute, i wanna kiss that doll from this silly computer.
and guess what?
i don't really like saying guess what anymore.
but maybe, i'll like it again.
i am waiting for the video od the new single of britney to come otu.
if u seek amy.
or FUCK ME, for short.
i miss watching FRANK & WOODLEY.
and i am so jealous, cause my sister is going to watch frank.
ugh.
i also need a song that is catchy and easy.
for my sport project (project??) at school.
ah, forget it, i don't really care about it anyway.
and then, a lot of things happened today.
and i don't know about tomorrow.
will i be happy?
of will i cry?
i just want to say this thing on more time :
did we win?did we lose?is it over?can i leave?
signing off.
you have a great night!
i love sonny with a chance!
i am such a big fan of that silly tv show.
i just open stardoll, and there is a new doll of rihanna and it is just really cute, i wanna kiss that doll from this silly computer.
and guess what?
i don't really like saying guess what anymore.
but maybe, i'll like it again.
i am waiting for the video od the new single of britney to come otu.
if u seek amy.
or FUCK ME, for short.
i miss watching FRANK & WOODLEY.
and i am so jealous, cause my sister is going to watch frank.
ugh.
i also need a song that is catchy and easy.
for my sport project (project??) at school.
ah, forget it, i don't really care about it anyway.
and then, a lot of things happened today.
and i don't know about tomorrow.
will i be happy?
of will i cry?
i just want to say this thing on more time :
did we win?did we lose?is it over?can i leave?
signing off.
you have a great night!
am i jerk? or was i a jerk?
i hurt a person today.
i feel sorry, but i feel proud about myself cause i told her what i think.
and i said lots of things that against the things that she has told.
i don't really care about her.
i don't care that she is smiling or crying or even dying.
she has hurt my feelings (i know, i got feelings too.)
people say i have changed not to be better, but to be worse.
for me, i have changed, not to be better, and not to be worse.
i am who i am, i feel different about myself cause i feel that i am being myself.
and i ain't feel sorry about that.
cause this is who i am.
and if you guys still want to talk about me, saying i changed and things.
go ahead, i can't stop you.
what else can i do?
i ain't fightin' type.
but, if you guys want me to, then i'll be scarier than the scariest thing in this world.
i make ghost go away, and then i'll make you go away.
i don't really see myself the way people see me, i see myself the way i see myself.
i feel sorry, but i feel proud about myself cause i told her what i think.
and i said lots of things that against the things that she has told.
i don't really care about her.
i don't care that she is smiling or crying or even dying.
she has hurt my feelings (i know, i got feelings too.)
people say i have changed not to be better, but to be worse.
for me, i have changed, not to be better, and not to be worse.
i am who i am, i feel different about myself cause i feel that i am being myself.
and i ain't feel sorry about that.
cause this is who i am.
and if you guys still want to talk about me, saying i changed and things.
go ahead, i can't stop you.
what else can i do?
i ain't fightin' type.
but, if you guys want me to, then i'll be scarier than the scariest thing in this world.
i make ghost go away, and then i'll make you go away.
i don't really see myself the way people see me, i see myself the way i see myself.
Senin, 09 Maret 2009
hey-hey-hey
so, what had happened?
ugh, if you ask me that question, i will answer it with a really long paragraph. not sentence
well, i found out that my own friend hates me, i don't care.
and i have decided that i will go to her and talked about that thing.
and i ate a supplement, salmon oil, and guess what?
i burped and it smelled like fish, like sushi, and did you know that i really don't like sushi??
huek!
and then i just got my mom's signature for my chemistry test.
the score is horrible.
uh, i should be ashamed of myself.
and then, i just want to kick someone's ass, and say : "please, bring my tits home."
uh, sorry for saying that words, i just love to say bad words lately.
guess what? (why i always say guess what??)
i haven't taken a bath since yesterday. and my body is all sticky and dirty, but not smelly.
ugh, if you ask me that question, i will answer it with a really long paragraph. not sentence
well, i found out that my own friend hates me, i don't care.
and i have decided that i will go to her and talked about that thing.
and i ate a supplement, salmon oil, and guess what?
i burped and it smelled like fish, like sushi, and did you know that i really don't like sushi??
huek!
and then i just got my mom's signature for my chemistry test.
the score is horrible.
uh, i should be ashamed of myself.
and then, i just want to kick someone's ass, and say : "please, bring my tits home."
uh, sorry for saying that words, i just love to say bad words lately.
guess what? (why i always say guess what??)
i haven't taken a bath since yesterday. and my body is all sticky and dirty, but not smelly.
look at myself, i'm a mess.
i am a mess since i was born.
well, people hate me right now.
well, i don't give a damn about it.
i am a loser, i am a dork, i am a jerk, but one thing that they can't call me, betrayer.
i ain't that person.
i always lie, but, i never lie and blame it to other people.
uhh, i am just to bastard to be a bastard.
how's that??
listen, the rest of my life, i have been a person who is weak, and never stand up for anyone else.
and now, i have learnt about standing up for other people.
now i can say words about my family.
no one messing with my family, even with their names.
remember thatl.
patricia is a guard dog.
she guards her family, even sometimes she hates them for some reasons.
but, she also guards herself.
and no one can mess her.
uh-uh, na-ah, no ONE.
not even her own family.
and now, there is another problem. friendship problems.
ugh, i just can't face it.
but i am a guard dog.
i guard myself.
and maria patricia utami saragih will fight against every single person that messes with them
my words may can't make you scared of me, but sure, myself will make you scared.
and guess what?
tomorrow no matter what time it is, i will come to everybody that messes with me and ask them : WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?
and sure they will say : "what's wrong with you?" or "ask yourself."
i may be mean and bad sometimes.
but if you know me well, you will know how to make me friends with you again.
i am not scared.
well, people hate me right now.
well, i don't give a damn about it.
i am a loser, i am a dork, i am a jerk, but one thing that they can't call me, betrayer.
i ain't that person.
i always lie, but, i never lie and blame it to other people.
uhh, i am just to bastard to be a bastard.
how's that??
listen, the rest of my life, i have been a person who is weak, and never stand up for anyone else.
and now, i have learnt about standing up for other people.
now i can say words about my family.
no one messing with my family, even with their names.
remember thatl.
patricia is a guard dog.
she guards her family, even sometimes she hates them for some reasons.
but, she also guards herself.
and no one can mess her.
uh-uh, na-ah, no ONE.
not even her own family.
and now, there is another problem. friendship problems.
ugh, i just can't face it.
but i am a guard dog.
i guard myself.
and maria patricia utami saragih will fight against every single person that messes with them
my words may can't make you scared of me, but sure, myself will make you scared.
and guess what?
tomorrow no matter what time it is, i will come to everybody that messes with me and ask them : WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?
and sure they will say : "what's wrong with you?" or "ask yourself."
i may be mean and bad sometimes.
but if you know me well, you will know how to make me friends with you again.
i am not scared.
who's happy? I DO!
YEAHHAAAHAHA!
i am so proud of myself.
and i thank you guys.
i love you guys, my blog is nothing without you guys.
yeah, i am still happy.
even i know right now, people hate me.
people hate me, wahaha.
i am taking these risks.
people hate me because of myself, i am a jerk and a dork.
woo-, now i know why these things happen.
well, i am going to tell you.
but listen people have problems.
i am so proud of myself.
and i thank you guys.
i love you guys, my blog is nothing without you guys.
yeah, i am still happy.
even i know right now, people hate me.
people hate me, wahaha.
i am taking these risks.
people hate me because of myself, i am a jerk and a dork.
woo-, now i know why these things happen.
well, i am going to tell you.
but listen people have problems.
Chrianna? ugh.
i love them, i like them, i love their music, and right now, wherever everyone or everybody is, they are thinking and reading about "Rihanna & Chris"
listen to this :
Sources say Rihanna was the first one to strike — slapping and striking Brown “numerous times” while he was driving, after seeing the text message from another woman. And Rihanna was fighting Brown as he punched and hurt her. We’re told much of this is reflected in the official police report based on what Rihanna told cops. As a result, they say, this is not a case that demands a felony plea.
well, what do you think??
he was in court but now, he is back to work?
and rihanna hit back to work at the studio.
and about rihanna and chris have got married in mexico, oh-oh
and what about this :
uh, what's next?
listen to this :
Sources say Rihanna was the first one to strike — slapping and striking Brown “numerous times” while he was driving, after seeing the text message from another woman. And Rihanna was fighting Brown as he punched and hurt her. We’re told much of this is reflected in the official police report based on what Rihanna told cops. As a result, they say, this is not a case that demands a felony plea.
well, what do you think??
he was in court but now, he is back to work?
and rihanna hit back to work at the studio.
and about rihanna and chris have got married in mexico, oh-oh
and what about this :
Rihanna has made Chris Brown sign a contract that stipulates that if he hits her again,he will have to pay her up to $10 million.
Chris Brown reportedly has scored a deal with the female R ‘n’ B singer, in which it is stated that he agrees to pay her “as much as $10 million” and possibly more “if he as much as squeezes her arm the wrongway.” Report on the deal that the twosome has scored was made public by Chicago Sun-Times on Friday, March 6.uh, what's next?
i am so BORE-D
UGH, i have got nothing to do, so i just stay at home.
you know, it's kinda fun.
f-u-n
i'd rather stay at home than go to the mall or to the festival or dufan (jakarta's "disneyland" but, dufan is a lot dirtier and not safer), if that's the right english.
well, i am being here, in front of the computer, still being a computer GEEK, and blogging and searching for somethings to be downloaded.
i just three episodes of law & order.
my sister left that at home before going back to melbourne.
and i did a movie run last night.
we watched beverly hill cihuahua, blond and blonder, seven pounds, and law & order.
seven pounds is a great movie, but boring.
and the last thing that happened was he killed himself.
uh-lala, will smith killed himself, he died to make more than 2 persons alive (ugh, my english is so messy)
well guess how dirty i am?
i gaven't taken a bath since yesterday.
yesterday i just took a bath in the morning and then, well, i didn't forget, i was just lazy.
and yes, i am so dirty!
hehehehe, please, i am so sorry i make you feel disgust of me.
yeah-yeah, this is me.
and i am not scared if you don't want to be my friend.
and if someday someone ask you ?
"why you don't want to be friends with patricia?"
and then i am sure you'll say :
"ihhh, that disgusting girl, she never takes a bath."
(and then you will add something that is not true about me)
yeah, that's right, and that will make that persong that ask you not friends with me again.
hahaha, i just wanna laugh.
well, that's my story for today.
i am not signing off, i am just going to fill my other blog.
well, you have a nice day.
(hey and btw, this clock is wrong, and i will find out how to fix it. right now is 2.30 pm, not 00.25)
you know, it's kinda fun.
f-u-n
i'd rather stay at home than go to the mall or to the festival or dufan (jakarta's "disneyland" but, dufan is a lot dirtier and not safer), if that's the right english.
well, i am being here, in front of the computer, still being a computer GEEK, and blogging and searching for somethings to be downloaded.
i just three episodes of law & order.
my sister left that at home before going back to melbourne.
and i did a movie run last night.
we watched beverly hill cihuahua, blond and blonder, seven pounds, and law & order.
seven pounds is a great movie, but boring.
and the last thing that happened was he killed himself.
uh-lala, will smith killed himself, he died to make more than 2 persons alive (ugh, my english is so messy)
well guess how dirty i am?
i gaven't taken a bath since yesterday.
yesterday i just took a bath in the morning and then, well, i didn't forget, i was just lazy.
and yes, i am so dirty!
hehehehe, please, i am so sorry i make you feel disgust of me.
yeah-yeah, this is me.
and i am not scared if you don't want to be my friend.
and if someday someone ask you ?
"why you don't want to be friends with patricia?"
and then i am sure you'll say :
"ihhh, that disgusting girl, she never takes a bath."
(and then you will add something that is not true about me)
yeah, that's right, and that will make that persong that ask you not friends with me again.
hahaha, i just wanna laugh.
well, that's my story for today.
i am not signing off, i am just going to fill my other blog.
well, you have a nice day.
(hey and btw, this clock is wrong, and i will find out how to fix it. right now is 2.30 pm, not 00.25)
Minggu, 08 Maret 2009
HEY-HEY-HEY
so? how's the new layout?
i am just so happy, cause tomorrow, i can still kick back and relax.
hheehehehhee.
cause tomorrow is a holiday.
even it's just a day, but, at least, tomorrow is monday.
i hate mondays, so probably that holiday has erased monday, even only for these week.
well, what's poppin'?
i am just sitting in front of my house's computer (i know, it's not mine, it's ours.)
typing and i just made 5 new layouts for my blogs.
yeay!
and i just hate the internet, cause i can't even open google.
so, that's just stupid.
hey, listen to this rumour :
Chris Brown agrees to pay 10 million dollars for possible future assault.
well, i don't really know what that means, but, chris is just stupid.
go to jail, chris.
no-no-no, chris cannot go to jail, he must release his album, this YEAR!
well, today is just exhausting, i wanna die.
but, i have blogs to do, and i just love my blog.
hehehehe.
well, forgetting about exs.
talking about exs, why all my exs are all jerks??
ugh, i don't know. i was just playing with them, hehehe
but, i won't play with another boy anymore.
i am not that kinda bastard.
well, signing off.
i am just so happy, cause tomorrow, i can still kick back and relax.
hheehehehhee.
cause tomorrow is a holiday.
even it's just a day, but, at least, tomorrow is monday.
i hate mondays, so probably that holiday has erased monday, even only for these week.
well, what's poppin'?
i am just sitting in front of my house's computer (i know, it's not mine, it's ours.)
typing and i just made 5 new layouts for my blogs.
yeay!
and i just hate the internet, cause i can't even open google.
so, that's just stupid.
hey, listen to this rumour :
Chris Brown agrees to pay 10 million dollars for possible future assault.
well, i don't really know what that means, but, chris is just stupid.
go to jail, chris.
no-no-no, chris cannot go to jail, he must release his album, this YEAR!
well, today is just exhausting, i wanna die.
but, i have blogs to do, and i just love my blog.
hehehehe.
well, forgetting about exs.
talking about exs, why all my exs are all jerks??
ugh, i don't know. i was just playing with them, hehehe
but, i won't play with another boy anymore.
i am not that kinda bastard.
well, signing off.
ask me? not men.
well if somebody ask me about :
what do you want?
i want a new iPod, and i want to break my phone, so that means, i don't have phone anymore, and i won't buy another one. yeah.
do you want to have a new boyfriend?
o yeah, of course, i will cheat on him. no of course. right now, i want to be SINGle! AND I AM SINGLE. and i am proud, well, i am kinda seeing a boy right now.
what's your idea about being yourself?
umm, i don;t have one. being yourself is about wear whatever you want and do whatever you want. hey! that's an idea! do it, and you will be happy
what do you always think in your mind, a sentence?
"every step you take, every move you make, just be careful, please, because, there are so many rocks whether on the floor or on the street."
when you write a poem, who are the people that you're thinking?
the lovely ones, the boys, the fams, and me.
describe yourself!
i am a selfish person, full of emotions, colorful, easy-to-be-mad, not really talented, emotional, and really bad in math. yeah.
and if you are an animal, you are?
a strong deer, that makes cheetahs and lions, or others those want to eat me, feel scared about me. (i know, you'll never find one deer like that, hehehehe)
what do you want?
i want a new iPod, and i want to break my phone, so that means, i don't have phone anymore, and i won't buy another one. yeah.
do you want to have a new boyfriend?
o yeah, of course, i will cheat on him. no of course. right now, i want to be SINGle! AND I AM SINGLE. and i am proud, well, i am kinda seeing a boy right now.
what's your idea about being yourself?
umm, i don;t have one. being yourself is about wear whatever you want and do whatever you want. hey! that's an idea! do it, and you will be happy
what do you always think in your mind, a sentence?
"every step you take, every move you make, just be careful, please, because, there are so many rocks whether on the floor or on the street."
when you write a poem, who are the people that you're thinking?
the lovely ones, the boys, the fams, and me.
describe yourself!
i am a selfish person, full of emotions, colorful, easy-to-be-mad, not really talented, emotional, and really bad in math. yeah.
and if you are an animal, you are?
a strong deer, that makes cheetahs and lions, or others those want to eat me, feel scared about me. (i know, you'll never find one deer like that, hehehehe)
Sabtu, 07 Maret 2009
mean enough, far enough
people make me afraid, and i make people afraid of me.
of my emotion and my moves.
i HAD 2 best friends.
2 boys and 2 girls.
and now, it's only 2 girls.
and they are not those two.
they are nadya and mitzy.
cause they are the people that know about my biggest secrets.
about who i like.
okay, back to the point.
we used to hang out together, we used to love each other, as friends, of course.
but now, we are like titanic.
crashed, don't know where.
and now we have our own ways.
we don't care about each other anymore.
well, i don't need help, cause i don;t wanna come back.
cause i just feel that this is me, myself.
well, that is life.
of my emotion and my moves.
i HAD 2 best friends.
2 boys and 2 girls.
and now, it's only 2 girls.
and they are not those two.
they are nadya and mitzy.
cause they are the people that know about my biggest secrets.
about who i like.
okay, back to the point.
we used to hang out together, we used to love each other, as friends, of course.
but now, we are like titanic.
crashed, don't know where.
and now we have our own ways.
we don't care about each other anymore.
well, i don't need help, cause i don;t wanna come back.
cause i just feel that this is me, myself.
well, that is life.
Jumat, 06 Maret 2009
are you a jonas brothers fan?
iuuhh, i am totally not.
well, they are cool, and cute.
but their voices, please.
and joe, his hair??
he needs a new haircut.
bald would be great (no i was just kidding, but please, he looks like a girl)
and nick (your voice is like a man moaning (sorry), but you break every girl's heart)
so i have some jb's wallpaper and photos, i hope you like it.
cause they're just really cute (the wallpapers, not them)
well, they are cool, and cute.
but their voices, please.
and joe, his hair??
he needs a new haircut.
bald would be great (no i was just kidding, but please, he looks like a girl)
and nick (your voice is like a man moaning (sorry), but you break every girl's heart)
so i have some jb's wallpaper and photos, i hope you like it.
cause they're just really cute (the wallpapers, not them)
bad, poor, but still i think it is scandal!
well, do you think rihanna and chris brown, the L.A incident?
don't you think it is scandal.
why?
cause her album, wow! people care about rihanna.
but now, they are making up again.
and guess what? they just spent time together in mexico in diddy's house.
good for them, but now chris is in court, i hope he is doing well.
huhuhuhu
so that is why put rihanna's eye and chris's eye.
hehehe, this is just cute.
don't you think it is scandal.
why?
cause her album, wow! people care about rihanna.
but now, they are making up again.
and guess what? they just spent time together in mexico in diddy's house.
good for them, but now chris is in court, i hope he is doing well.
huhuhuhu
so that is why put rihanna's eye and chris's eye.
hehehe, this is just cute.
Kamis, 05 Maret 2009
i am patricia.
well-well-well.
since i made this blog, i haven't introduce myself.
full of myself to the world. (iuhhh)
well, Maria Patricia Utami Saragih is always sleepy all the time.
you give bolsters, pillows, and then, she will sleep on the floor, on the couch.
all right!
cause, she is a sleeper.
she likes so much boys, but, right now, she likes someone, in her class, in her school. whatcha think about that, huh??
she likes pizza, but she love satay padang, much more!
her life is her family, her friends, and her besties, and also FOOD.
she is shy, and she is learning to be brave. uh-uh-uh.
she always listens to Rihanna, Chris Brown, Kanye West, Ciara, T-Pain, and Yelle.
she likes watching Sonny With a Chance and Wizards of Waverly Place, but she uis not a fan of disney, but she sure love disneyland.
she doesn't like to bring phone everywhere, and if you are trying to call her or text her don;t get mad if she doesn't reply, cause, the thing is, she doesn't like bringing stuff everywhere.
she likes going to the mall, but, she doesn't like shopping or taking pictures.
she loves her best friend, she is in her classroom.
she is writing a book called "Jiwa yang Hilang", and she hopes that that book could be released.
she is not really good at english, so probably, so sorry if her english is wrong, uuppss.
she loves to eat, eating is her life, her whole life! especially ameirican, thai, indonesian, and chinese food (well, those are a lot of food)
she love ORANGE! she loves everything that connected with orange.
she loves to sing and dance. she moves a lot, and she sings a lot. her voice is not that bad.
she loves to be dirty, and she wants lots and lots of presents, not only on her birthday, but e-ve-ry-d-a-a-ay!!!
woohh!~~
so that's long enough, and peaceout!
P X
since i made this blog, i haven't introduce myself.
full of myself to the world. (iuhhh)
well, Maria Patricia Utami Saragih is always sleepy all the time.
you give bolsters, pillows, and then, she will sleep on the floor, on the couch.
all right!
cause, she is a sleeper.
she likes so much boys, but, right now, she likes someone, in her class, in her school. whatcha think about that, huh??
she likes pizza, but she love satay padang, much more!
her life is her family, her friends, and her besties, and also FOOD.
she is shy, and she is learning to be brave. uh-uh-uh.
she always listens to Rihanna, Chris Brown, Kanye West, Ciara, T-Pain, and Yelle.
she likes watching Sonny With a Chance and Wizards of Waverly Place, but she uis not a fan of disney, but she sure love disneyland.
she doesn't like to bring phone everywhere, and if you are trying to call her or text her don;t get mad if she doesn't reply, cause, the thing is, she doesn't like bringing stuff everywhere.
she likes going to the mall, but, she doesn't like shopping or taking pictures.
she loves her best friend, she is in her classroom.
she is writing a book called "Jiwa yang Hilang", and she hopes that that book could be released.
she is not really good at english, so probably, so sorry if her english is wrong, uuppss.
she loves to eat, eating is her life, her whole life! especially ameirican, thai, indonesian, and chinese food (well, those are a lot of food)
she love ORANGE! she loves everything that connected with orange.
she loves to sing and dance. she moves a lot, and she sings a lot. her voice is not that bad.
she loves to be dirty, and she wants lots and lots of presents, not only on her birthday, but e-ve-ry-d-a-a-ay!!!
woohh!~~
so that's long enough, and peaceout!
P X
Maria Patricia Utami Saragih is going to hit hollywood in june!
yeyeyeyeyeyeyayayayayayayayayayz!
words cannot express how happy i am.
cause, i am going to los angeles!!
yeyeyayayay!
i am going to "wow!"
words cannot express how happy i am.
cause, i am going to los angeles!!
yeyeyayayay!
i am going to "wow!"
cousins!!
i love them, i love them!!!
they are fun, they are funny!!
i love them, just like i love my own sisters.
uh-uh, they like to cry, scream, and ruin stuff.
and i want to help them, but, my size is just too big, and too old.
hiks hiks hiks.
they are Gloria (the oldest, the most understand, and the biggest fan if High School Musical), and then there is Gabby (the strongest, the best english, and she is a fan of Mr. Doddix), beside her there is Aurel (she is cute, her smile is killing! and she is the best to have good childhood, cause why? she spent it with me, hehehehe), and then there is Eva (my lovely-lovely-lovely cousin, i love her, and i love her sister. eva is the best singer, she has a beautiful voice, and she is real smart!)
i missssss them!!
they are fun, they are funny!!
i love them, just like i love my own sisters.
uh-uh, they like to cry, scream, and ruin stuff.
and i want to help them, but, my size is just too big, and too old.
hiks hiks hiks.
they are Gloria (the oldest, the most understand, and the biggest fan if High School Musical), and then there is Gabby (the strongest, the best english, and she is a fan of Mr. Doddix), beside her there is Aurel (she is cute, her smile is killing! and she is the best to have good childhood, cause why? she spent it with me, hehehehe), and then there is Eva (my lovely-lovely-lovely cousin, i love her, and i love her sister. eva is the best singer, she has a beautiful voice, and she is real smart!)
i missssss them!!
a kiss from a rose
love.
rose.
and flower.
full of mystery, isn't?
i said these words. and no one was even listening.
well, i am running to a place to find my own place to scream and shout my shoutouts.
well, love hurts, yeah right?
have you got hurt by loe?
but, in your heart you'll say "but love made me happy, and makes me happy."
we can't blame loev.
love sucks, but love sure something to all of us.
and now, we have to learn about responsibility.
yeah, yeayayaya, boring, but good.
so have you learnt your lesson?
rose.
and flower.
full of mystery, isn't?
i said these words. and no one was even listening.
well, i am running to a place to find my own place to scream and shout my shoutouts.
well, love hurts, yeah right?
have you got hurt by loe?
but, in your heart you'll say "but love made me happy, and makes me happy."
we can't blame loev.
love sucks, but love sure something to all of us.
and now, we have to learn about responsibility.
yeah, yeayayaya, boring, but good.
so have you learnt your lesson?
Langganan:
Postingan (Atom)
