yeh, i am desperate.

if i talk about discrimination, all i will get is an answer saying "no."

this world is freaking insane, that is why yesterday i didn't post anything
i want to punch a person. i wanna kill a person.
and then kill myself.

i am not even in a blog mood.
i wanna cried, but i cried already.
i wanna kill myself slowly, i tried that already.
i wanna kill my family, i wanted to try that, but i am not that kind of bastard.

i am not even happy when i see my favorite man on earth.
and now my mom's calling me from outside.

what am i supposed to do?
ugh.