am i hopeless?

maybe, definitely, maybe.

you see, nobody likes me because i am mean, and hard.
well, that is myself.
nobody wants to be my boyfriend, cause i am not popular.
well, i don;t want to be popular, and guess what? i am proud to be who i want to be.
unlike you maybe, maybe you like to fake yourself, to make people like you.

well, i never beg a person to be my friend, i don't wanna lose my dignity.
there is this girl, everybody likes him, but me, nobody.
well, i don't really care then.

if God can't provide any boyfriends to me, then i am sure He will provide me a better future, even it's not present, i have future, a better than the present.

i love you God.
wahaah, at least i can see myself right now.

well p.s : be yourself, open your mask, i am sure there is something beautiful behind you massive mask
(does it make any sense? at all?)