am i jerk? or was i a jerk?

i hurt a person today.
i feel sorry, but i feel proud about myself cause i told her what i think.
and i said lots of things that against the things that she has told.

i don't really care about her.
i don't care that she is smiling or crying or even dying.

she has hurt my feelings (i know, i got feelings too.)

people say i have changed not to be better, but to be worse.
for me, i have changed, not to be better, and not to be worse.
i am who i am, i feel different about myself cause i feel that i am being myself.
and i ain't feel sorry about that.
cause this is who i am.

and if you guys still want to talk about me, saying i changed and things.
go ahead, i can't stop you.
what else can i do?

i ain't fightin' type.
but, if you guys want me to, then i'll be scarier than the scariest thing in this world.
i make ghost go away, and then i'll make you go away.

i don't really see myself the way people see me, i see myself the way i see myself.