my pretty fcuking prom!

PROM GOT ME GOING REALLY GOOD. damn hell yeah. i wore my sisters dress cause it doesnt fit me, and i like things that i dont really fit in. cause i dont really want to fit in this fcking damn world.
back to the prom thingy. i wore black, and a ridicilous necklace, and a bracelet :) i looked awesomely nasty and ugly. i got ready and took a bath in nadya's house, and she has a nana, she is DAMN noisy. couldnt stand it. but, i acted fake but polite. i just smiled and i heard she was talking to me behind the door. but anyays, i wore 13cm heels. and i felt amazing for the first 1 hour, and then i started to feel : damn i wanna die. and when i was dancing, i took off my heels, and i couldnt walk :)
wow-heels are painfulkiller.
thats me the aftar partay. after that, i moved my ass to hard rock cafe in ex. damn i was tired but i was friggin happy.

thoughts. thought. pictures of you.

dang. i miss you.
dang. i hate you.
dang. why am i thinking this way?

we rehearsed today. again and again. im extremely exhausted. and i still suck. o'course :O
HAHA. just heard about justin bieber's hacked twitter. HAHA. thats hilarious. i like justin, but im not as crazy as those millions of girls who have more powers than the navy seals. daaamnnn.
i also heard aboyut the karpal syndrom. DAMN. im so scared of using computers right now. they did some surgery on this woman, her hand looks veryveryvery scary. like real scary.
ohlala.

i cant just keep thinking about one thing:boys. catn, just cant. but this boy, this one boy is always here. keep moving but my mind about him is-. im excited, but im sad. on june6th im gonna go, im gonna take off. im gonna go for a flight to MELBOURNE via BALI! this is fun! so sososososossososososososo fun! i cant wait to not see your face and to not write on my blog everyday :)

i dont know. im gonna write something critical in a sec. just wait. just wait to cry :)

my first kiss went a little like *shooottt.

sometimes. oh wait. think think think. oh i know what my problem is.

IT'S YOU.

you've been buggin my eyes for like AGES, beautiful GALS.

damn, i hate you guys SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.

you know what, if this is america, i'll take lindsay lohan's line in georgia rule or soemthing.

she says : you disturb me one more time, i'll fck your boyfriends stupid.

and id like to say that, TO YOU. but i still have limitations. i still know whats called normas and kesopanan.

and i know how to make you stupid friggin hate me. piece a cake. i know somethng that YOU dont even know. and when you find out, you'll be as crazy as my baby milo doggy.

well, ass my ass. hate me now hate me. i think i have a talent to be a friggin rejected writer :) hmmm...

well, roses are red, violets are blue, i have five fingers the middle one's for YOU :)

whwre are you? come and get me.

oh fck it, really like, io wish i could be right beside your side right damn now and say : bitch, i really wanna hurt you back.

leaving me without a good reason was a bad thing. because this illness is eating my heart. facing the truth is kinda hurty. well, so hurt if i can say.
but ive never been so fcked up before. but i feel so much better everytime i get a long with friends. i aint popular, i aint rich, but i do have the best friends in the world.

i wish you could just hate me, and that'd be easy for me to forget you.
but, but, but, i have said ifs, buts, and, ands too much.

i guess this is kinda hard.

hello earth intruders.

greetings. HAHA.

how are ya bitchess?
im soo bored right now. and starving for some lunch. i really wanna go home and make some pancakes. ahah.

i really wanna go home. what have you guys been doing lately?
hmmmm. i heard about girls dying in AUSTRALIA because of justin's concert on sunrise.
well thats exaggerating. good becaus the cncert has been cancelled due to safety reasons. down know why its just a bit dangerous to go out if theres justin there.

i know justin is cute, but WOW. thats..... probably big stuff.

and i still miss you. i dont know why, i just miss him so much. this is bullshit and shitting me. if this is love then why i dont really like myself missing him?

HE HURT ME BEFORE.

i think im jealous. i think i like you.

hell yes i do have this crazy feelings for you. and i cant wait to see you again :)

i dont wanna dance anymore, because she was mad at me.

i was dancing when some teacher was announcing some stuff about mandarin.
and when i was going out of the room, she stopped me. she told me something about failing.

is it about me not accepted in SU high school? OH REALLY?
well, because i just love to dance so much, really bad :)

but, i guess i just have to stop.

and i dont know why everytime i dance, i start to think about her getting mad at me.
and i felt so bad, so sick, so something.

so, i better stop.
and i just wanna tell you, i LOVED to dance.

i dont know, im gonna kick some ass tonight, im gonna dance and scream :)

i get complains, i know. but do i care?

i think i like you.

yes, i do.

JUSTIN I MISS MY BABY BECAUSE OF YOUUU!

damn, what a day.

im so pisseddddd today!

all because of you WOMAN! dammit, im so pissed.

i really dont wanna see your face.

and my quote of the day is :

roses are red, violets are blue, i have five fingers and the middle one's for you.

thankyou to weheartit.com

THIS BREAKS!

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l0v8jk0VG81qa5q6jo1_500.jpg

good hell, this hot guy is//////////

DIGGY I LOVE YOU!

yes. i..

so, people who say i aint normal. lick your spits, cause this is me :)

it's not just caffeine darl that kills. i've tasted life pain before. it sucked!

hell i cant :*

YEAH FUCK 1001 POSTS!

IM VERY OLD FOR THIS BLOG, it has been almost two years. BUT ANYWAY, YEAH YEAH SHIT 1001!

OH EXCITEMENT!

dont you know alejandro?

im uploading some photos to facebook.

dont know why, i just love it :)

to show how much i adore and love myself :DD

wait, dammit JOE JONAS! i love you! HAH.

isnt he alluring? hahaha. i love him hoho.

OH MY GOD. come here.

I SUPPORT SAME-SEX COUPLES!

i am the wooden floor.

ive watched this video, and its true, i find that by dancing, i can be free.

dont care how bad, how good i dance.

thats me.

feel your heart. beat. beat. beat.

dont care. go. step. jump. dance.

CAUSE FROM HERE I CAN GO ANYWHERE.

My life is in pain without you saying, “love.”

heyaaaaaaa ruffsss.

i still miss you. i still hate you, and i still care for you. thats why i asked. HAH DAYMN.

wait, before i begin everything. i would like to start with a song that is sung by, you'll know who, and he sings kinda girly like justin bieber, BUT I LOVE THEM BOTH, and this song is for you, as a friend, as someone in the past, future, present, as an enemy. and this is for You too God.

listen to this guy :)

hey, so, hey, how are you?

im dirtily fine, and you?

keep eating veggies, and do what your mama tell you to do :) kk?

haha.

i dont really wanna talk right now cause i have tons of prjects and work to do. DAYMN. so gotta pump this ass.

FCK YOU. so fck.

sorry, im so mad right now, hah.

you know that i love you boy, hot like mexico rejoice.

i remember when you were wathinc gravity on my ipod. and you're like gravity, daymn.

i blame you for this confusion.

you told me to stop, and slow down. and i stole a look at you, and what did you do?

you're hanging me on. AND THATS NOT REALY NICE.

damn, i thought we were having a real moment.

but damn. now, what must i do?

im waiting for you darling. waiting.

thats you.

you super nasty guy.

i feel like climate change is drowning my mind and heart.

huh?

uh yeah girl, you're funny :)

fck YOU I DONT NEED YOU.

i hate you sometimes!

UGH IM HATING MY SISTER!

ARGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!

ego selfcentred gak tau malu!

KESEL.

you broke my heart once. HAHA.

i guess now, my heart is beating for you.

life sucks without you.

yes, life has become a bit dull.

but, i dont want this shit drives me down. i guess i gotta let you go then.

i care for you too much. thats right? yeaah, thats wrong..

so wrong....

i miss you still.

this is like,, im falling for someone, but i dont who!

(well, actually i know, but REALLY THAT GUY?)

damn.