Kamis, 03 September 2009

why do you think i am so-in-love?

Well, i am in love, if i have to say so. Tis is good and overwhelming! Geez!

This is fun, so fun, and no lie. Well, i just got back from school just now. And i ad so much fun with my friends. The sports lessons were HOT and sweaty!

I loved it! I actually have lotsa stories to be told/ but about this one, lovelovelove uhlala~ this one is real hot. Careful.

Okaaay, i ve been feeling so good, for the last couple of days, months, seconds?! Well, basically, i have tihs world that is soo and really fun. I never thought that this thing could actually come true. Dammit, this is a happy day. These are happy days.

I remember, that i used to cry for him, not because he is not with me, no,, i am totallynot that kinda girl. I am bitchy, yes i am, but i will and never gonna cry because of boys. NA AH! And you too girly girls, never cry becuase of boys.

He said so. And i say so. So do what we say to live. I love boys and ca-cars, buy us drinks in ba-bars. Haha J

Im very flattered, happy, glad, poud, sosososososo happpyyyyyyyyy! Yes yes yes, i dont know why, but lately these days, God has been giving me lotsa graceful days. And i am thanking Him, becuase of Hid amazingness, awesomeness, and goodness, i am here, still alive, and still loving him until now. I dont know about later, but until now, i ve been liking him for 7 months, and yes, i like this.

But, never never in my mind, i want him to be my boyfriend. No no nah. I like him, just like him. And i sometimes, feel a bit scared because im close ti him. But until now, there are no such things as i am grogy and nervouswhen i am beside him.

Because basically, i want him to be there, at leats just there, because i dont like him because i need him,.

*and basically, technically, and actually, i cannot explain why i like him, and feelings to him. Thats it. I lke him just like him, ALOT!