about this guy.

so, i said on facebook, "Patricia is now so-in-love with."

hihi, you probably know who this is.
"him''.
YEAP.

(wait, i just hate this, because i have to do9 some research about some books in the internet, because i have no books that connect with my physics project.)

but, heyy, tomorrow is indonesia's independence day! YEAY YEAY YAY!
well, back to my ''him''

people say, i love to change my crushes (yes, plural)
well, PDA (i just dont care, baby) what youre gonna do?
but, i never and will never make others number two.
because everything is number one.
chill, i like boys, i dont love.
but, yes, i love this one guy. hihih. so not good. someone doesnt like the fact that i like this guy. hah, well, i love him. but, i wont do anything to make him love me.
because, if he's not for me, well, face it, girl!

for real without any lies, i dont like hearing love songs. i like other songs. that doesnt connect with "love". maybe, some rubbish. i can dig it.

me and ''him'' had a really bad relationship. used to. now, we dont know. I MEAN, i dont know.
once again, I DONT CARE, thats because i am then one who likes him, bot him. so, it's not my problem if he likes me back.
he likes me, then, good for me.
he doesnt, i dont care, then.
i used to cry for him everyday. every night. i prayed for him.
"the answer to my prayers is you." (urrrgh, thats a stupid line)
and now, i never care about him anymore.
if he dies, well, goodbye then.
if he lives, well, i love you.

''him'', i will never say his real name. i will never.
because, i think that i like him, a lot.
but my heart never goes boom-boom-boom when he is around.
my mind never becomes emprty when i am talking to him.
i never smile too-"happy and hippie" and im talking to him.
never never and never.

i never too happy. but i'm always thankful because God always gives me gracefuil days and situation changes every second. i like it!
God is awesome, and He makes me awesome. He is AWESOME! haha
God is my best friend. even though some people dont like me liking 'him'' He still gives me opportunities so i can get closer to 'him' everyday.
love it! hahaha.