talking about realtionships

i know, i always fail on this one.

talking about relationships with fams, friends, and the love ones, and the used to bes

i like a boy, i love him so much, and i need him like i need foods and clothes to wear.
but when they hurt me, even just once, i never even want to talk to him, ever.
but after that, when they just talk to you and you have so much much fun, you will love him, again.
and it's on and off.
that is love and life and like.
love makes us do stupid things, just to make them impressed.

i do that, all the time.
wahah.
and right now, this time, i don't like someone
i used to like this guy, he is really stunning and cute.
but, he likes another girls.
and so bad, he doesn't like me.
well, i don't really care. i mean, i didn't even give a shit about it.
well, first i cried, not because of him, but because something else, something that if i tell you guys, well probably my friends will know who this guy is.
but the point is, i liked him. he is gorgeous, beautiful, dirty, and rich (wait, that's a song)

well, i am independent.
and i don't need a man or a really gorgeous boyfriend to make me famous, and popular.
for me, that thing is so last year.
only stupid girls do that (wait, love makes them do that)

well, love is poisonous, but fun.
be careful.

X Patricia