everybody knows.

everybody knows, but nobody really knows.

it is hard to know the meaning of that sentence
john legend sang it, and i listen to this song round the clock.
i really like it. cause he sings what's happening to me right now.

i know, i sound and seem pathetic, but who cares?
i am sure you don't really, but i care. this is my life
and i won't let little things break me down.
especially little things in life.
doesn't matter in mine or yours, but the point is don't let them break your spirit of life.

the story is i like this guys, and this guys likes someone else.
well, not only this one. but sometimes i like boys who are dangerous and players.
well, i like them because sometimes they are stunning.

but, i am not a bitch.
some men always marry bitches. and why men marry bitches?
that's a book. i wanna buy it, but the title is too sensational for my parents.

the same thing that happened in my life and in this song is :
i didn't know that he likes another girl, all i thought was he was available.
but, actually yes he was and still, but he just likes this girl.
i tried already, but i guess i just wish them good luck.
actually, others already know, but me. i am the forgotten one

but i am still existed. yeah i am.
i just look pathetic cause i always tell you some sad stories, you haven't heard the good ones.
i will make you as happy as i am!
smile!

X Patricia