explaining and not caring.

i am facing a really big problem.
not in school, not in my house, but in my heart and my mind.
upps, stop thinking about something bad, i'll tell you the entireeeeeeee story.
but listen, i won't post lots of posts to this blog. no, not only this one, but the other one too.
because, i have to cut down on using computer and internet :(
so baddd.

tomorrow is the easter party. i know, it's kinda late. but, well haha, at least tomorrow we are free.

i need a break, i need some time. duhhhh.
o yeah, and probably i think i am gonna post some new things around night.

cause tomorrow, there are no subjects to be learned.
so probably, i am going to be ofof this shitty problem.
naah, i ain't running away, just resting for a couple of minutes and then run again.
NO, i am not going anyewhere. come here problems, face the scariest girl that has ever lived!

ohh, i have some things that i have to show you
lately, i have been writing some messages about love and liking and i am going to show you, like right now :

People say love is a story. I am hoping love is a fairytale, cause every tale, has its own happy ending.
If love is a man, I am hoping that he is mr. right, so I can marry him and have a happy ending together.

Okay, this thing is fucking me up. I am totally sick of this thing. I need him but I don’t like him. How’s that make any sense?

Love, why people get love even they don’t even know what love means. Love comes to us, and all we have to do is wait. Waiting sucks, and we all know that. That’s why we search for love because we can’t just wait and see. This waiting thing is making me sick.

Wait and see, and then we can know what love means. Wait and see, and then we can feel the heat and the rhythm of love. Wait and see, and the we can be cured because love makes us sick, but it cures too. Wait and see, and then love comes to us. But wait and see, make us older, cause they make us curious than ever.