Selasa, 30 Maret 2010

the two men.

i know this guy, we used to be very tight, even though like we were far from each other. he made me smile so wide, he made my heart beated so frekin fast so fast fast fast. we just texted thats all that we did, but that was satisfying, everytime he replied, i smiled, and everytime i was replying his i smiled. i laughed, i ran.
he was my first, and the lasy guy that i had a relationship via texting. that was him. he was my number one. was. WAS.

and i didnt fall in love with him, no. i just didnt. being in love for me isnt having your heart beating fast, you smile and laugh everytime you remember that guy. no.
but for me, personally, being in love is falling for someone unexceptable. someone that i never think i'd waste my time just worrying and remembering him all the time.
but, that was him.
that's the past, and aint coming back. na ah ah ah. so sorry but yeah. and i'd never regret texting him. 2 years ago.

and there was the other one.
he was sweet, he was too sweet, and i'd not be ashamed if he found out that i still like him. i still do. LIKE HIM. i know this might be wrong because i like him, but, i've spent so many days worrying about him. we held hands, we texted, we called. and worried about each other.
we were a couple, i think.

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and the story about us, it was him that ended it. but someone is pushing my back, thats Ms. M. and i still am not over him.
he was the first guy that, DAMN.
im gonna miss those days.



but anyway, does anyone of you would like to guess what love really is? yes you, what do you say about love?
FUNNY, HUH?