Selasa, 23 Maret 2010

"are you sure you're okay? you're okay right?"

once a guy said that to me. and i was falling. well yeah, that clear.
this happened 2 years ago. and i waited for him, for about a year and yeah that long.

if i say to myself to be faithful, there, im like a dog, will wait for you, FOREVER. and ever and ever.
but i realized, liking a guy has risks. and i aint taking everything seriously. i like being in love. but, so far, i have never met that "falling-in-real-love" thingy.
well, i guess i have. but, this heart, this heart has been hurt quite bad because of the thing called "love", and so i aint admitting i have found love.
because real love, i believe, he/she/it/they DONT HURT.

and i promise myself, im going to find that true love. dont care if that true love meaning i aint finding any true love.
because life, we have to enjoy life itself. not things in it.
because things in it, they are TEMPORARY.

sorry for my english. i know i SUCK. but, hey, practising aint a sin.