a wrong diRESTion.

i guess i have a scariness (or whatever you call it)
you know my english SUCKS.

"stop pulling me."

i sometimes wanna kill myself, dont know why. i am liked but i dont feel like i am.
how come is that? people say they care, but they never look like. is it me thats wrong?
maybe.

changing my mind is very easy, depending on my consistency, i suck on everything, but i still do love myself. i love you, him, her, them, us, and i love ME.

i really wanna tell this to you, but im afraid to. i cant tell secrets to you no more. i suck yeah i know that. im getting the rely of it. KINDA.
but sometimes i put things in the wrong direction. not all the time, but yeah, like always, i always do that. sometimes takings chances and risks is fun :) hate me. i know that.
i trust people, but in the end, i fall. ah funny thing.

well, im holding on to myself. like im always. i trust myself that im going to do the right thing, the best thing, for me. individuality.