have YOU said "thank You God for this great day/bad day/ this problem/everything." have you, at leats once, yesterday, today?
every prayer MUST start with a grateful little sentence :
"THANK YOU, JESUS/ALLAH/LORD/GOD/you own god"
have you made someone cry/happy today? i have.
i have made my sister got mad at me at church today. i felt like a great sinner.
remembering how bad and how this life is fucking me off everyday. always, ALWAYS makes me wanna cry, but PRAY.
like always, i know, as you see from my writing, i am A JERK, a hateful girl, and yes, i hate people a lot. but God said to not hate. so ta-dah. im trying my veryveryvery best to stay like i am, to change my suckyness, to be better every second, to learn every day.
and not just every pages i turn on my school books.
im jealous. HOW I ENVY with your life, peeps. my girls got accepted in SANCTA URUSULA HIGH SCHOOL. and me? DAMN, i dint get in, friends, i didnt.
i DIDNT. and everytime i remember that, i cry. I CRY, motherfuckers!
and you know what? school? DONT EVEN GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME, MAN.
dont. because i know i aint smart, im stupid.
my math is FUCKED UP, and my physics is FUCKED OFF too.
im facing it, im facing it. argggh, i just seem like a stupid motherfucker.
stupid motherfucker.
but heyyy, i just have to be grateful again because, i have been accepted in a christian school, SMAK 3. i hope i can be developed there. just praying that i can do.
the math and science there are HARD peeps. so can i stand them? so can i face them?
can i, God? can i?
