i dont determine. i ask.

when you found out a person is falling for you, what would you do?
i just dont give a shit. i'll try my best to just, act normally.

but this guy, didnt. BITCH, I HATE THIS GUY.
well, forget this guy, i dont wanna even talk about him, he is shit, and he is one of the YESTERDAAYSS.

yes, i say i dont determine because i dont. i dont like to decide what is gonna happen and what will.
hate it.
i dont control other's future, i'd rather focus on mine.
i would love to just ask.

do you like me back or not? because i dont want to shit myself for months, days, and years to just wait for you to like me back. SHIT MAN, i have a life. so, you like me or not?

i know his answer : nope. a total nono. i know that. but, i WOULD LOVE to ask that to a guy. i just dont know why, i have aboyfriend, THAT IS CRAZY.
a crazy girl like me has a boyfriend? until now i still cant believe it.
well, come to think about it.

and still,,,, I WOULD LOVE TO ASK THAT TO YOU.

because, everytime, i would love to move on, MOVE ON.