you're sweet as a peach.

i hate to love a boy. boy. "him"
i've been seeing him for months, ages, years. uh, no, months.
i've been liking him for months for sure.
i like him because he is different.

uh, forget about him. i just dont really wanna talk about him or someone right now.
i am staying up late. it's almost three in the morning. can you believe that?
THREE IN THE MORNING, and i am still awake.
not just me, my cousins and my sister also.
we are having so much fun, even, yes, of course, we are very very very bored.
well, this is us, anyone wanna join?
we're not going to bed. haha.
and tomorrow, we're going to church at 8.
i dont know i can keep up or not. hope so hope so.
hahaha.

i am asking you? who is sweet?
what's the sweetest ting that's ever happened to you?
i have one.
that is, my mom giving birth. and then, she held me tight, and also my grandma.
i didnt feel it, but they did. how did that feel?
i guess it was awesome.

that's why, i wanna give birth fast. HA HA.
i want to hold my baby tightly and then squeeze her and then give her a name.
her name is Jiwa Rosario. I think she is going to be sick because her name is just too heavy.
i have planned that for a long time. and i am going to make tattoos about her name.
i'm going to make her the sweetest thing that will happen to me.
just like me and my siblings to my mama and papa.
i love you (L), that's a big love, just so you know. wahaha.