remembering boys is just too fun.
so yeah, i am asking myself to forgive myself and just let those beautiful minds of boy, GONE, fooorrr, goood.
and now, i dont know why.
i just hate listening to love songs.
huah, i blame me. me and just me, huah, i hate you, cia.
i just hate jakarta right now. it's not really safe. i blame you, fucking terrorist.
and why am i talking about terrorist, STUPID.
the promise :
i have to stay away from beautiful boys. boys before flowers (YUCK!)
wait, i was just kidding.
i love you, him.
and just you.
i see that you really wanna know about, umm, "him".
so, "him" was my classmate in 8C. my lovely lovely class.
we are not very close, and not very far from each other.
no kidding, i hated him. and he doesnt like me.
but, i do love him. i still do.
and the boy that can make me smile is only him. he is the "reality"
i see nothing. i dont even want to be his girlfriend, because, i just dont wanna break the most beautiful feeling in the world.
what's beautiful?
the feeling, the way i love him.
i used to like him. so much. but suddenly, i love him. i just dont know why.
if you asked me why i love him, i would totally say : I DONT KNOW.
a really big I DONT KNOW.
you can say that i am stupid.
HE IS HIDEOUS. incredibly amazingly HIDEOUS UGLY and UNWORTHY.
but, he is nice, but not the best.
i love you.
and "him", uh ah oh. NOT PROBABLY NOT THE REAL NAME.
ahahaha. i just wanna play with names and being stupid. i fount out, being stupid is so FUN!
hheehe.
big smile C;
he’s unlike the others.
he is ugly, he is soo nice, and he is very very bad looking.
but, do i care about that? i care about him. i dont see just that.
we people, have to see people from the inside also.
LEARN FROM NOW!
