Senin, 27 Juli 2009

i trust in you.

believe-ing. believe. believing.
it's just one word, for basic.

technically, i dont believe in people. i never do. until now, i still dont believe.
but, how can i be trusted by other, if i dont trust them?
i need a word believe to say : i dont beliebe in people.

i dont believe in people. thats because people let me down. always. all the time.
why? i dont know. i always say, thats because it's just the way it is.
i am gifted, i cant tell. i have something in mind.
but, i just cant handle it. sometimes, i blame this. i blame Him. because everything i smell, i taste, it's not forever.
believing is forever.

well, this is the sick thing. something in my mind. no, actually, it's in my heart. said to me, just believe. and i do believe now.
people disappoint me. they always do. time disappoints me. how come?
Gabe Saporta Chicago Warped, Aug. 2 '08 by baby trees but, now i trust you. and i let people trust me. i wont let them down.