"him"

you know the guy that i have loved? "him".
well, he is too dreamy and too good for me.
but it's not a wrong thing to talk about him, right?

he was in the same class as me. delapanC. or we we can just call it 8C.
so, "him" was in the same class as mine, he was nice, kind, polite, and funny.
until this one thing that i did. and made him thought about something real bad.
he thought that i liked him. well, yes, thats the truth. but think about a guy found out that you like him, that's humiliating and embarrassing, right?

and then, i came back, we didnt talk to each other at first, and still didnt talk.
he never responded things i said to him.
his answers were just : oh, umm, yes, okay okay, whatever.
and often, he even didnt respond anything.
i liked him so much. i cried many times for him. i knew that crying wont make himlike me. but, i liked him, and still do.

i really like him, i do. and then i found out about this little thing about him.
i guess he wont like me anyway. that news was very sad and shocking.
well, i cant tell what that news is. but i wont forget it.

i like him. and i wont forget it. the same class, huh? hah.
the thing is, i like him, and i get hurt.
it is so hurty to like him. why?
well, he doesnt like me. thats first.
and then, he is not even interested to talk to me, i know that because of the way he sees me, he is bored, uninterested. thats second.
in class, everytime i asked him to talk about something, he didnt care about what i said. thats third.
but, wait, suddenly, i remembered all that stuff.
huha.
still, he is too dreamy..