no rest. come to think.

i hate this. i hate this part. i hate this part right here.
huh. :(
i'm incredibly depressed but happy.
God makes me happy all the time. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. haha.
you should see how i cry. huh, so stressed, i heard His voice, her voice, and his voices inside of my heart.
they are hurting my very soul. and they are disturbing my mind.
you should know how i feel. i think you dont wanna know.
these and those guys and gals are wackos.
i hate them. i hate myself because i hate them. ruff? yes, of course.
i can say that you should see how i look, embarrassing.

it's just a total harassment that i am afraid of those guys. i ain't afraid of anybody or anything except God for sure.
as long as i am still the same, i am still mean, selfish, and brutal. you can hate me.
i am still in "like" with the same man, LIL.
and i still hate the same persons, you, him, and her.
there's nothing wrong with me. let's just see. you wanna put some bet?