new new new newss.

haha, i am just incredibly bored of school.
i dont know. my hair lately falls everytime. i maybe have adapted breast cancer.
huahhua. hoping so. hoping so.
so that i have no future and my future is clear, i will be dying inside a small little box, and a rock yelling : the biggest loser of all, the failure, the bastard, and the bitch, maria patricia utami saragih :1995-2009.
that would be the sweetest thing that people would have done to me.
HA HA.

i wanna see you guys. someday, probably. i'll throw a party.
probably. definitely. absolutely. that's enough.
i am listening to fuck you - lily allen.
funny song. so funny.

and you guys, listen. you must probably think that i am rude, racist, disgusting, and incredibly ugly and stuff.
you know what, yea right. you are right.
totally true. good guess.
what ever. my mind is just so full right now.
i will have my progress test today.
at five. HUEKS!
it's just really distasteful. i wanna go to school, fuck myself up, go home with good mood, and die happily on bed.
i wanna die fast, like right now, people can kill me, and they can kill me from my back, so i can be like casper. that little cute ghost that children like me used to believe in.

i wanna be in a different world. just like keri's album. what i am talking about is just incredibly stupid. this life is ruff.
ugh, i am rude. just so rude right now.