i'm a mess

you can say i am messier than my bedroom.
i am so messy.

that's because a really heavy pressure that i am facing with.
i am so depressed.
i am afraid to go to school.
i am so insecure, and so easy to be mad.
i ain't crazy, but i believe that there's something wrong with my body and mind.
my life is so bad.
well, not really bad.

this saturday is Valentine's day.
well, i have to make a fucking fake smile.
and i am ready to make that fucking fake smile.

i am so fucked up.
i was strong, independent, and never cry.
now, i am insecure, bad, and a liar!

this life is so not fucking fantastic.
lily allen : easy to say.


the world is having bad situation right now, lately.
1. i am taken (shit!)
2. i saw a boy, and i think i'm in love (no, but, yes,,,,no)
3. rihanna got hit by chris brwon
4. chris brown got arrested by the police, and well, he's a great man, people say, but, RUDE.


like i said, I AM SO FUCKED.
yeah-yeah, i AM SO HUMAN.