Feel my heart, uh wait, it’s not beating for you. Umm……

YOU HEARTLESS BITCH.

you cant make up your mind. im not tryna rewind.

i guess, im over. game is over. game? game?

there's no game.

ah bitch

just like TAIO CRUZ, you broke my heart, you heartless BITCH.

you know what BITCH,

I AM SO DONE WITH YOU, DARL.

thank YOU, my best friend for waking me up. i guess i've pushed myself too hard.

but anyway, im done with this b. i. t. c. h.

oh justin, i wanna cry. haahaha, but this is cute :)

i just saw this on facebook.

MY SISTER SAYS IF I CAN GET 1 MILLION FANS SHE WILL NAME HER BABY MEGATRON.

a really good fan page :)

im gonna name my baby : lady gaga then later.

no, no, my kid's name will be HAWILA.

a place in heaven where we can find gold there. and im sure there are tons of gold in my baby in the future :)

HAPPY EARLY EASTER PEOPLE!

FOR ME, EASTER IS TOMORROW, BUT WELL, HAPPY EASTER ANYWAY!

being a bi.

bisexual. that word is, for me, a free word for a free person.

Lady GaGa is a bi. she has admitted it.

and i like lady GayGay for telling the truth.

being a lesbigay/bi/straight/anything i dont care.

really? that doesnt really matter.

i dont care. i dont care if im hugging a bi, or even a person with HIV/AIDS.

as long as i keep myself save, then im save.

i do need people around, but i also need.. myself. i need myself to protect myself.

it is nothing if i need others to help/protect/anything, but i dont even help myself.

that is selfish.

everything starts from myself.

back to being a bi.

i dont know why, but how can a girl be in love with a girl?

i like girls,, but i dont put ANY INTEREST on dating one of them.

is it interest that makes people become gays?

i love guys. and i've been in love with a guy, once. i guess once.

well, that depends on you, i guess.

i smell something good.

yup, that's true.

I SMELL YOU, HANDSOME.

imissYOU.

today is the day. the night that i've been waiting for! sososo cant wait.

6 pm, a mass at my church.

im so disappointed after knowing that the mass is going to be held at 6.

i had a plan to go somewhere else with a friend but im having a mass, and the event is being held at the same time, on th same day :P, but it's called "easter night"

or we call it : tirakatan kebangkitan Yesus Kristus.

oh God. i miss YOU so much.

im such a sinner.

:(

i miss YOU God. when are You coming back?

i just want You to know, im ready for everything you're gonna give :)

i love You just like i love everybody that is around.

thank You for my family, friends, boyfriends, gilrfriends, everything.

even the teachers and enemies those hate me tight now.

without them, MY LIFE WOULD SUCK.

i thank You also, for making today. even though it's not the best day ever. it is the best day yet :*

imissYou.

i'll see You and feel You tonight at six pm. ST. STEFANUS CHURCH.

And btw, Thank You for waking up tonight.

Sorry yesterday I forgot to do my prayers before going to sleep. I was extremely exhausted and full of lies. Sorry.

patricia is going to burn pancakes tonight!

haha, im so gonna gain so weight! miss.

somehow this might happen to me, somehow i think this might be just a beautiful dream.

careful.

what you said, will say, just said, have said.

MIGHT HURT SOMEONE in the future.

“I do like WOMEN. But I do love men. Yeah, I’ve been in love a man before, but I’ve never been in love with a women. So that’s all the song was about.” –Lady GaGa

GaGa is a bi. and i....

brokenhearted.

sometimes i feel like, aaah, this isnt right. this is wrong.

but, no, i guess i am right.

this brokenhearted is shit. i know brokenhearted shit.

and now im stuck in a k-hole love. oh wait, like and care.

well.

Good Friday.

as a catholic. i just got back from church and just ate because i was fasting -_-

soooo hungry :0 ahah.

fasting isnt a must, but He fasted before, so i would love to taste the same thing.

Thank You God. i love YOU.

and we wonderin..

meaningful words, love it.

comedy SUCKS! this one sucks. even HANNAH MONTANA bitch is funnier.

my favorite jeans label, released eyewear collection.

are you watching?

good good friday.

good mourning.

im a little sick today.

ugh.

well, yesterday i watch PASSION OF CHRIST.

oh Lord. im so so sorry for what i've done. i cried soo soo bad.

ugly-ly i cried for you God.

im sorry. sorry for what i've done.

good friday, are you guys attending church today?

i am.

cause i'm not crazy, im just catholic :)

see you around.

We got our guns, we got our guns in the motherfcking air.

the thing about justin bieber is :

i have the same sunglasses as he has!

Life is..

What do you think? Give a guess. Give a clue.

Can you just give me one shot?

Or tell me, at least 5 reasons why I should be breathing right now?

It’s not about me being sick of life.

Life is..

Still, I have no clue.

Death for me..

Is about having rest and sleep forever.

You are being cried by many people,

Many people, umm, interesting.

Nobody has ever cried for me before.

Can I just die, or at least see you cry for me?

Nobody has ever cried for me.

I would rather die.

Catch up the loved ones.

Come back.

Come…

Because for me, death is always fun.

Interesting, life is just a bridge thet we’re passing through.

A bus stop, and we’re waiting for a bus to stop for us.

When? That’s a great question.

Kiss the time, and it might give a whisper..

Whisper it loud.

So maybe I can hear it.

I guess death.. death it is.

gutsin bieber, he got me.

BABY BABY BABY, NO.

the video's place itself, took a place near the universal studios. it's like a downtown but i dont what it's called. and the thing is : i've been there and i met *

when i was there, like a year a go, i felt like i was raped, nicely. HAHA. but, seriously, i would love to meet the rapist.

WAIT, NASTY BITCH, no, so we had this private party in a place called RUMBA ROOM. it was amazing and wo-oww.

we seriously didnt do anything nasty nor serious.

but when we were returning to the hotel, i couldnt stop shaking.

but anyways, good times come and go.

and this was one of them, i miss you, man.

the stupidest video :

is by justin bieber - NEVER LET YOU GO.

GET A NEW GIRL JB.

about dating.

ugh, thank God, im not dating anybody right now. huh hah huh.

focus to the real thing, i've gone through the NATIONAL EXAMS (THANK YOU YOU YOU!)

and now, there are tons to get through.

wish me luckluckluck! :*

dating seems to be pretty funny to me. like right now.

i feel like, dating seems to be veryvery interesting, but wait, im still stuck in the moment with (ehm).

well then, i seem to be very sick right now (in a good way, which means :

i cant push my heart, because my heart still likes and cares about him.

well. what to do?

i'd rather punish my body and hurt myself than lying to my own heart, because lying kills.

are you lying right now?

I know, I feel that. Life has become dull. But with you, it was heartbreaking but yet alive.

kennnyyyy,, give me back my voodoo doll sunglassess!

i suddenly miss them :(

thopse glasses have made him become more more handsome. now hand them to me.

this picture : my jaiho girl, Oriyoku, Kenny, and, Cindy.

picture day, THURSDAY last week.

i miss that day :(

im still waiting for YOU.

YOU MUST MUST MUST ATTEND THE CHURCH TODAY!
for catholics, im waiting. so dont forget, God is waiting!