today was untasty, blah.

i went to school. studied lotsa stuff.
but i was happy enough because the teacher wasnt in the class all the time because of a meeting that that had to attend.

and then the thing that was disturbing me was my silly sickness.
i hated it. i was really really sick today. and still do but not as bad as this morning.

all i want to do was just getting mad all the time.
ARGH.

wake up call.

HUAH. i am so sick.
i am really sick.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!

im just so glad because tomorrow i have no work to do. THANK YOU.
and i am falling in love with the paradiso girls!

THEY ARE SO AMAZEBALLS! ahaha.
so, i just got home, and then, i watched this video called Patron Tequila.
it's just so ME.
huaha. in some kinda ways.
love it. and then Lil' Jon. huaha ;0

and i am still sick.

in your face.

garbage. huah. now, i can breathe normally.
because my lovely very lovely (haha) friend is going to print my project for me.
awww, so nice.

but, i just opened facebook (yes, as usual), i was searching for someone that could help me to print my project, but, instead of that, i opened some photos of my friends and then chatting with Susanna, my beautiful classmate :D

and then, until now, i just cant stop listening to Kelly and DAVID GUETTA.
i love electronic and house music now.
HAHAHA.

now, i am waiting for my project to come home. also my helper to come home. i will thank her so big.
huah!

when love takes over ;0

huh, i miss everybody now :)

this is funny. i just hate the guys that i used to like. i mean please, how can i like him again? and now? i have found someone that is more more more special.
ahaha.

I HATE THIS PART.

errgh. i just wanna yell super duper loud. i wanna cry. thats the first one.
ERRGH.

i dont know about this. but, i just have to print my bahasa indonesia prject, and the thing is, i dont have a printer.
what a smart house? ARRGH.

i hate this hate this hate this.
URGH.

i'm very tired for your information.

when love takes over.

not just i love the song, but i am just so in love!
hehe.
not with those dreamy and kissykissy french boys.
but, with my lovelylovely classmates!

hey, tomorrow is Mark's birthday. huh, too bad i am not going to be there. i am home.

AND WOOHOOOO, my classmates rock!
i love you my class, sembilanC.
9C.
wa-aww.
i am doing my math right now. just think about that.
so suck. but i make it fun. i am trying.

and love has taken over everything. i'm happy.

people are moron or maybe, me?

Los Del Rio you cool :DD


;d remembering my elementary days.
this song is so cool. :DD

damn, i love this one!

well, well, well.
old songs, folks. huahaha. guess what? i just found the coolest song ever, hehe, Y M C A.
people say, this song is gay and blablablah.
but, i dont care. hehehe.
because this song is amazeballs. and the video is, FUNNY and also hilarious.

what's your opinion?

village people, you rock!

awww, i just HAD THE BEST DAY!

woohooo!
even i have math homework also bahasa indonesia project that i have to do today, i dont care because i am just too happy.
well, for basic, there was someone that broke my "day" day.
HUH. you suck.

i sat with my friend, Tasha, and then in front of me Raymond, and then, i was surrounded by Ursulla, Pinky, Michelle, yada yada yada.

but i am just veryveryvery happypypy.
because, well,,, cannot tell.

now, i have to change my style to blog.
i dont want to tell too many stories.
because, im not that open anymore.
sorry -_-

i suck, o, i know.

then and now.

i miss this guy.
not this indonesian.

there was guy, he was extremely cute and attractive, because of him, i always needed to open online translator.
but, i dont need to open babelfish to know what he's talking about to "him"

(i better stop comparing him to "him")

my classmates back in pismo called me little dancer.
huaa, i miss you ana martin.

i miss missy. huaha. i dont even know what to talk about.
btw, i have to do my math homework and then, i have to hit my computer with indonesian project about bombing in mega kuningan.
IT'S GONNA BE FUN!

btw,,,

i am just so-in-love with this silly indonesian.

today was a good day, folks.

huahah. here in indonesia.
me, as patricia had a great day during school!

i talked with lots of people and then, i fell in love with "him" for the i dont know. zillion?
and still so in love. haha.

i felt well today, and i met lots of cute guys in school, haha. na ah. cute?

i dont know how to say this, but, i had a good time.
feels like it was the first time i went to school.
huahaha.

btw, i have a math homework, EERRGH!
and then, i have an indonesian project to be completed by friday, and today is wednesday.
good! errgh.

just tasted the best food ever.

huaha! i feel so fat. gotta tell you.

i just ate my favorite food. padang satay.
felt like heaven on earth.

just arrived at home. checked my nose, and then ate french fries. huaha.
i am just hungry mostly, all the time.

and then, i just hate this, because i have an english course at five. so suck.
i was sick yesterday. that was because of that shitty jet lag.
and about pismo.
i miss the pismo life so much!
it was better than my dreams. so much better.

i miss the people and more. but, i cant dream to go back there, because i am indonesian, and i just cant dream about going back all the time, that is s,t,u,p,i,d.
because, drinking starbucks coffee, eating raw sandwiches, consuming fast foods, and stuff are just not me.
that is just too good and too fat! haha.
but, i do miss everybody, and they are going home today.

i miss you guys. miss so much.

this picture,

this picture is so cool.
i got it from Stan's blog.
i never like The Simpsons, but, i just like these yellow people.

patricia ♥s indonesia

no matter what.

there are 200 millions people in INDONESIA. and we aint afraid of terrorists.
we're not AFRAID. make us if you can. feeling high? chill, we're not threatening you, arent we?

i still love indo. come on, are you kidding me?
indonesia is my most favorite place on earth.
especially the foods. nothing can beat indonesians food.
burgers are delicious, chinese foods are breath-taking, but indonesians foods make me speechless.

and wanna see something?

do you see those women? they're not only indonesians, maybe they're americans, australians, and more.
and they're still having fun with their bikinis.
:D

face it terrorist, you just gotta stop. cowards.

stupid oh stupid.

al least those words are said by people that i lovee. hahaha.
aku cinta kamuuu!

wait, i just dont know why, lately, i've been more religious than before.
i mean, yeah, i dot know why, but yes.
even though, not really religious anymore.
but, i am going to be again later. might be even MORE religious.
hu ah, i dont want to talk about religions anymore. not good.
because i'm not trying to be racist.

heyhey, hey. you, i bet, have heard about the bombings in jakarta, right?
in Mega Kuningan for sure.
and i feel so sorry abut it. sorry.
the thing is, Manchester United, one of the biggest football club in the world is going to play here against the Indonesian All Star.
BUT, because of the bombings that happened in Rits-Carlton Hotel and JW Marriott Hotel, Manchester United cannot go to Indonesia and then play against us. NOT FUN!

i am just so mad and dissapointed. first of all, i dont really care about Manchester United, but, i am just mad because all those fcking terrorists are back!
STOP BRAINWASHING PEOPLE and say that KILLING PEOPLE IS NOT A SIN!

i hate you. so hate you.
and then, what do you want to do next?
just bomb all malls in this city. and I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU TO KILL ME.
with those fcking and shitty bomb.
and for you, Noordin M Top. I color your namen with pink because you’re just very girly, all that you’ve been doing is just HIDING from cops and people. And seeing your photo MAKES ME SICK!
fuck you very very much. and here is the most disgusting person in thw world.
maybe it's not you who bombed Mega Kuningan, but it was you who bombed BALI TWICE.
BACK OFF. before you're killed with your own bomb and mind that says KILLING PEOPLE IS NOT A SIN.
okaay, let me make that straight, IT IS A FUCKING SIN, you MORON.

Help us catch him. FAST!

sweetest girl.

a song that i love that i always listen and i live with is, Sweetest Girl.
i sometimes love the way Wyclef Jean, Akon, Lil' Wayne, and Niia think.
beautiful woman's getting money.

everything is sweet as i can say. i am free even i am jailed.
i can kill people even i am behind bars.
i get money everyday, because i steal others'.
i sue people, even i am already sued.
i can do whatever i want to do.
disagree?

now, disco songs never bother my mind again. i am just so free. im happy with my mind now, because sometimes, songs that connect with something on my mind, disturb my mind, and then, i cant think.
all i do are smiling, saying the words that someone has said to me, and then become nervous, and more.
i'm a weirdo, just so you know.

he was the sweetest one, but he was not my reality.
i loved him so much.
but now, i am now have found my love, even though it might not him, but i hove found.
the guy in my school. he's hideous, as i have said.
but, i do love him.
but, i wont spend all my time loving him, because i already know i love him.
i dont need him to love me back, because i just dont need it.
i'm afraid someday his love will be gone.
at least, i still have my love ti him.

and when we're together, i will spend all of my time making it all to him.
scary, but it's just real.

talking with mr. smith

wait, as an introduction, i will say,,
GOOD MORNING ladies and gents.
had fun with your sleeping last night?
i didnt. i dreamt this gigantic weird dream last night.
huaha. i am sick of dreaming.

and then also, i miss Madi and Michael. they are so amazing. i really wanna see them dancing. must be soo good.

so, let's talk with mr. smith.
i am just trying to think about what i am goiing to say. and i always forget.
i smiled. and all that i can think is only, him. not "him", but him. back to pismo.
i liked a guy from spain. but, all the time, i spent time liking a guy from france.
but, sometime, liking foreigners is OVERRATED!
and sexy big french boyr are too dreamy. especially ***. huahahaha.

i wanna go to school. yes, tomorrow, i am going to.
school. Santa Maria. i loveee youuu.

mr. smith is very very nice. mr. smith is my husband. na ah, i am not talking about brad pitt.
but, i do love you, mr. smith.

patriciaaaaa :D

stupendous! aaha. i am just so stupid.
i dont blame me. but yeah, i am. errgh.

i liked this guy soooo much. freaking much. i gotta tell you.
but, the thing that i never learned is, that i never cared about what they say.
and i still dont, because i could hate myself if i do.

i am screaaaammiingg. huaaah. i just dumped him. thats all.
so hurty.
i blame me. huaha.

laughing out loud.

as a start, i perfectly sure who wants all of these silly candies.
:DD

i really wanna laugh right now. actually there is one song that can make me laugh all the time.
cannot tell. ;P
facebook wont make me smile anymore, so i dont have any interests on facebook anymore. but, i probably will, later. not now. right now, i really wanna sign out.

hate that i love you. "him".
i miss him so much. it's like ages i havent met him. but, we're in the same school for crying out loud. huahaha. dreaming about those sexy french boys is juat a big no-no.
especially, i dont know him. well, pathetic. but, i will be hopeful, later.
hahah.

i cant stand this. but i am strong enough. i miss my school so much.
i wanna laugh remembering the fun things that have happened.
you know, being in the same class with the guys that you used to like is hard, but i can keep up.

okaaaaay, kisskiss.
♥♥♥lovelovelove.

frenzy out of control.

you dot even know what i am thinking about.
well, for basic, i dont even know what i want and what i am thinking.

i just let people hurting myself and then, wa lah, i'll get hurt later.
but, let's just, this time, let's just the time fix it.

and then, i am just so happy, i can say i love you to people that i really do love, i love you so much.
good thing tomorrow is a holiday. YEAY!

SO I CAN KICK BACK FOR JUST A SECOND.
dont stay up late, but you can stay up later. :DD
haha.

errgh, i BASICALLY, dont know what i am talking about.

eh ah uh oh.

you guys make me smile. :DDD
i love youuuuuuuu.

♥i am over you ♥ ♥

i can say everything that i want.

i never lie, except for the necessary.

i liked you so much.

you are the one that can make me feel beautiful. but, too bad, it's just not you :(

i am just the simple patricia.

i am not consistent.

and i am now, trying to forget you.

forget you, for good.

you are cool, hot, cute, and the one that i am searching for.

i made you a bighead. i am sorry. you ask girls to like you, and i did.

but, it's just complicated. i like you no more.

i got over you, now.

i am not happy, but as i said, i have found my pineapple way.

and in my happiness, there is no you there.

i gues, i will still stand for "him".

he doesnt like me. and because i like him, i hurt myself.

but i dont care, because he never will hurt me.

he knows how people feel.

even though, he doesnt know me.

but, i will know him. and already did.

i love him, liked him, and still do.

and you, you are just so over.

i say this, because you are just so disturbing because you are very very chilly.

chilly as delicious.

but, i cant find and couldnt find any delicous part from you.

i did, and i liked it. but, it's just the way it is.

i liked you.

i have tried.